Loving Yourself

Loving Yourself
Fireworks



I gave one more punch to Lee Tae's face.


"I know you're lying. You're one of the members, right?" I looked at Lee Tae cynically.


I saw the Crew Tattoo on Lee Tae's hand, which showed that he was one of their members.


"Tell your leader, don't ever try to disrupt the Groub Rope again. Understand!!" I threatened Lee Tae.


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"Jae Ha!" call Lee Hani wave at me. "Where are you going?"


I throw a smile at them. I saw my friends that Shin Ji Joon was standing in front of the Japanese Restaurant. But I don't see Julia among them.


"Sorry, I went to the toilet" I said to them.


"Yes, if so, we continue the streets yuk," said Kyun


Kyun came closer to me and grabbed my shoulder. "Say in the City Park tonight there will be a Fireworks Party. How about we go there."


"Hey we're here for work not for sightseeing." protested Hani.


Hani, who is standing next to Kyun, hits Kyun's hand because he disagrees with his proposal.


"Tell me you've completed the surveillance. Not that we better take a walk to refresh the brain," said Kyun with enthusiasm.


"Rightly, rarely can we get a crowded street like this, too" added Jennie agreed with Kyun's proposal.


"The two of you are indeed compact." said Hani teasing Kyun and Jennie.


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We headed straight to the City Park for a walk. We all went along, and so did Shin. In the car, I could only keep quiet with my feelings about why this was.


First Yura, now Julia. Why so pretty?! More so Julia, it turns out that her boyfriend Shin. I murmured inwardly by occasionally looking towards Shin who was busy driving.


Our arrival in the City Park, we are welcomed with a crowded atmosphere. What a beautiful view there. Instantly, I could forget everything that was bothering my mind.


We sat together in the open field, enjoying the food and drinks we bought at some of the merchants there. Joking and telling stories together is fun.


This is the first time that after I got to know Shin, I was able to get this close to him. Moreover, with a relaxed feeling not the slightest awkwardness. All this time, I looked at him as a noble lord whom I should respect and fear.


"Ha ha ha ha ha!" (our voices are joking and laughing together).


By night the atmosphere was getting crowded. Young people who are dating, families who spend weekends with their families, children who run around.


The beautiful lights started to light up one by one, adding to the beautiful scenery of the night. It is beautiful and full of harmony.


"One, two, three, Wuaaaaaaaaaa!!"



We count down together to wait for the fireworks show to light up. Amazingly we saw fireworks that glided alternately decorate the night sky.



Wonderfully. I murmured in my heart.



I was surprised to see the view that night. I never thought, without realizing the clear details were flowing down my cheeks.


Do I deserve all this? Can I get all that? Me, I want to get it all. I deserve.


I was so absorbed in the feelings that disturbed me.


I slowly closed my eyes, feeling deeper into what I was actually feeling in this chest. This atmosphere really shook my heart.



My heart, my soul, really feels very warm, I feel very warm right now, an atmosphere I almost never feel, this peace, which I always hope for.


Is this what life is called? I want to live for them. I have to live!


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It was so beautiful that night, we all got late in the laughter together. I approached Kyun who was standing alone, looking at Hani and Jennie playing fireworks.


"Boy, what were you riding on?" ask me to Kyun.


"Oh, I'm riding the bike with Jennie" she replied looking at me.


"Hani ride what??" my many.


"Hani was like riding in the car alone," he answered coolly watching Hani and Jennie.


"Oh," I said.


I left Kyun, went to Man who was smoking, sat under a tree by the lake.


"The cigarette is not good. Girls don't like guys who smoke. A moment in the chest tauk." I said approaching Man.


Man also put out the cigarette that has his hands.


"Kenopo's? iseh galau?" (why? still upset?) tanya Man teases me.


"Sokay know." I replied. "Later get Hani home".


I approached Man and stood right beside him.


"He's my Karib's best friend. She told me once that her boyfriend was possessive. Not infrequently he plays hands." obviously I glanced towards Man.


I stood in front of Man.


"I told you to break up. But because that guy's one of the biggest shareholders in his dad's company, so, yeah. He could be said to be in a forced match, so that his father's company would not be destroyed." I obviously glanced at Man who was sitting right in front of me.


"Trus?!" chirps Man.


"Task you," I said lowered my face to the front of Man's face.


He glanced at me with a flat look.


"Cigarette smoke" my god told Man.


I pinched my nose to tease him.


"Huff!" Man deliberately blew my face.


"Cams!! Corona!" my peek.


I tried to keep my face away from Man's face. Man just smiled cynically at my behavior.


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Kyun who lives in Ha Jae approaches Man who is sitting by the lake. Finally join Jennie and Hani to play fireworks.



Portrait of Kyun playing fireworks.


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