
Miya who had just come down the stairs heard Edgar talking to someone at the door. The girl was surprised to find Joshua Adrian in front of the mansion. The man smiled at him making Miya misbehave. Joshua approached her and stared fixedly at the girl.
"I came here to see you. There's something I want to talk to you about.''
"It just so happens that you also came because, I also want to talk to you.''
"We should go to the living room, Joshua said in a stern tone. Miya followed him from behind . The man immediately sat on the sofa facing the fireplace. Miya sat down beside him. The atmosphere in the room was quiet again. Miya felt clumsy just the two of her in the room. The girl observed the man beside her waiting for the man to speak first. He saw Joshua exhaling deeply, then looked at Miya.
"So what's your decision about my proposal a month ago? I was waiting for your answer but you never contacted me once.''
"sorry. I still can't believe you want to marry me.''
"Now you have to believe, because I'm serious.'' Joshua drew his face closer to Miya so that the girl could smell the masculine woody scent from her body. Miya immediately stood away from him while trying to calm her pounding heart.
"I can't marry you. Sorry.''
"So that's your answer.''
"Why do you insist on marrying me?''
Joshua smiled knot.''I think I'm starting to like you.''
Miya narrowed her eyes and looked suspiciously at him.''There must be another reason, right. How could you suddenly like me.''
Joshua stood up and his hands were put in his pants pocket, then he went towards the window facing directly towards the fish pond that was quite large.''Before Fabian disappeared as I finished riding around the village, he asked me to take care of you, if anything happened to him. At first I refused, but Fabian forced me to comply with his request. She said, you are a very nice girl and deserve to be loved. Fabian doesn't want you to be sad if something happens to him, therefore Fabian wants me to protect you and take care of you.''.Joshua turned his body back to look at Miya who was still standing where she came from.
"If that's the reason I can't marry you even if it's Fabian's request.''.Joshua walked over to Miya.
"But I promised him.''
"But not to marry me.''
"So you still stick with your decision. You don't want to marry me.''
Miya nodded.''Ja. I refused it, he replied firmly.
"Allah . I-i understand. Looks like you've closed your heart to another man.''
"Sorry.''
"You don't have to apologize to me. If one day you change your decision. I still want to accept you as my wife.''Joshua immediately left after saying that, leaving Miya with the uneasiness of his heart.
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Early in the morning Fabian had finished putting all his clothes in the suitcase as well as Raina's clothes. He is ready to return to New York and will meet his family and Miya. Fabian helps Raina dress .
"Daddy, where are we going?''
"We'll meet with grandparents.''
Raina looks very happy.''Hurray....''
"Raina is going to meet grandparents for the first time, right? Surely they will be very happy to meet Raina.''
"Raina was already impatient to meet them.''Fabian smiled happily in response to Raina's chattering.
"It's done. We're leaving now.'' Fabian extended his hand to Raina. His tiny hand welcomed Fabian's hand.
"Mommy's not coming?''
"No. Mommy has to work out of town.''
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The next night as the family members were all having dinner, Blinda and Cedric stormed into the dining room leaving the person in the dining room shocked to see his sudden arrival, then behind him appeared Fabian along with a little girl.
"Good night everyone!''greet Fabian cheerfully.
Everyone there was surprised especially Miya. His face looks pale. His hand holding a knife and fork fell onto the plate. His eyes widened. Andrew, Rosalie, Adelina, and Joshua also acted similarly to Miya. Unknowingly Rosalie left her seat and approached Fabian . The woman touched the man's face."Are you really Fabian?''whispered mother. Fabian caught his mother's hand.
"It's really me. I'm back already. Sorry I left you guys so long ago.''
"Where have you been all this time ?''
"I'm sorry. The story is very long.''
"Thank God you have returned safely.''Rosalie hugged Fabian with haru and cried in her son's arms.
"You're finally back, son. Welcome back! ''
Andrew also hugged Fabian who had been behind his wife.''We miss you."
"Dad.'' Fabian looked at the people there one by one. There was his sister who was crying, Miya who was still looking at him with surprise and there was also Joshua who was looking at him in surprise and disbelief. Once again Fabian looked towards Miya the woman he loved. Their gazes met and Fabian smiled at him, then the girl looked down embarrassed.
