Love Time White Blue
Crying out
More or less me and halwan were close for 1 week. every night we spent the night with chat via WhatsApp together. From 8 pm passing, until sometimes past 10 pm. I feel better about him, he who never said anything rude to me and also he was good at making me laugh himself, in an instant almost every night I forgot about the problem I was facing.
One night I was sent a message by the halwan, about my photo made WA status by yosef. I did not know yosef would be so. Under my photo is a caption explaining that "i still belong to Joseph, and no one is able to take me from him" he said. Which at that time may be the status of joseph, in privacy to others and only shown to halwan. Including me, that status does not exist. Seeing that, I was among her sad and happy feelings.sadly, I had to see the halwan get involved in my problem. And gladly, it turns out that Joseph still wants to make me happy even though he once made me unsure to end my relationship with him. The point is he still wants to keep improving. That night I cried, I didn't know what to do. I thought at the time, I wanted to get away from Yosef. I want to feel a new life that might be even more if I am not with Joseph.
In the morning when I was leaving for school, I opened my phone to make sure that the halwan sent me a message. Turns out right, halwan sent me 2 messages. However it does
" Our Ai is better off, and we don't need to get any closer" that's the first message.
" i'm sorry I blocked you, I don't want your relationship and Joseph to break up" that's the second.
Arriving in class, I could not hold my tears while still on the road. My friends came up to me and I fell on the porch. I cried and told ika. Ika is my best friend and halwan.ika know that me and halwan like each other, therefore I dare to tell him alone.
A few moments later Joseph came to class, intending to ask me to talk, when I had just finished crying.
yosef taught me to chat outside
" Ai, I know you love halwan, "with her long-winded talk about her feelings. He took out a time photo on Parangtritis beach during the study tour, a former water bottle that at the time of the school break I gave him water, Pomed the hair I gave him on his birthday, and there's so much more. He tore up the picture and gave it to me. I did not respond to him, I was tired and went straight to class again.I sat down and was silent at the table, until I cried again. A moment later my friends approached me and asked me out, I saw Joseph carrying a knife and knew what he was going to do. It was seen that some of his friends were trying to stop him. I was so shocked and immediately approached him, at once my cry broke.until yosef fell silent and put it again into his bag. Unaware of my loud cries, Joseph came and sat before me. He tried to calm me down, but for me at the time my feelings were so angry with Joseph, I hated him. I cried a little while in class, and eventually my friends tried to talk to Joseph to leave me first in class until I felt better.
