Love Without But

Willy's a fussy

***

Not expecting that Mas Agung will meet for the second time directly with his family in the near future. To propose and make me his life companion.

How can the unknown person further have the intention that I had hoped for. While Iwan who I knew first still with his stance asked to wait for him without certainty.

In the afternoon when you are busy preparing for cooking in the kitchen. I ventured to help her cut vegetables.

While Abah happened to sit in the chair while enjoying a black coffee on the table in the kitchen.

I thought, maybe this is the right time to talk to the two people who have taken care of me until now transformed into the adult girl like today. I carefully opened the conversation.

"Mom, next week Great

want to come here with his family" I said.

Mother's hand that was cutting the beans instantly stopped when she heard my words just now. The net is staring at me.

"Then, what about Iwan?" tanyanya.

While I can only keep my head down unable to speak when asked about Iwan. Because I've talked about the things that lead to the marriage Iwan always reasoned so that I was patient waiting for him until he graduated from the pesantren, while the time was somehow.

"Great Destination came here to do what?" The woman, whose hair was partially bleached, asked again.

"Say, he wanted to propose" I replied shortly.

"Try to think carefully before making a decision! Don't regret it at the end. Anyway Iwan, right, it's been found out his background is a good person."

"Yes, Mak, but Iwan's problem until now still can not give certainty to make it in a more serious direction." I'm trying to give you an excuse.

"Finding the future husband should be careful. Don't just choose. If Iwan already looks at his person again in the boarding school, at least later if he has graduated it could be ustaz in his village."

Abah who was cool with his coffee commented.

"Mas the Great is also a religious scholar, Bah," I argue trying to convince.

"You the Scholar or the Sarnaja, the cake, it remains ustazlah better and more understand religion. Many scholars who are unemployed are smart but kebelinger," Abah denied still remain firm with his stance.

I who have since tried to give understanding, hope the approval of Mother and Abah seemed desperate after hearing the response of both that seemed burdensome Iwan. Men who have often come to the house, but never give a decision. Especially to go further into marriage.

Iwan always states a thousand reasons every time I press for this one thing. Comparison with Mas Agung who showed his seriousness with the intention of going directly to propose in the near future.

***

The days I spent were not as excited as if something was missing. Even though only a few days ago I felt a flowery heart because there was already a brother who had dared to express the sacred intention to ask for help and invite me towards a more serious and halal relationship. Not just giving false hope with uncertain promises like Iwan.

Therefore I am so confident and steady that I will accept the Great Mas completely.

"Why, anyway, Din, lo from earlier, looks moody and silent continues. There was a doubt that, deh," as always Lyra when she saw me silent from the time she left the class. Now we are both in the room perpus fill the time of the first lesson break.

"There's nothing, really, Ra. I'm fine." I answered Lyra's question.

" Sure, won't it tell me the same? Usually also without being asked was also nyerocos first," Lyra quipped her two ball eyes to me.

With a heavy heart I finally told all the heartbreak that made the dilemma in making choices. In between having to wait for Iwan until a time that has never been seen definitively or accept Mas Agung who is ready to apply in the near future but has not received a response and permission from parents.

"Owalah ... really, right, if you're upset?" lyra said throwing the pea shell we were eating at me.

"May be a girl, tuh, don't get rake, you know!" keep Lyra.

"Who's in the mess? if I'm carded, well, both I accept keles, not one of them is chosen," I deny the accusation.

"Lha, that's proof of having a husband, how come two guys are? I'm pretty that Ria Rheeces cake is not very. Uh, betewe, for dong atu, the name is Mas Agung for me, Dhin. Lo, you know for yourself, right, if until now I'm single." Lyra is still teasing me with her babble.

"Emang you guess what times, just ask to be divided into macem candy only." I snorted annoyed.

Not long after the school entrance bell rang. We are also preparing to go to their respective classes to provide the next lesson material to children aged SD.

***

After trying to forget the debate yesterday with Mom and Abah. Either get a fresh breeze from where suddenly Mother as if to dive into the feelings of her daughter who is being hit by worry.

"Woman already know that next week there will be another man coming to the house to propose to you?" The woman whose skin had started to wrinkle a lot asked full of investigation. Approaching me while I was in my room.

"Already, Mak, but the answer is left entirely to Dhinil, with no sign of wanting to defend."

"Yes, Mommy can only pray for anyone who is your prospective companion, hopefully it's the best. For we can only plan and hope, while the one who has the right to decide everything is only the Almighty" said the woman who gave birth to me twenty-five years ago wisely.

It cannot be described how happy this heart is when it gets the blessing and prayers of the sacred person. I call for gratitude to the Most Reversing of Hearts.

However, there was deep indecision that whackened as memories were drawn to the pair of sisters, Ifa and Iwan. All this time my relationship with Ifa was still very close and familiar. A place to devote every problem or just talk about many things either through messages or phones.

Same with Ifa. I've considered him as his own future brother-in-law. It seems that Ifa is very sure that I will be the wife of her brother.

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