Lust Satisfiers

Episode 1's

Having a family that was once a broken home until finally not having a family at all makes me have many twists and turns of life. The bitter sweetness of life I have felt and passed until I turned 18 this month.

The bitter taste that I have been feeling, slowly I can forget although sometimes still haunted by fear because of the behavior of Mama and Papa who never get along at home when They are still alive. They were always fighting, fighting even Mama and Papa had stayed in their respective hotels until I stayed alone with Aunt at home. Aunt who often witnessed the incident, felt very sorry for me. Sometimes he hugs me to calm me down when Mama and Papa are fighting. They both love me very much, but it's Him I don't know the cause They always fight behind that regret.

They've been fighting since I was 10 years old and already in Elementary School. I who used to not know and do not understand can only see and not think about the consequences of it. I feel like a child in general who used to play with friends his age without thinking about the events at home.

Mom and Dad are different offices. Papa An from the Director of an IT company while Mama A Director from one of the well-known Banks as well.

Ever since I was in High School, Broken Home has been so clear and never a day at home so adem and comfortable since they both came home. Even on weekends, they always go out with their friends and tell me that they want to find a calm mood and want to refresh the brain.

From that moment on I felt why it could be so and what really happened. What are these two of my parents.

I don't have any family from Mama or Papa, so I'm confused who I want to share my story with. At school, I'm friends just like any other kid and I never told you anything about Family.

I also often invite my friends to play at home and when I ask permission from Mama Papa, They are welcome. So sometimes, I get more confused what the hell is in question They ????

Oh Yeah .... Outside They are very harmonious when Mama and Papa attend the company event. They were romantic and sweet once when I saw and witnessed that. But when I got home everything changed.

Papa never flirted with Mama despite fighting every day. Even when they cursed each other too, Papa never hit Mama. That's what I salute Papa.

I understand and I know They're very busy with the job they have. But until when do I always hear the meaning and scream of The two of them at home.

I want to talk but never heard and always leave. Even in the morning I've deliberately prepared breakfast with Aunt, so I can talk or ask what the problem is.

Mama and Papa looked at each other and threw a smile at me "What's wrong .... Maafin Papa and Mama yes .... Mama and Papa love you. "brush my hair and kiss it then go.

I asked "Why ????? "

" OK, I have everything. I have enough money and I want to use it for anything. But that's not what I want. I don't need that money. I need warmth and peace in the house with Papa and Mama. I'm a Woman who will get acquainted and get married one day. How could Mama and Papa show such an attitude in front of me ???? " these words I always say whenever I hear a harsh word when They fight.

I always calm myself down. And trying to find out from Auntie who's been working at home since I wasn't around.

Aunty just stroked me and said "Aunty doesn't know what happened either, Non. When they got married and Auntie stayed here, everything that happened never happened. Aunty also wondered what problems made Mother and Father behave like this. Even when you are still in the cage, Mother and Father are very happy to wait for your presence, Non. Obviously They love You very much . "

" I'm getting older, Bi. Every day I always hear harsh words from Them even though it is not for Me but as a Child let alone My Daughter, how do I feel hearing that ???? Aunty see every time I try to invite Papa to talk, there is always a reason and busyness. What the hell is it ???? " manyu sad.