Lust Satisfiers

Episode 52

I grinned indistinctly while trying to take Mami's drink by not looking at Them and gulping at it

I slowly glanced at the two who were still staring at me silently.

" Why ??? how do you guys squirm so warmly ??? " i said while feeling a little strange.

" You want to know what he said ???? You know not the hell or you ever think not the hell if You were in his position ??? " said Mami with a serious look.

" ever. Why is it ???? Am I wrong ??? It is only natural that I speak this way because He never stops calling. If Mami is in my position what Mami did when Mami has tried to speak well but still not heard. What will Mami do ???? " i said with annoyance.

" Yes at least you didn't talk like that. "

" What am I talking about ???? Is something wrong or am I talking rude ??? I'm sorry about that. I know Mami's feelings, precisely because I know that's why I'm talking about it. "I was upset.

" It ... already .... The problem was even enlarged. I'm Dek, you don't I defend Mami as well. Maybe you think it's a normal thing but according to Mami it's been a bit rough Dek. Responses and opinions Different people Dear .... Uhhhhh"." he said he held my hand.

I took a breath and tried to calm down. Did I say rude ??? or am I the one with too no feelings ????? That question always haunts me when Mami talks about it.

My mood is really not good. I looked at Mami who was silent looking down while looking at her HP. Instantly my feelings were completely shattered to see Mami who was bowed by my clash.

I feel so guilty for saying it was the same Mami who made him feel sad because indeed I know because He had or was still in contact with Mr. Agus.

I tried to calm down first and then I'm sorry about Mami. So did Mami apologize to me.

I walk with my hands in His hands. I was still silent and didn't say anything as we headed upstairs.

He stroked elus my hand gently. When I got to my room, I took my charger and put it in my bag.

" I'm sorry about that, honey"." he said while hugging me.

I looked down and was silent for a moment and held back my tears. I tried to hold him back from getting out.

I'm really sad, on the one hand I always thought I was too cruel to say that ???? Isn't that normal ???? I say only my heart because He alone has never heard what I have said.

When times like this, I immediately think and remember Mama and Papa. My tears instantly flood unstoppable. I really didn't know what was going on until I had to cry like this. My feelings are very sad. I don't know why or what's going on inside me.

He suddenly confused to see me who suddenly cried in his arms He.

" Why, dear ???? " he asked gently as he turned me to face Him.

I tried to calm myself. I don't want to look pathetic in front of Him and He knows what I'm dealing with first.

" Armghhh .... Don't let me look pathetic. I don't want to be pitied "I murmured in my heart.