Miya is delighted her Fabian has returned. His heart was pounding even more and more, when he saw Fabian smiling at him. His gaze still made it hot cold. After four months of not seeing each other, her smile could always make her heart flutter. Miya really can't believe the man she loves has returned .He was eager to run into his arms to feel the warmth of the man's body back in his body, but he felt ashamed, if he did so now. He could only endure that desire.
"Who is this child?''asked his mother who made those in the room a little surprised, because his existence was only realized by them.
"It's Raina. I'll tell you who Raina really is.'' Fabian looked at each person in the dining room. He saw the curious face of his family members, but he could not tell it here right now.
After dinner they gather in the family room. But Fabian first kidnaps Miya into her room and Fabian hugs her tightly like she no longer wants to lose her beloved girl and sheds her yearning for four months. He kissed Miya's head many times and Miya returned Fabian's embrace as tightly as happy feelings.
Miya missed Fabian so much. It was like a dream to be back with him. Fabian loosened his embrace and looked at his face. An intoxicating warmth flooded his entire body. Miya is so sexy, beautiful and voluptuous. The girl was stunned to see that shady, gentle and loving look. Miya held her breath and tried to remain calm while looking at him.
"You're getting beautiful and mature.''
"And you're getting old, but still looking good, '' said Miya, then the girl smiled and Fabian smiled.
"But even so you love me.''
"Who said I still love you.''
"I can see it from your eyes if you love me don't deny it.''Miya hit Fabian's chest with both hands.
"You've been bad for four months and you've been going anywhere. Why did you leave me?Didn't you promise not to leave me?''Miya buried her face in Fabian's chest, then sobbed in tears.
"I'm sorry, honey. I didn't mean to leave you. Really.'' Fabian rubbed Miya's back trying to calm the girl down.''From now on I will never leave you again. Never because I can't part with you anymore.''
Miya smiled on the sidelines of her sobbing, and puffed up her face that was still wet with tears. Fabian dried Miya's face with a swipe of her finger.''Don't cry anymore! I don't want you to shed any more tears for me.''
Fabian kissed his lips very soft and full of feeling to make the girl feel floating. The warmth of Fabian's lips can be felt again.'' Miya,'' whispered Fabian on her lips in a raucous voice. Once again Fabian kissed her gently.''Let's go meet them. I'll explain everything to you guys.''
Fabian clasped Miya's hand tightly.''No matter what happens you must still trust me, because I will never betray your love for me.''
Miya's face looks pale she doesn't believe Fabian has had a child with Jeanette. Miya didn't want to believe that. Not want. Her eyes were already heating up wanting to cry, but Miya held her back. He felt Fabian getting tighter holding his hand.
"Your mother who broke the silence that occurred when Fabian had finished telling the story.''How did you get to have a child with that waitress. Mom can't take it. You must have lied ?''
"sorry. But it's true. Raina is my daughter.''At that instant her mother's body became limp almost fell but her husband held her body swiftly.
"Raina was born when I was married to Clarissa."
Fabian approached his father."Why didn't you tell me, if Jeanette came here to tell me about her pregnancy."
"I'm sorry dad. From the very beginning you were in love with her, I did not approve of your relationship. Jeanette's not a good woman. Dad had someone investigate him and he was working side jobs at nightclubs and dating a lot of guys. That's why I can't believe she's carrying your child."
Fabian who heard his father's explanation was very surprised. All this time he thought Jeanette was a good woman .
"Raina is really my son. I've done a DNA test."
"really?"
"true."
"Bad brother. Why should you have a child with that evil servant. I can't accept him as my nephew. Never, ever, cried Adelina who seemed so disappointed in her sister.
It's as if Fabian didn't see Raina in this room."Where's Raina?''
"She was with Blinda in her room, Cedric replied .
Suddenly Miya broke away from Fabian and ran out.''Miya.''call him trying to chase after her, but Cedric blocked her and stared intently at Fabian.
"Let him alone! Miya needs to calm herself down after everything that happened."
"I'll talk to him later."
