Loving Yourself

The Reality That Makes

"I, Yoshida." interrupted Secretary Yang who went into Yokada's room.

"You?!" yokada.

"You get out of here." Yokada told Yu Hee.

Even Yang's secretary was without orders to sit in front of Yokada casually. They look at each other. Not a word they said for a while.

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"For a long time no see, my sister." said Secretary Yang.

"What do you want?" ask Yokada.

"I don't want much from you. I just want something about Shin Ji Joon." said Secretary Yang.

Actually, from the reality that goes. The secretary is Shin Ji Joon's uncle. And Yokada as well.

Kang Yangsima is the younger brother of Hyun Joon Shida who is Shin Ji Joon's father.

Willian Yokada Yoshida is the younger brother of Hyun Joon Shida and Kang Yangasima.

They are 3 brothers. Hyun Joon Shida and Kang Yangsima, they like the same woman. It was A-Yeong Asmara. She is the mother of Shin Ji Joon. Honey, A-Yeong prefers to marry Hyun Joon.

After Shin Ji Joon's mother died. Kang Yangsima begs Hyun Joon to look after Shin Ji Joon, in exchange for his love for the woman he loves.

Hyun Joon Shida is also devastated by the death of his wife. No matter with everything. Especially with Shin Ji Joon. During that time, Kang Yangsima was wholeheartedly becoming her pirbanya secretary and continued to look after Shin Ji Joon until now.

Suicide by A-Yeong Asmara. It caused a deep trauma for Shin Ji Joon. Therefore, the house was sold and Shin Ji Joon was invited to move out of the house.

Yokada is none other than Shin Ji Joon's uncle. Also take fair share in guarding Shin Ji Joon. He deliberately bought the house so that Shin Ji Joon would be able to buy it back.

At the time, Yokada lived in Japan. The house was left empty. Until Yokada arrived in Korea and opened up there. Until she was with Choi Ha Jae occupied the house.

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Yokada can't tell us much about what really happened. She did not want Kang Yangsima to know more about who Choi Ha Jae really was.

After the conversation that night. Yokada knows what the reason is why Shin Ji Joon decided to get engaged to Julia.

"Come here often. We've been like everyone else all this time." said Yokada.

"Better so. Our paths are different." replied Kang Yang.

"Don't go too deep into Dad's world. You still remember what he did to you. Live Yokada. Enjoy your life." said Kang Yang.

"I've enjoyed my life. It's just that I'm not like you who enjoys life stupidly." said Yokada.

"You're right. I was stupid. Like I said. The way of our lives is different." said Kang Yang.

"If our path is different. Our blood flow will remain the same." Yokada said.

"Hmmm. See you later." said Kang Yang.

"Titip Shin Ji Joon's. I know you'll look after him like Hyun Joon took care of him." Yokada said.

"That's what I've been doing all this time." Kang Yang said.

Kang Yang looked broadly at the house in front of him. Before he got in the car and left the house.

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That morning, the family of Mr. Den and some of the students, including Choi Ha Jae. Riding a bus that has been rented, to entrepreneurs together to the city of Banyuwangi. Ha Jae who could not resist, also tried to enjoy the atmosphere of tourism.

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Gandrung Sewu Festival...

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Kebo-keboan Ritual...

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Seblang Dance...

On the way home, Mr. Den looks confused looking for the whereabouts of Ha Jae. He got up from his seat and checked one by one the passenger seats. Mr. Den was astonished to see Ha Jae sitting pensively in the back seat beside the emergency wc.

"Uwong ki shelf kebak demet. In kei chair ngarep dewe cedak santri ganteng, even mileh lunggoh no buri cedhak WC." (People who are full of demons. In the love of the front seat near the handsome santri, instead choose to sit in the back near the WC.) reprimanded Mr. Den.

Ha Jae did not flinch from getting the reprimand.

"Opow's? A knopo? Iseh is ae kui you know." (What? Wh why? Still confused about that, you know) asked Mr. Den.

"Ngapunten, Mr. Den." (Sorry, Mr. Den.) Choi Ha - Jae.

"I just feel like I'm not alive. My heart is empty, empty. Just like I felt before." said Ha Jae.

"That was what it used to be. The most important thing now is how it will be." said Mr. Den. "Lha kepie iso empty tow?! Wong you wes kebak ngunu kok. Iseh less?! Woo greedy no." (Lha how can empty tow?! Your body is full. Still in debt?! Woo greedy turns out).

"Ngapunten Mr. Den." said Ha Jae.

"Wes sak iki. Your crew ki ra ghor your soul isine. Opow zinc mbok rasak iki. Mung effect zinc mbok songgo kui." (Now gini. Your body is not just your soul. What you feel now. It's just the effect of what's in your body that.) said Mr. Den. "Mangkane. Kowe kudu aware teros. Eleng Marang Gusti Allah. Kudu jogo balance of your urep. Prayer, njai, remembrance!! Gen kowe iso control opow zinc ono jero crewmu kui." (Winth. You must be aware constantly. Remember the Greatest of Allah. You have to keep the balance of life. Pray, Naji, Zikir!! So you can control what's inside your body).

Mr. Den flinched for a moment beside Ha Jae. Ha Jae didn't say a word.

"Thank me being honest. I yo shake your karo. Sak okeh'e wong seng untamoni. More kowe strong zinc dadi grill gho gedene bedomo koyo ngunu." (It's me being honest. I wonder about you too. As many people as I meet. Only you are strong so a place for the magnitude of such a thing.) explained Mr. Den. "Mangkane sak iki's. Opow wae seng to rasak'ke neng your crew. Kudu ngati-ati, self-conscious continue, eleng marang Gusti Allah. Gen around you, your conco-con, your mouth, ora keneng due to zinc mbuh opow seng iso to lakok'ke, mergo iku gede resikone. Let alone wong lio, your crew dewe iso dadi victim." (Winning now. What do you feel in your body. Be careful, be self-conscious, remember the same Almighty God. So that around you, your friends, your husband, may not be affected by what consequences you can do, because it is all a great risk. Let alone others, you yourself can be the victim).

"Jeh Mr. Den, martun worship suwun." (Yes Mr. Den, thank you very much for everything.) said Ha Jae.

"Wes, ngko bar iki. My name is Sikek, yo." (Udah, this ends later. Go to my house first, yes.) said Mr. Den.

"Jeh, Mr. Den." he said.

"I don't mean it. In gheleki Mama (wife) ngko. Moving out front there. Bauk pesing this you know, not disgusted what? I am ajah jhijhikk hii." (I want to sit in front. Later in search Mama. Moving out front there. Bauk pesing this you know, not disgusted what? I am ajah jhijhikk hii.) joked Mr. Den.

"Hemm jeh, Mr. Den." said Ha Jae.

Mr. Den got up from his seat and returned to his chair. Choi Ha Jae is sitting in that chair alone.

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