My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

S2: Bad day

...Brian darling, .. You why ......

I stomped the back of my head into the back of the car seat, momentarily reading Brian's last message. I desperately wanted to force my heart to stop beating, to forget how much my heart hurt this time. I felt rejected and wasted for no reason. It was as if the last few hours were just a dream or just my imagination.

Brother Edo glanced at me from the corner of his eyes, maybe he wondered in his heart, why my expression immediately turned sad when a few minutes before still seemed to smile happily. I have such a deep pain. Until the inside, I was only able to close my eyes tightly, while wiping the corner of the eye that immediately felt wet.

But Brian ... the more I understood the ins and outs of him, he easily changed his attitude immediately without me knowing why, always harboring his own problems and thoughts, he said, it's hard to have a closed partner like this.

"Aaah, ... huffff .." I sighed deeply, holding back the pain at the base of the nose that slowly began to let out the liquid due to the crying I was holding. I massaged slowly as I scrunched my forehead. Unknowingly, the flow of tears incessantly wet the side of my face.

'What else is this .. what else should I face next ..' my mind.

***

Haya told me that Mr. Anton decided to keep me in the office without having to do training, I forgot to even tell him that I came in today, but Haya who understood my condition two days ago forced to replace my position as Trainer on schedule.

I checked several incoming emails from the operations regarding the Training schedule and candidates for the next session. Still trying to concentrate on work outside my personal problems that feel hanging without a solution.

A little laugh between the HR Team in the room was unable to herd my messed up thoughts. I can only smile, no joy at all.

In these tiring moments of heart and mind all of a sudden a familiar voice called my name, I immediately let out a rough sigh as I heard the sound a few meters away from my desk.

"Mad Susan ..."

All my colleagues in the room turned their heads towards the figure of the man standing in the doorway. Dicky!

"Hm." I answered briefly without turning my head or opening my mouth to speak.

"A healthy one?"

"Yes, Alhamdulillah." I answered flatly, reluctant to rub the bases.

"Just like Mas Erick, why .. the attention is really the same Miss Susan nyaaa .. why are we not asked yes?" pandas Mbak Wulan.

"We're Mbak's friends, old friends .. Yeah, right, San?"

"Hm." It's expensive that my voice answers his words.

Dicky walked up to my desk. I quickly shifted the chair, avoiding his hands that might be resting on the back of my chair.

"San, yesterday was still sick?" his finger tapped on my desk, and pretended to be polite with his bases in front of my comrades.

"What's up?" flat answer. I turned the chair facing and looked up at him, who stood slightly ducking supporting the body with both hands on the table.

"Son, yes nahil—lah, thank goodness if it is healthy. Lets lunch together, and I'll be home at twelve, we'll go to the seventh-floor cafeteria first."

"Why not go home straight away, you can eat at home" I replied ketus with a sour face.

"I want to treat, all the discussions that we discussed yesterday, still want to continue or not?"

I understood his words that coded for our peace, I nodded thinly, not wanting to waste much energy again facing him.

"Okay, two hours. Here, for DP, let's not drown anymore" Dicky put a cup of cold coffee on my desk and ruffled my hair and passed out of the room.

I put on an annoyed face without saying anything especially when my partner teased me over Dicky's attitude earlier.

"Si Erick tuh attention loh San same to you, I noticed he pas yesterday maksa bopong you tuh kayak how ya .., lest he ahem ahem ahem same you ..." Ma'am Wulan smiled with a row of her teeth.

"Here, those pleasantries, I memorized Ma'am. Sook-sook good in front of people, anyways crazy, already have a candidate really."

"Ah, as usual San, you were like just yesterday in the office, the affairs of the affair is the hardest to avoid because we meet every day, which is already so, it is, let alone the unmarried, who already have a lot of khilaf."

"Yes do not let it be Ma'am, after all I'm the same he was once so that the attitude is normal, do not be too thoughtful." I replied flat while turning the chair facing my computer back.

***

Twelve o'clock now, it's time to prepare for the man who tirelessly bothers me day by day. I consider this time a bonus for him, if there is no business, I prefer lunch alone or not eat at all. My appetite faded today.

