
I still didn't dare to open my phone that night. I've only thought about my life all night, I've ignored the RR beside me always. He just stroked my hair elus without saying anything until He also fell asleep beside me.
The next morning, I woke up and saw He was still sleeping next to me sitting down and slightly leaning up to support his chin to my bed. My mom is awake and not in the room.
" Dear .. "call me slowly because my hand cannot touch Him because He sleeps on my right broom.
" Hhmm .... Yes, why Dear ??? Going to the bathroom ??? " he answered while rubbing his slightly reddened face because of his former hand and my iron bed.
I saw him with my armrest because of his scarred face.
" You slept on the sofa ajah Darling .... Your neck hurts, If it sleeps so. "I said I want to hold and stroke his face but what power my hand still has not changed.
" What's wrong. Let me hear what you need, dear .. "he replied with a wink to his dear eyes, Maybe He cried too last night but I didn't hear because his eyes were a little swollen.
I've decided not to think about what I've been, although sometimes I still can't forget that. Trauma is like haunting me sometimes. But I'm trying to forget it and focus on myself and the future. I want to forget those bad memories.
I sighed as I looked and stared at the RR inside. Actually there are a lot of questions I've been wanting to ask Him, but I tried to bury it inside because it would make me cry again.
This morning, I set myself to strongly step up and not to be sad for a long time. I've been thinking all night about what I'm going to do today.
" Dear, I want to walk to the front garden. Can you not ???? I want to breathe fresh air there. I'm bored here, sleep on and on. "I said I saw RR who was still bowing his chin in bed and looking at me.
" I asked the Doctor first, honey, "he answered and pressed the bell.
" Where is mom ??? I want to eat boiled dumplings .... Is there anything in the canteen of this hospital ?? " i asked while looking at RR who moved his body and stretched his hand. Because maybe his body is sore.
" Try later We pass there, if there is no later I order Online only. I took a shower, didn't you do it yourself here ???? What do you need to call me, huh, Hhm ???'' said RR while looking at me with a close smile with my hands on my sofa.
" If you fit in the shower again ??? " my god smiles at him who looks at me so close just a few inches away.
" Hhhhmm .... What do you want ???? " he asked back while a sweet smile stroked my hair and kissed my forehead.
" I also want to take a shower" I said.
" Not yet .... Wait for your hands to light up, dear ..... Patience, Later I clean your face with wet tissue yes ..... What's not it, right ??? I'm sorry .. "he said he looked at me with a guilty look so I couldn't look him in the eye.
I immediately turned my eyes to the direction of the TV.
" You took a hunting bath ..... I'm hungry .. "I said divert it without seeing it.
" Yes yes .... Not long .. "he answered stroking my hair and walked towards the sofa to pick up his shirt and go straight to the bathroom.
When RR took a shower, I took my phone next to me and opened it slowly. I called HRD in my office because I couldn't type a message.
" Hello, good morning Mba .... "
" Morning is also Mba Ran .... What's the morning call Mba, Tumben once, Hehehe .. " said Mba HRD office.
" Heheh ... Yes, I want to go on an impromptu leave can you not think ??? " me without a stale base.
" No, I am no longer healthy Mba. "I replied.
" No need to leave, Mba. Ajah pain .. "said her HRD gave advice.
" Oh yes, too. Why don't I think, Wkwkwkw . "I said laugh.
" Haha ... Basic Mba Ranti, Uh .... What pain Mba ???? "
" Mba's bias, just pain merrily doang. "my answer is a lie.
" Oh yes .... Yes already Mba directly ajuin akhah pain from immediate attendance. "
" Okay, I'll be ready. Thanks Yes Mba.... Pagiii ... "I answered while turning off the phone.
Not long after that the Doctor and Sister came to my room after knocking on the door and soon followed Mami from behind with some food.
" Morning Mba Ran .. "welcome the Doctor walked over to me.
" Morning, Doc ..... "
" I checked his hand first ." he said as he opened the bandage that covered my hand.
" Yes Doc. Oh yes Doc, can not go out to the front garden, Bored here just .. "I said see the Doctor.
" Oh Mba Ranti want to go ahead ??? May be ajah, But after I check first yes ... And then use a wheelchair so that you are not tired of the road. Sus, later please take Mbanya to the road and bring a wheelchair here, yes ..?? " said the doctor.
" Nice Doc. "the answer.
" Later the wheelchair ajah delivered by Sus, Mami ajah later who will be the nemanin He. "said Mami who has joined standing next to me.
" Oh yes .... Fine Brother. " replied the Sister while slightly looking down.
" The swelling is still slightly reduced, because some of the effects of the stitches are here. Trus because your hands and fingers are blue blue too. Later at 9 an dikasih puffiness reliever yes Sus let the swelling is somewhat reduced" said the doctor.
" Good Doc. "
" Oh, before you give me the cure, Bersihin used to wound it up.... "
" Yes Doc. "
" Mba Ran .... I stayed first .... Later the wheelchair was directly delivered here. "he said while saying goodbye.
" Good Doc. Thanks to Doc .... "
" Same thing .... "