Fabian sat back down and felt guilty to his family especially to Miya. The girl came back crying, because of her. Joshua only looked at this incident with silence. Miya shut herself in her room. She was crying . His body shook and in an instant his pillow that covered his face was wet. He was sad, disappointed and angry at Fabian.
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The next day Miya woke up with puffy eyes, all night she cried nonstop until she was exhausted and finally slept. The door of the room suddenly opened and Fabian appeared behind it. Miya instantly tidied herself up .''Ii'm sorry. I just want you to know that you're still the woman I love and I never betrayed you. During my stay with Jeanette, I never slept with her once.'' Miya looked at Fabian looking for the truth in the man's eyes.
"Now get out of my room. Right now I need to calm my heart and mind. I need to digest all this well.'' Miya turned her face away. Fabian left the girl in his room feeling sad.
Miya takes a walk in the park in search of fresh air. He sits on a swing and from a distance Miya sees Blinda playing with Raina. Miya heard Raina keep asking her mother while crying. The boy was Fabian's son and the boy was innocent. He was not born into the world because of his desire. The child needs the affection of his parents even though it is sad that Miya has decided what she will do to him and Fabian for the sake of the child's happiness.
Miya leaves the park and looks for Fabian. He found the man in the library where he had always been his favorite to stay silent.''Fabian, I want to talk to you.'' Fabian immediately stood up to Miya and held her hand, telling her to sit down.
"What do you want to talk about?''ask her gently.
"I want you to marry Jeanette.''
"Kaaa.., '' yelling disbelief.
Miya swallowed her saliva with difficulty even though her heart ached, but she had to keep saying it.''Marry her!''
"I can't, because I don't love him. Ilove you. The woman I should have married is you're not Jeanette.''
"But she is the mother of your child.''
"I know that. I'll take responsibility for Raina but I can't marry her mother.''
"Raina needs you both. He needs affection from both of you.''
"I will give my love to him without having me marry his mother, Fabian insisted.
"But Raina needs the wholeness of a family and only you can give her.''
"What about you? Do you not want to marry me anymore?''
Miya ventured to look at Fabian.''No, Miya replied firmly even though her heart felt very sick.
"I can't believe it. You still love me.''Fabian gripped onto Miya's shoulder.
"Please marry Jeanette . This is my last wish and I also want to save your reputation from society. What happens when they find out you have a child out of wedlock.''
"Then marry me! Be the mother of my child!''
"I can't, because Raina's mother is still there.''
"I've come to my decision. Never would have married Jeanette.''
"If you don't want to marry him. I will hate you forever.''
"I beg you not to be like this.'
"So are you going to marry her? If you marry her, I will forgive you.''For a few seconds Fabian looked at Miya. He does not want to get hatred from the girl because it will be very painful to get hatred from the person he loves.
"alright. If that's what you want, Fabian said annoyed with a wounded look on his face.
Miya let out a sigh of relief after getting an answer from Fabian, then she left and Fabian just stood still looking at Miya's departure until she disappeared behind the door.''Shit!''.Fabian hit the table.''Why it should be like this.''Fabian grunted in annoyance.
Miya walked half-running towards her room with tears that almost melted. Joshua managed to prevent the bedroom door from closing when Miya was about to enter the room.''You all right?''joshua asked following Miya who was sitting on the sofa. Miya took it slow.''What the hell happened?''
"I had Fabian marry Jeanette.''
"But why?''
"I don't want Raina to live without her mother.''
"Miya, you're too good. You sacrificed your feelings for the boy. Then what about you? Don't you also still love Fabian?''
"I let Fabian marry Jeanette for Raina.''
"I'd guess. Surely you will do this. Does Fabian approve?''
Miya nodded slowly.
Joshua sighed, then stroked Miya's shoulder gently. The tears she had been holding back from now on finally came out and Miya accepted Joshua's offer to cry on her shoulder."Don't cry already. You've been crying a lot these four months.''Miya cried even harder.''Then marry me? I will definitely make you happy.''
Miya immediately puffed her head looking at Joshua.
"What...''
"Hows it? I know you refused to marry me yesterday. Now Fabian's getting married to another woman, so what's wrong with us getting married." Miya fell silent while still looking at Joshua's face with her face still wet with tears . [ ]