
After the shower, we came out of the room and Mami was hanging out by herself in the living room while watching tv. Who does he want to talk to, he's confused because he doesn't know the language.
" Hi Mi ..... Are you awake ???? " i said to approach him.
" Yes, it's Cin .... You guys are right, this hour is done showering. Hhhmmm, Mami smelled the scent of something nih .. " replied Mami while glancing at me spoiled.
" We went into Mami's room but Mami was still snoring, Yes We came out again. Surely Mami didn't hear, did I wake up ???? Jeez ... " I said I saw Mami while she was ringing.
" Serious Cin??? How is her sleeping position, huh ???? beautiful right???? " he asked panicked.
" Ih whataan .... Why panic, then ???? I've known you how to sleep .... Don't have much style ah ah. "cetusku.
" Yes, if you don't have a problem .... But RR do not let me not sleep pretty position earlier. "
" God .... Hey wake up .... Do not sleep over .... Jeez ... wkwkwkwkw ... Basic Bencong this one .... "
" Yes can not be had at least gracefully seen fitting sleep Cin .... You never understand my feelings. "
" It's up to Mami ah .... Oh yes Our driver did not come, right ??? " i said I saw Mami's behavior.
" No. Why didn't He come Cin ??? "
" I called last night so don't come if I don't call. It's also a pity that he doesn't do anything here. There he can take a break or pick up the others "my answer.
" yes. Where's RR ??? " ask Mami while looking left-right.
" It's still a shower. Have you taken a shower yet ??? We'll be invited to his office. "
" Oh yes ???? Mommy takes a shower if so. Eh btw how is it still itching not your body Cin ???? " ask Mami while holding my hand and looking at her.
" It's not Mi. But there's still red. Not all is lost yet. "
" It's okay Cin, the important thing is that the Gate was lost. It will also disappear. My mom took a shower first. You want to like that ??? "
" No, I'll change my clothes. Yes, Mami took a bath" I said, and Mami left.
I walked into the kitchen and made hot coffee. Good thing the coffee is on a neatly arranged table so I don't call the Homeworker.
I was almost shocked while waiting for the coffee I made because a Homeworker came and approached me.
" No, that rule just called me. Can I make it for Non . "he said.
" God ... I was shocked .... It's okay, I can do it myself. Hehehe .. "I replied with a smile.
" I'm not good Non .... Non guests here, it should be served hehehe ... Sorry yes Non ... "
" What's wrong. Relax ajah .... Hehehhe ... Have you eaten yet ??? " tanyaku.
" Which ..... ???? " call RR so that the worker sees me.
" Mister call the Miss. Later I interin do a coffee Non .. "he said.
" What's wrong. Relax. "I said stroking his back made him smile to me.
Maybe just this time someone stroked her as soon as the RR guest made her smile happily while looking at me.
" What are you doing Yang ??? " ask RR approaching me.
" I made coffee. Wanna not ??? " tanyaku.
" You don't bother Yang .... Ask them to help. "RR replied while looking at her Mba.
" It's okay, I can. Then I was accompanied, "I replied to see RR.
" Yes yes. Is your mom awake ??? "
" He's taking a shower. You want to not ???? Let it be made. " I said.
" It's yours" she replied with a smile.
" No. Ogah .... I'd like to drink alone. Mba please make one more for him yes. "I said to Mba and then glanced at RR.
RR was just a wiry smile watching me follow me walking towards the dining table and sitting there.
" Ih, what are you doing anyway ???? " let me frown at my forehead.
" Why ??? " he said a smile shook his hand.
" Why .. iihh, you sit there Yang .... What's next to me ???? That's a lot of chairs ..." I was upset.
" I want to be here ajah .. "he replied with a smile smiling at me.
" You have been crazy for a long time"." I said annoyed while sipping my coffee.
Mba immediately gave RR kopimya while a little smile to see the action of his Master who may have just seen after a long time locked himself.
" yeah .... The coffee is this warm, Moreover, there are you beside me. "he said while flirting.
I saw how happy and happy He was when I said to be dating him. But I'm still in a dilemma and afraid that things I didn't think of happen. I'm afraid it's all just sweet in front of me. I'm scared and so scared that I still don't understand how I feel about RR.
I'm afraid that one day it happened to me and I'm still traumatized by it. I don't want sweet things just in front of me.
It's not that I haven't thought about the feelings that RR has been expressing all this time or I'm selfish and all sorts of things but I'm afraid. That's all it is.
Fear of all bad things happening.
Fear of all that is beautiful for a while.
Fear of the trauma is repeated.
There are many things I fear. But I try to forget and open up new things and new sheets with him.