Love Time White Blue

Disconnecting

My relationship with Yosef is getting more and more tenuous.my attitude is getting cold and a little less care with him again. Because almost every night the debate in chat always happens.it's because if I am angry, if I am angry, it's because, Joseph was always angry.he always talked about how the struggle he got me. Indeed I used to be wrong to waste him. But what is appropriate, if the relationship only reveals to the past? and yes maybe I am also the one who continues to be brave to the taste.plus again with the stubborn Joseph.

3 months before my relationship with Joseph broke up, I was frank with him

" Yosef, I'm complaining. I don't know why your feelings are less. I'm afraid you're hurting, like I used to do upung. I don't want our relationship full of lies" I said via whatsapp.

" well that's okay, I'm used to your attitude.I will continue to try to restore the taste that once existed for me" Yosef said.

I said that to Joseph not because I had a third person or anything.Yosef's attitude seemed to tell me to leave. since last year when I had a fight with Joseph I have always wanted to end this relationship, but it can always be resolved and end well again.Yes, the more days Joseph improved to me, but my attitude these days is less sure of him, because every time he has a problem if completed at school Yosef always hits the classroom door, the wall, or he hits himself. that attitude that also made me afraid of him, Yosef was always reckless and never thought long. Until his fingers even there are scars tonjokan to the walls of his room. I knew it was my cause, because it was before anything happened that I decided I wanted to end my relationship with him.

the more days I know, that the attitude of Joseph is indeed rude.until one night when my relationship and Joseph had been 1 year more than 7 months. Joseph and I had a problem, and, at first I spoke well at that time, but over time Joseph might feel bored because the debate always happened.until finally came the words that are less worthy to say.

seeing a message from him like that at once I was shocked, I was afraid, I felt sick. I still can't believe he did that. until I couldn't talk to her that long, I cried, I was afraid of her.

a while later, there was a joint of my friend that.he called me from outside the house.When I came out, there was a yosef who was sitting in the motorcycle seat.

" Airini, here for a while" said the joint while waving his hand from the top of the motor with yosef, I said nothing and immediately left those who were outside the house.I was really hurt, seeing Joseph treat me as I was not a woman.

yosef sent me so many messages, he explained and apologized to me. But from that moment I felt afraid of him. I was disappointed when it was the man who became my reinforcement and made me fall. I finally decided not to continue this relationship, but Joseph said he would always fight for me until I could accept it again, like a mirror that has been cracked can not be re-formed.it will definitely still look scratch.