
Me and Halwan are always fine. Despite being a halwan, never understand what makes me like and dislike.
But even so she always made it easy for me to laugh. My life is very different now. Halwan, when at school he was not as familiar when in whatsapp. He doesn't talk much and seems always indifferent. I rarely greet each other with halwan.
Every night I call her, it makes me more comfortable with her. Halfman friends are good too, they can always make me laugh. That way, every night I feel there are always people who accompany me and I am never lonely.
One day, I heard the news that his girlfriend Yosef was going to change schools. At first I felt sorry for Joseph, just now he found his love he had to return the LDR with his girlfriend was. Although Joseph once made me hurt, I never had any hatred after that. Because he tried to make me happy. So at that moment, I felt sorry for him. All these days I saw joseph looking his he was fine. Even after her boyfriend moved, she was always in front of her class. Since then, I have been suspicious of Joseph. Something strange is going on with Joseph. He looked back at me with a look that looked so. I know what really happened to Joseph, although no one told me including Joseph he did not give me any message. At that time I did not ask anyone, that time it was just my feelings.
I went through my days with halwan, no matter what happened with the two of us, it was always fine.
Until then, Yosef choked me. He told me that he still wanted to be with me.
" What about Fika? kasian him, especially now he is far away there. do you have the heart? " my word in whatsapp message to yosef.
Seeing the treatment of Joseph like that, I finally knew that what I had suspected was true. And it's not just my feeling, but it's coming true.
I almost fell asleep in the past, I remember my happy moments with her. That means I am the same, not yet able to forget Joseph completely.
" No Joseph, I'm currently with the halwan. I won't let her down "say I meant to convince myself.
after we had a long argument, the chat finally stopped. I never communicated with Joseph again. Contact whatsapp me on yosef too, like he removed. Maybe this is best for me and for her so that we can both step on different paths in life.
I told the halwan about my problem and the joseph at that time. But fortunately, the halwan was never angry he always accepted yes because maybe he also knew about my relationship and joseph at that time. Eventually me and Halwan continued to have a relationship. And from that moment on, I lost contact with Joseph even though at school I always met him.