Lust Satisfiers

Episode 151

The past that broke my heart just so I can't forget. It haunts me every step of my foot. Behind my so many thoughts that spread a smile, there is always such a deep pain.

Whether I'm being overused or I can't forgive myself for what happened to my Parents, I don't know.

" It is not that I am insensitive or do not feel sincerity Those who love me with all their heart, But my heart aches to think far ahead. I was scared and scared of it. "

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Early in the morning, I went to Bibi's and it just so happened that today I'm on leave and every year on this date I'm always on leave if it's not a holiday.

I picked a beautiful flower and it smelled fragrant that morning. My aunt accompanied me to the market that morning because she knew that every date of their death, I never forgot it.

Out of the market, Aunt and I went straight home. I went upstairs to take a shower and was ready. Although they've been leaving me for years, but I still feel that it was only yesterday.

I got down and had breakfast before I left. I purposely brought my sunglasses. After I finished eating and Auntie was also ready and was waiting for me in front. Auntie put in the flowers we bought.

" Hayo Bi .. "I said to Aunt while wearing my sunglasses.

I drove my car at a flat pace because their tomb was quite a distance away, almost half an hour away.

I tried to be strong and strong if in my heart still hurt. Aunty stroked my shoulders and smiled and gestured for me to stay strong.

I who saw Aunt smile clearly from behind my sunglasses it made me a little relieved and grateful that I still have Aunt.

There's an Aunt I have to take care of and I'm taking care of. I will return the favor for every affection He has given me.

The air around TPu looks cool because of the many trees and green leaves.

I put my car down and got off with Auntie. I'm holding the flowers we brought.

There were so many pilgrims this morning that we found there. I walked towards the center where the graves of my parents looked very well preserved and very clean.

I walked slowly followed by Auntie. In front of his tomb, I stopped and without saying anything, My tears instantly flowed nonstop. I'm trying to stay calm.

I sighed and held my chest and calmed myself. Slowly I squatted between the tombs of the two and stroked their tombstones. There is no stopping my tears are always flowing. I bit my lower lip so as not to be heard by Auntie the sound of my crying even though I always wipe my cheeks with tissue.

Auntie came closer and stroked my back.

I didn't say anything and only tears came out soaking my face. I just stroked the elus of his headstone and while sowing flowers for them.

My legs felt heavy to step on and my head started to get dizzy and heavy.

" Ma .... Pa. .. "that's all that comes out of my mouth and my tears keep on unraveling. There's a lot I want to tell you, but my mouth seems hard to say.

The tightness and pain still clearly crossed my mind. Aunt tried to calm me down. I put a bouqet of flowers I brought to Them after sowing flowers on it. I put the bouqet down lovingly and tried to stand up and ....

" Bruck ... "

I bruked and fell. Auntie cuddled with me so I didn't fall on the ground but Aunt fell down sitting next to Mama Papa's grave for holding me back.

A Pilgrim ran towards Us and helped Aunt help me. Aunty who panicked and cried made the father who helped it also became panicked because Auntie was crying to see me who fell and fainted.

The father immediately took me to get out of the TPU to the parking lot followed by Bibi and some Ornag who were there.

" Mister his car there .." said Bibi pointing and walking a little run in front followed by the Father.

Auntie immediately took the keys to the car in my pocket and opened it. I was put to bed in the back seat.

" Mom can you take the car ??? He had to be taken to the hospital because he was hot because he was afraid of what happened ", said the father.

" Of .... Sir, I can't take a car .... How dong ... "anxious Aunt.

" Yes, Mas .... Right here! " call the middle-aged Father the same as a Man who helped earlier.

" Yes Sir .... "

" Can you bring a car ???? Please take Mom with her Son to the Hospital, Let's check with the Doctor first because the body is very hot. I have business so I can't drive him. I think the RS is around here in Mas ...."

" Oug .... Not yes Sir .... I tell you first with Mama People, Later let them wait here. "he replied while looking at Aunt who was so anxious and immediately called the Boy's Brother.

He drove my car and headed to the nearest hospital.