Loving Yourself

Emergence

Arriving at the restaurant. Only Shin Ji Joon and I set foot at the entrance. I was immediately greeted by the cry of an unfamiliar voice in my ear.

"COCO IS HERE!" sergeant Kyun.

Kyun raised his hand so we could see.

"Oh yes to the message" I said approaching them.

"This is your message too. Shin come sit down, what do you want to eat?" jennie asked thrusting the menu book towards me and Shin.

"This food is delicious" Hani told Jennie.

Hani showed Jennie the food menu in the menu book. As for me, look through the food menu in the book.

Eat what?! My inner.

Every now and then I looked towards Shin who was sitting right in front of me. My heart feels happy, sometimes I smile thinly at the menu book. But why, on the other hand. There was a feeling that I did not deserve to be in front of him. Even just a friend. Despite my distance from Shin, it's already this close.

"Oppa, Annyeong," A beautiful woman came towards us.

I look up at that woman. Seeing you want to know, who is. I see, Shin also looks very happy with the arrival of the woman. Like the man he's gonna be.

"The Oppa? Didn't expect to see you here. Oh, another meeting, huh? I'm sorry to interrupt that." said the woman to Shin.

He looked friendly and polite with a sweet smile. She was really very beautiful with a very sweet smile. I want to smile at that sweet smile too.

"Oh they're my friends. What are you doing here?" ask Shinkepada the woman.

I see, they're so very familiar.

"I happen to be walking with my friends around here. He said the place to eat here was good, and we stopped by to taste it" said the woman very gently.

Yukkkkkkk! (shin Ji Joon's mobile phone is shaking).

"Mm, for a second, I want to pick up my phone first." said Shin to leave us.

"Hi, I think I've seen you. But where are ya?" hani said waving to the woman.

"Ah time? I'm not an Artist" replied the woman smiling kindly to Hani.

"Let's sit down, please. Come join us" I said, allowing the woman a seat.

"Thank you." she replied sitting in front of me.

I looked at that woman. I looked at the details of this woman in front of me. She was really polite, nodding, her beautiful face, plus a tall body that was slim, very perfect, like a living doll. There's no boss I look at that woman.

"Oh I remember, you were the one with Shin right?" chirp Jennie. "That's on Instagram" Jennie told Hani.

"Oh yes," exclaimed Hani remembering something.

"My name is Julia. I'm Shin Ji Joon's future fiancee." tapped the woman.

With a sweet smile. Julia thrust her hand out to shake hands with us.

"Oh my goodness!" shocked Hani.

Hani immediately grabbed a handshake from Julia.

"Just let me guess, they look good" Jennie said.

I just silently flinkered a faint smile looking at Julia. Why suddenly my chest feels tight. I want to cry, but I can't, and I know why.

"Anu, I need to inform Senpai first. I'm out for a minute, yeah," I said to Hani and Jennie.

"Okay, don't be long, yeah," answered Hani busy chatting with Jennie and Julia.

I rushed out of the eating place. I am confused by my feelings. It felt like crying, but couldn't, wanted to be angry, but about what.

It just feels tight in my chest. I don't know what this feeling is. Unknowingly, I was already standing on the Sakura Tree, which became our gathering point.

"Oe finally met too, ha ha ha ha!!" lee Tae said, surprising me.

Lee Tae came with some of his friends over to me. Their bodies were bigger than the friend Lee Tae had been with at the time (read the Wailing chapter).

I didn't think we could meet here.

"Wah the Miss herself. Where's your hotshot boyfriend ha?!" Lee Tae approaches me with his prematurity style. "Why Miss? You're moody, heartbroken, aren't you? Because your boyfriend is holding another girl, ha ha ha ha ha!!"

Lee Tae laughed with satisfaction at teasing me. He kept trying to get my emotions out.

"I'm the same here." he added.

"You're not kapok huh, your nose is broken?" I looked at Lee Tae.

"Haah broken?!! It was just a little touch for me, miss. Anyway, LOOK!! WE ARE BIGGER AND BIGGER THAN YOU, HA HA HA HA!!!" sergeant Lee Tae turned himself in. "This is our territory. You won't be able to wiggle here."

"So you're the chairman what's his lackey?" my many.

Relaxedly, I continued to pay attention to Lee Tae's arrogant attitude.

"Fuck, I'm the leader here!! Everyone is afraid of me!!" he was angry at me. "You dare? You dare?! C'mon here! Did you look around huh!? Ha Ha - ha."

Lee Tae tries to annoy the road users who pass by behind them. To show how powerful he is.

"You see?! Everyone is afraid of me." he said.

"Ohhh, I'm not Mood anymore. Play with me, yuk." take me to Lee Tae.

I stood up from that place. I knew they would follow me.

"Where are you going?! I'll be good with you, baby. I'm very good at playing, you must be satisfied with me, ha ha ha!" tae Lee said, following me.

We arrived at the Garbage Disposal Gang. I stood silently waiting for Lee Tae and his men to approach me.

"Why are we here? You prefer the wild ones, don't you? Though it's better at the hotel," said Tae Lee approaching embrace my shoulder.

Without a second thought, I grabbed his head and slammed it into my knee. Killing Lee Tae's subordinates one by one. I lost my mind, beat them all up mercilessly. I poured all my anger and frustration on them. I'm totally out of control.

"You're sick." Eram is one of those thugs.

"I'm sorry, man" said one of them.

They took pains to get away from me who stood between them.

I walked over to Lee Tae who was helpless. I sat down next to him and whispered to his ear.

"You know King Dog, is that your Crew?! Who's leader?" I asked Lee Tae while stroking his head.

"I don't know, I'm just a street thug" Tae Lee said, holding back the pain in his hand. "I heard he's the ruler of this area"

Lee Tae revealed something to me. I don't really believe what Lee Tae said that he just turned himself in.

"If you look for him, you can go to the Sauna near here." Lee Tae added.

Lee Tae Teihat mehanan is sick in his hands. He also tried to keep his distance from me. I gave one more punch to Lee Tae's face.

"I know you're lying. You're one of the members, right?" I looked at Lee Tae cynically.

I saw the Crew Tattoo on Lee Tae's hand, which showed that he was one of their members.

"Tell your leader, never try to disturb the Groub Rope again. Understand!!" I threatened Lee Tae.

I stood up and left Lee Tae and his men, who were lying in pain. Even though I felt satisfied beating them, my heart still felt claustrophobic. What this feeling really is. This feeling is very disturbing to me.

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