
My dating relationship with Yosef didn't always go well and deserved his romantic partner.
that day at school, Yosef and I had a conflict until it was heard by the BP teacher. indeed my class at that time was next to the BP room. Yosef came to my class, yes, I will not tell you about my problem with him which is clear this fight occurred due to misunderstanding.we were both taken to the BP room. we were given coaching for what we did. actually it was something I thought was trivial, but we both accepted it.
then after school I and he communicated through whatsapp telling me what happened earlier in school.it was my first experience entering the BP room. we promised we wouldn't do it again.
a few weeks later after that incident, I started to feel that Yosef loved me too much.
"let's just say he didn't come to my class, maybe I wouldn't go to BP at the time"
at that time I tried to break up with Joseph. 3 months I was in contact with Joseph, I finally found an opportunity to be able to end the relationship with him. actually if I was honest with Joseph that the reason I decided him was bored, maybe I would always be hated by him. At that time I was chatting with him, maybe he just meant to joke that he called me "stupid" at first I was surprised and a bit hurt, but I thought maybe I should have by the time I had my relationship that was not getting better. yosef and I broke up at the time, although Joseph did not want this relationship to end and continued to want to improve this relationship. obviously my heart refused and eventually we both became friends as before.
but to the end of the day, Yosef and I were still able to communicate.he told me that his bedroom was a fire.I guess it was a lie, a lie, the reason that I can feel pity and so that I can return to be Yosef's girlfriend was a small fire in the room, Yosef sent me a picture of his glass black cupboard, and his, the mattress that looked like it was hit by fire. fortunately only a small fire.cross my heart I felt sorry to see him. yesterday just broke up with me and today he just had a disaster at his house.
after that incident, I felt guilty.I felt that Joseph was always there for me, but when he needed someone to comfort him I went instead. finally from that moment I continued to communicate with him, meaning that he did not feel alone even though I only cared about being an ordinary friend.
a few days after the incident I was always able to communicate with Joseph. I also at that time decided to get out of the extracurricular volly. so also upung, he had come out first but not for Joseph, he said, he was still following the exercises with encouragement from his own father, and my relationship with Joseph was then back to being his original friend.