Lust Satisfiers

Episode 150's

" Want round two ??? " my god while flirting makes him smile and just looks at me.

" Your beautiful smile is just for me, right ??? " said slowly.

I just smiled at him without answering him.

" Dear, may I ask you a question ??? "

" Hmm .. "my nod looked at her while stroking her cheek.

" Please don't be angry. What do you need for you to be in a relationship with me ??? I don't want to lose You Yang .... Today, I am really angry and hurt!! I wanna do whatever it takes. Whatever it is. As long as you don't leave me. "he asked holding my hand and putting his chest until I clearly heard every beat of his heart. The tears were dripping again and again.

I tried to smile and tremble. My eyes glazed over at her words and tried to pull my hand from her chest.

I shed my tears and looked at him who still held hope for me.

'' Whatever is it ??? " i said with a brick.

" Whatever it is, "he answered directly.

" I'm not a good woman either. You know that, right ???? And I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone. Are you not satisfied with our relationship like this ??? Find a Good Woman, And if you want to meet Me, Hayo We can do that even though I know that You already have a Partner. I dont care about it. Trust Me .. "I replied with a smile.

" NO!" he said a little hard until I closed my eyes.

" Don't say it like that. I don't want anything else. Don't want anyone and as beautiful and rich as that. I don't want to "he answered holding my hand tightly.

" No No .... You are never a burden to me. Never, "he answered while shaking his head.

" You know what I'm going to do tonight, right ??? That's what makes you angry and upset right ??? Maybe I should do that so that you are really angry and can forget me. "many of you look into her eyes that are still red and glassy.

" No .... Don't do it. "the answer shakes his head quickly and the tears come back. I smiled a little while holding back my tears as well as seeing her reaction.

" I can do it anytime and without your knowledge, So you won't know it. And you know ??? Okay. I'm honest, You're the first guy I slept with and took my virginity, but after that it's been some Boy I slept with because I didn't think about it at all. " I said with glassy eyes until my tears finally came out. I'm trying to stay calm.

" I don't care how many times you're the same Other Boy Who .... Now my only goal is you. I'm not thinking about your past "he answered with both hands.

" I can't. I'm afraid one day you'll be disappointed with me. I'm hard-pressed to open my heart to any man. I don't want to. I don't want to .. "I said I shed tears remembering Mama's past with Papa. I was shaking when I remembered They had a big fight even when Papa hung up their bedroom door.

I'm afraid it's happening. They used to love and love each other so much. So harmonious that all were very envious to see their romanticism and harmony. But it was a moment. Hamya. Everything changed 180 degrees.

I'm traumatized. Trauma snagat. I cried hysterically remembering all of that. I can't even tell anyone that includes RR. I'm ashamed and very afraid that if one day I start a new life, it will happen to me.

I could never accept that. I was traumatized.it was so traumatized.

RR who saw me crying hysterically and shaking hands made him hold me tightly and stroke my shoulder elus so I could calm down.

RR thinks that maybe I used to experience something bad about Men so I never accepted Him.

" I'll always be by your side Dear .. Never be afraid to step forward because of the past that might hurt your heart. Trust me I will always take care of you as much as I can and wait for you until you open your heart to me. May you see my sincerity and give me the brightness of your day. I love you. " murmured RR.