Love Time White Blue

Raining

After walking from school, finally me and my friends arrived at the school parking lot which was a bit far distance. While there, the rain returned.

" well rain." said nineing.

" Let me drive the motor home" said Dina

" no need, rain. You better just go to school. I'm not papa" I said.

" You just go home with him? " helvina said while pointing to the class adek on the bike.

" No, no need. You guys have been to class. I went home alone. Isfi please permit me to absentee yah". I said to them as I felt no tears coming out. The sadness mixed up when it enveloped me. On the other hand, Halwan doesn't care about me at all. I guess he'll understand. And on the other hand, many of my friends care about me.

I rushed out of the parking lot leaving my friends who were still there. Even though they were screaming to hold me home on foot. But I kept going, I didn't hear what they were saying. The rain is getting longer and harder. My footsteps trampling the puddles of water made my shoes a little wet. On the way I cried, I was disappointed. Before that I never felt like I was ignored. My thoughts on the trip are only about Halwan. My stomach ache was gone, probably buried by emotion and sadness. I continued on until I finally reached the front porch. My shoes are wet, my bags and clothes are only a little alkaline, maybe because they are blocked by a veil.

I opened the door and greeted.

" Mah, I'm home. Today I did not take any additional lessons. " Say me while opening my rather wet bag.

" You went home alone? " ask my mother.

My mother was not angry at the time, because she knew that if I was going through adulthood it would hurt. So it wasn't weird when I got home from school.

14:00 if it's not wrong then. Ever since I got home from school, I haven't sent Halwan a message. I feel disappointed with him.

A few moments later he called me.

" Hello" said I picked up the phone from her.

" you why? how's now? " ask halwan.

" no papa. You're home? " answer me.

" yes. ai, he said you cry it's true, right? I heard from your friends just now, " said the halwan in a panic-like tone.

I finally told him what had happened. I explained to her that my anger was not because I hated it, because it was my condition that was like this. After a while, halwan finally understood he apologized to me. At that time I thought that I and the halwan had different thoughts. Yes, maybe my relationship is only 3 months with her, and indeed anything takes time to be able to adjust to who at that time.My decision at that time was good enough in my opinion, I'm disappointed Halwan never understood. Although I actually know he's good, but I don't think me and his will ever be the same. My differences and the halwan are always a problem every day. I cut ties with Halwan, although Halwan kept sending me messages not to break up with him.