Loving Yourself

Memory Then

I got up from my seat, approached Yokada and sat down beside him. I whispered something into Yokada's ear. He just silently looked me in the eye sharply.

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I smiled at him staring at him. I got up, grabbed a cup of coffee in front of me and sipped it.

"Ffuuuuggkk" I spontaneously spouted that coffee.

"WHAT'S THIS?! PAIT!!" my sergeant rubbed my tongue against the shirt I was wearing.

"The name is coffee yes pait," said Yokada got up from his seat.

He grabbed the phone and the car keys that were on the table in front of him. He hurried out of that place.

"Don't forget to wash the cup. I've already booked your ticket for the day after tomorrow. Secretary Min takes care of everything. Don't forget to prepare. One more thing," Yokada was stunned to turn to look at me. "Don't forget it."

Yokada left me alone.

I got up from the couch to hurry up and clean my body.

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"I was also shocked when Mr. Manager asked me about Coco" Kyun said.

"So it turns out Shin Ji Joon Manager Cafe where you work?" jennie asked curiously.

"Heemm," muttered Kyun. "It turns out Mr. Manager was also Coco's co-worker. It was only fitting that I saw Mr. Manager to the Cafe with Mr. Yokada. It's just that time hasn't been the Manager at the Cafe. And when Coco returned to Daejeon, I was shocked to see Mr. Manager 1 at the table with Coco."

Jennie and Kyun begin to get suspicious of Ha Jae and Shin's attitude. They were very sure there must be something between Ha Jae and Shin.

"Heeh, that's my drink" he said, hitting Jennie's hand.

"I wonder how Shin Ji Joon and Ha Jae are doing" Jennie said.

"How's what? Obviously a co-worker" Kyun said.

"Hee you don't know! Shin's gaze at Ha Jae was different. Oh yeah you remember that day at the restaurant. When Julia arrived, Ha Jae left with that weird face" Jennie explained.

"Hee Coco's face is that. How weird are you doing again?" kyun's exclaiming hit Jennie's bangs.

"Hhhh you!! What kind of guy knows!" sergeant Jennie.

"Ah I want to go home. Nih finish the Popcron," said Kyun got up from his seat.

"Dear, the flim is not over yet" Jennie said, trying to hold Kyun.

"Tomorrow I have to work. The keys to my house are holding. How about Man?" exclaim Kyun out of the house. "Baby baby, I'll see you later."

"Bayy, be careful, honey. Muachh!!" jennie waved her hand.

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Kingg!! Kingg!! (alarm Sound).

I woke up from my sleep. A dream that was long gone from my life. Re-emerged in my sleep. My heart was pounding, my body was shaking. That scream was so loud in my ear.

I got up and rushed to get some water to calm myself. I was immersed in my daydreams.stare far away the dark sky decorated with lights.

I have to go there before I go. My inner.

I put a glass of water on the bar table. I cleaned my body that morning.

"Good morning Miss. What breakfast do you want?" greet Aunt Yu Hee.

"I want breakfast outside. Mr Yokada is awake?" ask me to take an apple and a milk box out of the fridge.

"Yes already. Make a sandwich for Mr. Yokada. I'm gonna go first. Oh yes, on top there is Stroberry already cooked. Aunty just pick it up, and take it home for Ae-Ri later huh," I said hurrying out of the house.

"Ah Miss, thank you very much, Miss." said Aunt Yu Hee.

I hurried to get the motor key. Go to the garage and ride a sport bike that old black color I do not use. I drove the black sports bike fast. Long time trip I took. I stopped at a luxurious house that felt in Seoul. A beautiful house full of memories.

I know I can't get into that house. Because the house belongs to someone else. But the memory in my brain, no one else could erase it.

I rushed back to my bike. Down the black urban road. Until I stopped at one of the dorms.

...(message to Haneul)...

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"Sugary. Had breakfast? Mama's outside"

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I waited long enough for a familiar voice in my ear to call out to me.

"MAMA!!" Seen sweet girl who still wears her nightgown, running fast through the street Dormitory with some stairs that.

"MAMA!! MOM!!" That pure white tall body quickly grabbed my body.

"Mama, where are you going? I'm kangen!" he hugged my body tightly.

I tried to let go of her embrace. I wiped the clear details that came out of his eyes. Her sweet smile radiated as bright as the sun. Her straight hair never changed adorning her beautiful face.

"You're getting higher. See how tall you are now?" I tried to stand straight in front of him.

"Haahh, it turns out we are the same height. It's a girl as it turns out," I pinched the cabi's cheek feelingly.

"He hemm," That smile never changed.

"Mama,"

"Hemm," I said.

"Laper," he said spoiled.

"Heem. Mama wants to eat in the dormitory canteen" I said.

"Mama, maluu," he said spoiled.

"Are you ashamed to have a mother like me?!" my many.

He just shook his head with a shy smile on his lips.

"Call friends. We eat together, let Mama practice it," I said, embracing her.

"Mama,"

"Hmmm,"

"Kantin' free," he explained.

"Haha ha ha," I cried.

We walked to the dormitory canteen. Our longing to be shared. We haven't seen each other in a long time. It felt like I had just hugged that little body in my arms. Now that body, it had grown into a very beautiful girl.

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