Lust Satisfiers

Episode 277's

The next morning, the two of us immediately went for the Pilgrimage, while Mami did not want to come and chose to go to the Boutique to help the Employees. Because Mami checked many Orderan who went to pending, so she intended to intervene to help her.

Plus because it wants the end of the year, new items will also be a lot of entry into the Boutique.

I asked the RR for me to drive this morning but He insisted on not letting me. Even He got angry with me and yelled I kept me quiet.

I just want to drive after a while it's never been.

RR opened the door for me right away after she said goodbye to Auntie.

I went straight in and looked at him sharply with the look on my judes face.

" If you say, can you hear me, honey ???? It's still early in the morning, Don't make badmood, It'll affect you all day !!! " he said without seeing me and drove the car away from my house.

He's been looking up my parents' travel history and funeral address from the history map already attached to the car.

" Ran, did you hear ???? " his question glanced at me because I didn't answer.

" yes. Look, "my answer is slowly throwing my eyes out.

" Thus why didn't you answer ???? Hm ??? You're angry because I snapped ??? "

" I'm going to sleep. Then please wake me up when I get there. "I said without answering the question and tilted my face looking out.

" Please don't divert the conversation, Ran .... When did you grow up, honey ??? You don't appreciate me, " said RR slowly.

" I don't want to fight with you right now. Please !!!! If you want to be angry, please not now. Later, after we get home. Whatever you want to be angry like and if you want to maki maki Me, Please !!!! I don't care !!! But Please, not now !!!? I want to calm down for jiarah. I'm tired !!! " i said looking at it with glassy eyes and sighing harshly.

" I know, I was wrong so I kept quiet. "

" Sorry .... "

" I'm tired of hearing that word !!!! I want to live quietly. Please, Know me this time !!!! I don't appreciate you, do I !!! I'm just trying to calm myself down, but you're saying I don't appreciate you. I'm tired, honey ..... I feel I'm alive but not like a Living Person. Have you ever imagined to be in my position ???? You remember I always said, If I'm a burden for you please tell me, Stay with Me !!!! Or just kill me !!!! " i shouted loudly in the car with emotion and cried hysterically to see her.

RR pulled over the car and hugged me tightly.

" What things do I have to do so I can appreciate You as you say ??? "

" Have .." said RR to stop me and wipe my tears.

After I stopped crying and kept quiet, He immediately drove the car back to my Parents' diet.

After a long time, We finally arrived and the car parked in front. I went straight out and walked to the flower shop that was at the entrance of the TPU. I bought two bouquets of flowers and some sort of sprinkles. RR immediately took it and followed my footsteps from behind.

" This is my Old Man" I said standing up and sighing after being there.

I slowly squat down and my tears always flow every time I go to their belly button. I can't cover it up because I don't know why it's like that either.

I bowed and held their tombstones. The tightness in my chest is like not being able to come out or I say every time I come to Them.

RR who saw me, grasped my hand and stroked my back.

I slowly sowed the flower directly on top of their tomb because the cemetery was treated by the guards there so it looks clean.

" Ma, Pa .... This is the first time I've brought a friend here. I'm in a relationship with him. I ask the prayer of Mama and Papa from heaven there for Ranti, because maybe in the near future, I will receive it for my life companion. There's a lot I want to tell you about Mama, Papa but I don't know where to start. It still felt tight in my chest Ma, Pa. " said slowly while sowing the flowers and heard by RR as well.

" Happy is always in heaven. Ranti really loves you. "I said while putting the bouquet on top of each other's navel.

" I'm so grateful to know Ranti. I will take care of him and love him for the rest of my life. Happy in heaven, Auntie, Om, " said RR then looked at me and wiped the rest of my tears.

We immediately left the TPU after talking a little with the caretaker of the tomb there and it just so happened that the Guard knew me because He knew every day for a month the time of Their departure, he said, I always go there and spend hours there. Plus the officer always sees me and greets me every time he's here on his departure date.

RR gave the TPU Officers money to buy cigarettes and drinks They then We went from there.

I still choose to be quiet and not talk while in the car. RR without asking me, he immediately drove his car to his hotel.

" Dear, we've arrived. Let's go down first, Later You rest in the room.She said as she put my shoulder slowly.