Loving Yourself

Short Message

The air felt very cold as if biting off sheet by sheet of my skin that morning. Accompanied by a glass of warm chocolate, I sat curled up on the sofa with a blanket that still wrapped my body.

"Well! Delicious," Reveal.

I grabbed the phone in front of me and tried to contact Shin Ji Joon through a short message app on my phone.

Shin Ji Joon is a Manager at one of the famous Advertising companies in South Korea, precisely in the Daejeon Region. He is also the one who can shake my heart and heart. Feeling the feeling that made my soul row unsettled.

In contact, right?!

Every time I remember it. I felt something warm in my chest. I don't understand what it is and why.

Huh, Shit. This feeling again,,

Honey, it's like she's too sparkling for me to approach. All this time I could only stare at him from a distance. Actually, I'd love to ask him. Who her? Why does the chest always feel warm and calm when close to it?!

"Ah shit. Why is it so cold?" I snuggled tighter into the blanket.

I must immediately give the file to Shin Ji Joon. If not fast, I die. Senpai could kill me. My inner self in the arms of my warm blanket.

I rolled my eyes towards the big clock that was ticking. I got up from my seat and hurried to prepare myself to start my work.

"Huhuahhhh!!" My steam.

I just put one foot into the room. An unfamiliar voice in my ear called out to me from behind.

"Oe, Ha Jae!"

I was aghast and stunned to look towards the source of the voice.

"Senpai, nani?" my answer.

It looks like Yokada who is standing right on the stairs is seriously looking at me.

"I'm leaving. Don't forget to lock the door later if you leave." he said.

"Hemm," I said.

Willyam Yokada Yoshida, I call him Senpai. We're not sodara or sodara near. Even so, our relationship is like a brother and sister. Even more than a friend. He is my master and my owner.

Before I go to the place I have decided. I reopened my Chat history to Shin Ji Joon. I made sure he read my message. I wanted to call him, but it would be rude to call early in the morning just for an appointment. Presumably, a short message alone was enough to make an appointment with him.

...(.(.Chat Message To Shin Ji Joon)...

"Good morning, Mr. Shin Ji Joon. Sorry if it interrupts your time."

"I'd like to provide a File from Mr. Yokada. Can we meet at Cafeshop in the afternoon??"

"I'll be waiting for 12:30 noon, thanks for the time."

I hurried up to the bus. To get rid of my boredom on the way. I went back to my chat history to Shin Ji Joon. But apparently, my message has not been read by him. I look forward to meeting him later in the day.

How not to read yet? My inner.

Perhaps, it is common for people like Shin ji Joon to be very busy. To the extent that he did not have time to reply and even read the message that entered his phone. One of them was a message I sent to him.

Even so, he is the type of person who does not play around with his work, what else with something like this, he is a tenacious figure at work. It was his nature that made me admire him and be interested in paying attention to him. He is truly a mature and generous person. I'm sure he'll be there by noon.

I don't know why I can be so sure of him. I'm just trying to be sure of myself, whatever it is, if my heart says Yes means Yes.

Although I was often upset because my beliefs were wrong. But still, when it comes to Shin Ji Joon, whatever he is, my heart always wants to feel confident about him.

"Huff.. "

So think back to the first time I met that guy. He always makes a smile. First we meet and get acquainted, when there is a small party at home.

At first I wasn't very interested in him, didn't even notice and knew him so far. But because of his closeness to Yokada, I met often and always paid attention to him.

We had a camping vacation together in the summer 2 years ago. It was there that I first felt this warmth in my chest. It was a warmth I had never felt before.

I was curious, my soul was unsettled by that warmth. I started to find out what warmth I was feeling. They all said it was love.

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