
After the study tour, finally a long holiday arrived. The time to go up to 9th grade. during the holidays my relationship and Yosef is fine. yes at least a little fight and then better back.at most I can only communicate through HP.
1 week later, because I was a member of the board of OSIS me and other friends were busy preparing for the acceptance of new learners. at that time I felt how it felt to be OSIS kaka at that time.
the reception of new learners lasted for 5 days. during that time I often remembered my past when following MOPDB.
It did not feel 5 days carrying out MOPDB, finally I and the others studied as usual.and only the first time, I finally can feel to be a 9th grader.
My problem only started when all the boys were talking about the new class sister who had just entered at that time, but in this story my name is vague, namely Agnes. she is a beautiful and also good daughter, because that is the 9th grade men at that time many asked about her including me.
" ai do you know a boy named Agnes? "
said one of my friends at the time.
" yes I know why? "
ask her.
" she's pretty, isn't she? " said my friend with a smiling face.
" hmm.no I just like her" she said with a laugh.
hearing that I was still mediocre, I thought it was normal when men were attracted to women.
But at night, Yosef and I were kidding through WA. on the sidelines of his joking, he told me one thing, but the woman was arrogant.when I kept urging her to be honest, then she told me what she had done. Yosef sent me a picture of the contents of a chat with Agnes. Looking at the words of Joseph who like her with agnes, I was a bit jealous and a bit sad.I think my heart like this is a reply for me, I think, who once hurt Joseph's heart, when it was Joseph was just honest he said
" ai I really like Agnes, but only like, she might not want to be with me anymore" he said.
he did remember to me, I also once liked someone when I was with Joseph.
after I thought back to looking at the photo he sent, I saw that Agnes answered him briefly.
tomorrow at school I look at Agnes. Seemed her Agnes always indifferent to anyone male especially 9th grade male student.she never answered a greeting from the man who greeted her.that natural agnes, it was, I've experienced it when I was in the 7th grade, so I felt that Agnes was clearly innocent.
it was then that I moved away from Joseph. I never greeted him, seeing him, I was really angry.
about a few days, Yosef and I were talking about her at school.I cried at the time, I didn't want to talk to her. but Joseph continued to apologize and explain in front of me and also in front of my friends. After a while I and Joseph got better, but my heart was not as whole, I started to be disappointed.I always felt the most in special right, it turns out it was just limited in front of me.