
Actually, I'm afraid to start a relationship with someone because I'm traumatized by what's going on at home. What I've seen so far makes me feel afraid to build a commitment with Someone.
As a child, I always imagined having a harmonious and happy family as I saw at home. But it only lasted how long.
The trauma that always haunts and shadows me every man expresses his feelings for me.
I slowly retreated before answering. Sometimes I just disappear when his feelings are expressed rather than I feel pressured for it.
that's why almost all my friends call me the abis jutek.
Its Okay. I wasn't angry when they called me the jutek because that's my attitude to avoid a commitment.
Several times the number called me but I didn't respond. He might want to talk to me because of what I said when I answered his message.
I just smiled at the number so many times I called. Maybe he was wondering if it was me. Or it could be just me The one who behaves like that is the same as Him.
" What's wrong with calling me ??? " i said send a message.
" Please lift. There's something I want to talk about. "he replied in the incoming message and then He called again.
Yes, I immediately raised because pity also ignored the phone from him many times.
" Yes .... Can I help you ??? " i said with jutek.
" Waoowww ... You make me curious Cinnn. Oh yes know dong dong , I used to be called Mami. "he said with very mentel and centil.
Hearing his voice I laughed a little because it turned out that He was a Benco**.
" Oh You are called Mami anyway ... why , Is there anything important to call me this late ???? "
" Cinnnn .... I was the first to talk to your Jutek kayak. But you are so beautiful and sexy you know .... Many Customers ask what your rates are and that's all mostly Cinnn outsiders.... It turns out They didn't look wrong with what I saw even though I've never met You. Uh... Come dong meet ... coffee together so cin .. "the answer.
" Hahahaha .... if I call my rates how much can They be ??? you must be shocked too "I replied laughing while lying on my bed.
" I've guessed the hell from your shock, you'll songong yes ..."
" I'm talking because there's something I'm proud of.
" 150 million." I said without thinking.
" Aaaaaapaaa ???? " he said surprised.
" Why ??? still mending I said 150 out of 200 ??? They want to not ??? They will also think that such a tariff with me is already quite cheap "I said while looking at my broken nails.
" Wah .. wah ... You are really amazing. Makes me unable to say what. "
" Lah .. That you can say anyway .. "my answer teases her laugh.
" Basic .... I'm curious about you. "
" don't. Later you are fascinated. hahaha .... "
" Ohaigat .... You don't know who I'm Cin .... "
" I know, You can't like me because of you .... "
" OKay Cinnnn. I understood. "the answer immediately cut my words.
I laughed when I heard it.
" You're really too cute.... I was hurt, "he said sadly.
" Sarrie .... Sorriy... I'm just kidding. hehehe ....You don't be too baper dong, that time is down, Ah he said Mami how anyway ???? ''
" You are Cin .... I was a baper. "
" Okay... sori yes .. later I set the time to meet you and you will be fascinated with Me. hehehe .. see you Mami .... don't be sad and baper baper yes ... that's my talk is still not how much wkwkwkwkwkw. Bye Mami .. see you soon.
I shook my head while smiling at her words. His soul is more than women.
" It's amazing that this Mami is. "I said smile and turned off the lights and went to sleep.