
The POV Susan
It seems like I just heard the sound of the vehicle of someone who is not a stranger in my ear, Yes .. former friend or husband, I do not know what to call him. To be sure, she is no longer the person I hated like a while ago, now everything is slowly turning towards real love.
No longer looking at the physical just for pleasure, but less interesting what he is with his face .. until he has often changed girlfriends, first ... as captain of basketball in our school, a lot of crazy girls want to be his girlfriend, for he who I always see at a glance.
I already consider him like a brother's best friend. And funny he always put me first than his girlfriends, not infrequently I often become a bully because they are envious, but always Dicky defended me again.
Dicky is a beautiful face .. the more handsome with his height and proportionally athletic body is almost perfect, and ... ah! what thought this was, I've seen it all. It was a moment when I felt exaggerated, but subconsciously I was not stopping praising her.
Behind his protective attitude all this time I should be sure he deserves to be the head of the family for me.
I haven't got any answers to this riddle, being a Widow overnight, what a dream am I! the ideal of having a harmonious family is now extinct, maybe he is not my soul mate.
But even thinking about Eli right now feels unfair to Dicky who turns out his struggle is bigger to me. Dicky turned my hatred to a standstill as if swallowed by the earth, the emotions overflowing from Dicky without cause into a big question mark, what has happened to the issue about me and Eli? who's responsible for the nasty assertion that I've been fucking my ex-boyfriend.
The last time it happened was the first time I lost my honor. Make love? almost, if I didn't try to stop Eli who was out of control in my chaotic condition at the time, that polite man could fail too, anyway where would I carelessly like that, I still have my pride.
No one knew what happened in the early hours, just me and Eli. Whether Dicky only thought then concluded himself based only on the mobile application that He always used to know my whereabouts, my curiosity was getting higher, and my, although no longer in order to clarify but I do not want Dicky's decision to divorce me on the basis of slander.
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I tried to write a short message to Eli, hopefully he will read it soon.
* Am I interrupting? can we talk El ... . (Suhan)
My message arrived and was only answered about 15 minutes later.
* Yes love, can .. but wait another half hour I'll see you at the Hospital
* No, no need .. I just called you how? (Suhan)
* Ah, don't worry .. I also want to see you, sorry yesterday did not have time. (Eli)
* No need El ... .
* Why?
* I don't want to see you first
* what’s wrong?
* Tell ...
* Something is wrong
* No, I'm fine
* I went there then
* Not necessary
* I'm forcing
* I told you no!
The message paused for a moment and it appeared that he had started typing something again.
* I'll just call Brother Edo, then he'll let me see you
* No need, El .. please respect me at this time
* But you're strange how I might shut up
* I just need a break
* So you said you wanted to call me, right?
I paused for a moment, for real I stuck my own words.
* Yes, I called you
* I need to know what's going on, 15 minutes to the hospital
* See??
Suddenly the status of the message marked Eli who was online changed to Last seen. Looks like Eli forced to come without asking my permission again, why he's been there I've been at home since yesterday afternoon.
* Eli, don't go to the hospital!
My message was not answered or there was a blue tick sign that he was reading it, I didn't think he was more reckless than I thought.
* I'm home! but don't come here!
Blue tick, I was surprised to see that fast response.
* Stay there
Danger, I'd rather go down to see him than let him come in this angry state.
I rushed out of my room and ran down the stairs, no matter what condition I had to bed rest, but to avoid unexpected circumstances I quickly walked towards the front room door, opening the lock and I flinched as I opened the door, Eli was already right in front of the door with a hostile expression.
“Where did you run? “ asked Eli in a cold tone, as cold as the iceberg hit by the Titanic.
“Aa .. let's sit outside “ I said as I tried to move forward slightly and closed the door behind me.
Fortunately, he followed my words, in this situation, I had to keep anticipating because the emotions could have turned out to be out of control, as happened last night when I was with Dicky.
We sat parallel to each other on the iron terrace chair, it was not right to talk when the weather was this hot, even though the man next to me had let out a cold Aura earlier, still I anticipate to answer his questions later.
“Why didn't you tell me when you wanted to go home?” Eli looked at me briefly furrowing his brows, and glanced at me again with his increasingly blue eyeballs with a reflection of the sunlight that was shining slightly on the porch this afternoon.
“Not me, Brother Edo just wanted me to rest without being bothered by anyone” I tried to explain although it seems Eli did not accept such a cliche explanation.
“Live on, what do you want to talk to me about?” now Eli turned his head and began to look at my face which was beginning to look awkward.
“Hmm .. someone told me ... someone spread an issue about us that night, you know who?”
“Ehhh .. haha .. where do I know, where do you know?” Eli was lazy to respond.
“What did you two fight over at the Hospital yesterday?”
“Who? me? that's your husband ... not me” replied Eli flatly
“Yaa yes, you two .. indeed who else will fight, until you don't come to see me inside, it seems so crowded that I can hear hysterical mothers outside the room, he hit you?”
“You're filming a crime news scene? should that detail your imagination about last night?”
“Not, Brother Edo said that Dicky was jealous of your arrival, what did he do to you?”
“Haha .. no, he just barely hit me, relax it's not possible, you think I'll let him arbitrarily against me?” Eli smiled mockingly, his face still looking calm but instantly turned back serious. “So what does that have to do with you not wanting to see me?” Eli looked at me intently as if he suspected something heavy for me to reveal.
“Aa ... I .. just need El time, there is one very heavy thing I'm facing” I'm starting to feel awkward to tell stories, very worried to start from where.
“What? say!”
“Evennight Dicky came to my house”
“What did he do to you?! did he hurt you again?! brazen him!” Eli looked furious
“Yes, for me right now it's so bad, you don't need to know what it is, only I feel awkward with his words, what you have said that ... have ... done ..“
“Iya! wh why? “ His courage Eli made everyone accuse me of doing inappropriate things with him, by stating a big lie like this.
“What the hell are you!!” I firmly feel not accepting Eli's confession. “We don't do that El! you lied to everyone, you betrayed me!”
“What should I say? it is, right?”
“No! I know exactly what happened back then, there's no way we're doing anything that far, don't manipulate the story!”
“Do you remember your level of consciousness at that time? you don't even twitch a bit”
“Your Liar Eli!”
I pounded the push on Eli's shoulders, so unaccepting that he made up one lie that I witnessed with my own eyes, or was it true that it happened!!