Dicky came to my room again, with a black laptop backpack on his back, he was about to go home after spending the night at the office according to his shift schedule. But I'll have lunch with me first.

We walked hand in hand towards the seventh floor, I kept my distance with him while hugging my own two hands. It's better to be considered a feverish man than to suddenly grab my hand to join hands, just in case, I know sometimes he likes to go crazy.

Housed in the corner of the cafeteria room, our table was far from the entrance of the area, far from the sight of anyone who might have known me and seen me with another man, though it should have been casual, he said, but it's very important this time.

We sat across the table, Dicky ordered my favorite juice that he knew from a long time ago, Strawberry apple mixed juice and he ordered his favorite Choco Classic ice blended and ... that's actually both of our favorites.

"I don't order this" I said, glancing sharply at him. For a moment the drink was placed by the waiter in front of us.

"I ordered from earlier, I'll have his WA number, so if you don't have to queue here, he already knows my order"

"What a discussion."

"Who wants to eat?! I'm here to fulfill your request for a discussion, not a lunch talk!" my firmness.

"I look bad if I offer to eat? I understand your condition is not healthy today, your face is pale." Dicky sips his drink, "Ngapain is you, San. How now even less rest continues, not good for your training performance."

"Hahaha .. You are having a night shift?! I guess ... Satan the server room likes you, until this trance, what wind is suddenly good?" I said with a cynical laugh.

"I am when is not good, you are always negative with me." he murmured.

"Ow—Em—Ji. What drama is it this time, hm?"

"The dorm?? heh, gini, you are a psychologist, do not deserve to think people can not change, let alone we are making a peace agreement. Can't we start off this way?"

"Oh, of course 'Dic, don't doubt my abilities. I understand other people, so I understand you. When can you be trusted, or don't need to be trusted at all!"

"Well, whatever."

"Back to topic. What about the deal? you know. .. I'm sorry I can't linger, afraid my Brian called."

"Hahaha, relax a little, San. No need to warm up to me, no use, I swear. Here, drink this chocolate, let you relax a little." Dicky raised his drink glass and thrust it at me.

"Oh, no, sooo .. thank you! I've got my own drink, I don't have to drink your chocolate, there's poison!"

"Drink." he said in a cold tone, forcing it by thrusting the glass closer to my face

"No, I don't want to!"

"So peaceful??" his eyes were sharp as threatening

I close my jaws holding my wrath at his pushy attitude.

"You know what the hell!" I began to raise my tone a little.

"It's chocolate, I want you to relax. ... Drink up!"

"here! let me just!" I was about to grab the glass but Dicky kept it out of my hand.

"No need. Drink, let me hold the glass!"

Our eyes were glared at the glass in the middle of our view, I looked at him with great fury but he still looked calm and even smiled.

"You're a sneaky yeah ..."

"San, if you choose me to be your enemy, I can be more evil than yesterday. I'm offering you this so I know we're both sincerely reconciled .., drink?!"

I took a deep breath, wanting to shout, chide, throw a glass in front of me. He's acting again.

As I moved my body closer to the glass, Dicky pressed the glass in his hand so I could drink it.

"After this, make sure you don't interfere with my relationship with Brian!"

"Hahaha, hey, sorry. Deal, I want to get married too." she replied full of excuses.

"OK, .. good then."

The glass was brought close to my lips and I sipped it slowly while looking at it intently. Dicky smiled watching me drink the drink out of his hand. His face looked satisfied until he leaned closer to me.

"Originally, I'm not sick right now! I'm just tired of having fun with my girlfriend. A great, exciting night, she sure is good at satisfying me!" I whispered in a calm and cynical tone while looking at her. Trying to disturb his mental state at this moment.

"Haha. Don't forget I ever got you pregnant ..." Dicky whispered and stared intently, mocking my words.

My emotions exploded instantly, I pushed the liquor hard until it splashed into his face.

BYURR

I quickly got up from my seat, Dicky flinching and looking at me furiously.

"Good drink! we're dealing now, hopefully you can be more RELAX, right? go home .. and don't forget to take a shower. Clean yourself up that co—tor!"

I left him out of that table. Dicky wiped his wet face from the icy chocolate. I walked quickly away from the location to my room again.

'Oh my God .. I would love to leave this all ...'

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