Love Time White Blue

Without him

When it shook my hands, I didn't know what I was doing. I felt desperate at the time, I thought me and the halwan were inappropriate. Then I took a long breath and sent a message

" Halwan, I'm sorry about that at school. I think being a friend is better, we'll deal with it. Looking at you like this, I can't bear I don't want you and Joseph to fight. "

I decided on him, because I thought that time was the best way I could go.

then Halwan called me.

" hello, ai what do you mean? "halwan.

" well, we don't have to be in touch anymore"

then me and the halwan argued long, I was still hard with my desire to break up with the halwan. Even though it's only been 1 week with me and his creation.

Finally the halwan relented, me and he intended to finish the relationship, even though my heart was still in 2 choices. Between continuing the relationship by hiding and deceiving everyone or ending the relationship so that the three of us are okay. Actually my heart at that time did not want to break, yes what is the power of all that when it seemed not okay.

In the evening, I no longer communicate with Joseph. His presence in my night, now began to feel different.it was 8 pm passing, halwan gave me a message and then called. incidentally my mommy and papah are asleep, so I am free to pick up the phone from the halwan.

In my mind at that time, indeed I wanted to continue the relationship with the halwan. But the halwan still doesn't understand me. I still need time to think without pressure from everyone.

After a long time halwan and his friends give advice over the phone, I finally want to continue the relationship with the halwan. huhhhh it feels happy mixed fear. Her happiness is because I can be with the halwan, and her fear of joseph hating the halwan.

That night me and the halwan spent time together on the phone. He kept convincing me so I could calm down.

A few days later, I went to school as usual. I never communicated with Joseph again. Slowly I got used to the presence of halwan. Until then, my friends had not known that me and the halwan had been made. His cold attitude towards me made them never suspicious.

while I was standing near the classroom door, the halwan exited the classroom while whispering to me

" i gave you chocolate in the bag"

I'm surprised, I didn't get to talk to a halwan. He left, and did not look at me for a moment. Then I looked into my bag, it was true a chocolate bar he gave me. My friend approached me and asked

" there? I was the one who put it in your bag when you were outside. Halwan told her" ika said with a smile. I just laughed with a dumb attitude. He looked cold and shy.