
" Dear, we've arrived. Let's go down first, Later You rest in the room.She said as she put my shoulder slowly.
I opened my eyes slowly and the car stopped in the hotel lobby. RR went down and opened the door for me. I went downstairs with my bag. RR grabbed my hand while calling the driver to park the car and give me the key.
I walked with him. I slightly lowered my head because my eyes were already a bit swollen from crying. We headed straight to the floor of his private room.
" Are you hungry, honey ??? " he asked in the elevator and I shook my head without looking at it. My eyes were on the elevator door.
Arriving in front of his room, he immediately opened and allowed me to enter. I went in and put my bag on the table and I went straight into the bathroom to wash my face.
I stared at my own face in the glass of the bathroom sink. I stood there, standing there for a few minutes. Just stay there staring at myself.
" Dear ???? " call RR until I'm a little surprised and get me out of there and into bed without answering.
" Do you want to order something, honey ???? " tanya RR approached me who had gone up to the bed.
I just shook my head and was about to lay my body on the bed. But quickly RR grabbed my hand and immediately landed a kiss on my lips and **********. His hand immediately held my neck gently.
I did nothing, not even a friendly and gentle kiss I enjoyed at all. I closed my eyes and let out my tears until RR realized it and let go of the kiss slowly.
" Why, honey ???? " he whispered softly while wiping my tears.
I just looked down and didn't dare to look at him.
RR wanted to kiss my lips again but I looked the other way so he couldn't do it.
" Why, Hm ???? I'm confused and what mistakes have I made ???? Please don't cry dong, I can't see you like this . " said RR hugging me.
I breathed a rough breath.
" Please don't talk like that, honey .... There's Me. There I am always together and never take your hands off. You rest first .... You must be tired, We will talk good yes .... Don't cry anymore ..... I Love You .. " said RR while putting me to bed and stroking my hair while tucking my forehead.
I fell asleep as He stroked my hair elus but occasionally I was as eager as the soy sauce was crying.
Almost an hour I fell asleep and when I woke up, I saw another RR working at the desk by the bed. I looked at her for a long time with my dear gaze without calling her. I'm letting him work.
" Lord, is my choice right ???? I'm afraid that one day it won't be what I expected. May my choice be right, and I may be happy with her. May his sincerity be true from his heart. I was so afraid, He loved me just for the sake of lust. "my murmur sighed.
I looked up at the sky of the room while daydreaming, I don't know what I'm thinking, I don't know. It's just that my mind is completely blank right now. There's been too much that I've been through. Let this be the last, and whatever will happen in the future I will only surrender to the One Above.
" Dear, are you awake ???? " said RR as he watched me stare at the sky of the room with my blank look.
I didn't hear the RR call until He called me again.
" Dear ???? "
The call shocked me until He came to me. I just looked at him, I don't know what to say to this handsome guy in front of me. There are so many mistakes and selfish things I have done for her.
As He sat on the edge of the bed, As He stroked my hair, I immediately hugged his arm and closed my eyes hugging his arm.
" We eat first, right ???? " take RR with me while gently stroking my lips.
I nodded and He helped me to sit down. I did not get out of bed but hugged her tightly.
RR smiled and stroked my back elus.
" Want to eat first or want to fill the power ???? " godanya is like me with her beautiful smile.