Love Time White Blue

To Rise

At school, my friends found out that I was no longer dating Yosef. They encouraged me and listened to me tell him about what happened last night.

at that time I could not completely forget josef. when I left the class I intended to briefly entertain myself outside. it turns out that there was Yosef was outside his class while sitting and paying attention to continue towards my class. yosef looked at me and continued to look at me from afar it made me even more unable to forget him, memories of being with him. Then I sat outside my class, the words of Joseph who last night always remembered and made me sometimes afraid, angry, and even hate towards him.

but I must not lose the spirit of learning.I must continue to live my life as usual.I at school always make myself entertained by friends so that I can not remember for a moment. it turns out that I am entertained and that only applies at school. At home I do not talk much, I prefer to be in the room while listening to songs on my HP.

At night, my best friend halwan commented on my whatsapp status. halwan, initially he was a new student when I was in 7th grade. I with his one class, one class, but me and halwan are just ordinary friends and not so close. talk even when in class, it's just as necessary.

all night long I was content to tell you about what happened yesterday that caused me and Joseph to break up. Halwan gave me advice, encouraged me, not to keep remembering what happened last night.

to her day in class, I got together with my male friends, saying they wanted to listen to the story that caused me and Joseph to break up while telling stories, she said, my tears slowly came out I could not help it. My male friend at that time immediately strengthened me, he said

they said while laughing to comfort me.

some time later Joseph came and explained that he accidentally said something like. But I didn't listen, I left him alone outside the classroom. every day Yosef always gives me whatsapp messages that the contents always apologize and explain that he does not want to part with me. indeed I actually still want to be with him, at that time he still wanted to be with her, but I also confused my heart sometimes feel afraid of him. His attitude and words that were once rude to me make me sometimes afraid, angry, and hate to him. finally I consider her just an ordinary friend, but maybe not to joseph, she's like her keep trying to get me back.

at times like that I try to be better without yosef. I often joke with my friends in class.

indeed every day, me and Joseph rarely chat. I always communicate with halwan. halwan often listen to what I tell him. then he always gave me advice or sometimes he always encouraged me to keep smiling at school.