Loving Yourself

Heartbreak

That afternoon was so very annoying for Shin Ji Joon. He looks so jealous when he sees Choi Ha Jae jokingly laughing with Big Man. They feel very close.

"When I can get that close to him." murmured Shin.

Shin also had time to imagine if he was sitting in front of Ha Jae. But with the hope he wants.

...(in Shin Ji Joon's daydream)...

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"Oppa Tiramisu is good?" ask Ha Jae.

"Would you like to try?" ask Shin.

"Emm. Akkg." said Ha Jae, opening his mouth.

Shin also gave a small bribe with his message to Ha Jae.

"Didn't you? Oh there's a stain on your lips. Wait a minute, here I wipe." said Shin gently rubbed Ha Jae's lips.

Ha Jae quickly bit Shin's finger.

"ah! Unleash it. Why are you biting?" exclaim Shin.

"Abis you're sweet." said Ha Jae put on his sweet face.

"I want to bite you too" Shin said.

"Why?" ask Ha Jae.

"You're a very sweet color." said Shin.

"Okay, but on my lips" Ha Jae replied shutting his eyes.

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"Ah shit! Why can I think like that?!" muttered Shin patted his head using the newspaper he carried in his hand.

She was embarrassed by what was on her mind. Sometimes Shin smiled looking at Ha Jae from a distance. He was so hopeful, all his hopes. Reached immediately.

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...Back to the present. Where Shin Ji Joon felt hopeless and disappointed by the reality he had seen so far....

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Day by day it changed. It has been running for 2 months, when Ha Jae left for Indonesia. Shin still could not accept the fact that made his hopes break. Continued to be left alone will be disappointed in Ha Jae.

"I should have asked him directly to you." Inner Shin.

Shin was disturbed in his sitting, staring far outside his apartment building. A quiet atmosphere, decorated with lights that radiate beautifully from towering buildings. Reminds him of the memories, where he first knew the girl.

The girl that made him so special. A girl who could attract his attention. The girl who gave him great hope in his life.

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Yokada who saw the drastic change from Shin also started to worry. He tried asking Shin what he was going through. But the bad response Yokada got.

Shin Ji Joon won't tell Yokada what really happened. Even more away from Yokada. Yokada was increasingly confused by Shin's attitude day by day. Yokada wanted to tell Shin's condition to Ha Jae. But Ha Jae is hard to call.

4 Months Walk Ha Jae is in Indonesia. A news report that appeared on television was shocking, not just Yokada. But also the whole Korean people.

All the media reported that the top artist named Jimmy. Being with one of the Indonesian citizens is still a mystery. Yokada and Ha Jae's friends were surprised when the social media account displayed on the television screen was Ha Jae's social media account.

There was a commotion there. But they did not find the slightest answer. Because Ha Jae himself is still not able to be contacted.

Besides, it wasn't long before Jimmy got close to Ha Jae. Another shocking news came from Shin Ji Joon.

Yokada had been sick for two days because of the news. She feels shocked when a message from Ha Jae comes into her phone.

...(read the chapter "the anger of a lover")...

Yokada was worried, Ha Jae would definitely be very surprised if he returned to Korean later.

"It's my head." yoked Yokada.

"You're this. Such problems are only made dizzy. My Mani won't be affected by anything like that anyway." said a man who was making a drink in the kitchen.

"Dad! It's all because of you! If you don't take him to Japan. Haiss my head! Ohh." sergeant Yokada.

"You're so noisy. After all, you gave it to me. It's a drink." said the man.

"I don't want to! You've gone there, back there to Japan. Just make me dizzy." hardik Yokada felt annoyed.

"You're exactly like Dad. He's your pet, not your son." said the man.

"If you don't shut up! I'm gonna finish you off. Where's my gun, where?!" Yokada.

"You're looking for this" exclaimed the man, pointing out the gun Yokada was looking for.

"Fucking basics! Ahh my head!" sergeant Yokada.

"Sir, is there an apax sir?!" yu Hee exclaimed upstairs.

"Make this man go away from here. Hurry up!!" yokada Order.

"You're this. Ahh. There's no Mani I'm lazy here too" said the man rising from his seat.

"Hi, don't call that boy that way!! His name is Choi Ha Jae. Choi Ha Jae!!" yokada.

"Hi hi hi hi hi hi. Very amusing. You forgot, he's mine too. My mani remains my Mani. See you around. I'll give your regards to my Mani in Indonesia later." said the man left Yokada.

"Don't you dare follow her to Indonesia! Otherwise, I'll finish you off." sergeant Yokada was irritated.

"Ahh my head. Aunt, get me my medicine. And my head massage. Ouch." said Yokada.

"I-yes, Sir." said Yu Hee.

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