Love Time White Blue

1 First Month

At that time he and I were in touch. After 1 month I and Joseph together, which I remember that day was Saturday after school, yosef told me earlier that I had to wait for him at my school ballroom when I was going home. yes I rather forcedly waited for Joseph on the outskirts of the field with the company of my friends, isfi, hany, and nurmala.then came Joseph, Dhea, and helvina on a motorbike, I saw him bring a big shapeless gift. Joseph then gave it to me, I did not want me to refuse it. I think at that time too many items he gave. I refused while going to walk alone left them. but my friends blocked me, and Joseph forced me to accept it. With a heavy heart I received the gift.

" Thank you" I said to Yosef.

I saw Joseph's smile so wide, maybe he was happy.My friends also laughed to see me and Joseph.

on the way home I opened the gift, and meant that once it was opened, it would shrink and could be put in my school bag. after I opened it turns out the contents of a panda doll whose size is quite large.at that time the doll can not be put in the bag, I carry it by the way in tote. shame on his way home.

when I got home, I was confused about this doll.

" mama, I came home" I said as I opened the door.

" what did you bring? " said mama saw the doll I brought.

" it's a doll, a gift from my friend" I answered while keeping the doll on the porch and I immediately rushed to the room to change. it turned out that I thought I was wrong, my mom saw it then kept it and said

" no, from my friend.I didn't ask her at all" I replied a little scared.

" it's okay if you don't ask for it. maybe it's just giving. Thank you, you have to say that" said Mama while keeping the doll on the table.

hearing that, I was so relieved.

then I found out how Joseph could buy me the doll. Yosef asked me yesterday about my favorite color. maybe that's why Joseph gave me a panda doll in black and white said my friends Yosef asked Dhea, isfi, hany, and helvina to buy a doll to the doll shop. he said they were a bit troubled when buying and carrying the doll because of its rather large size. yesterday I began to suspect when I saw the WA snap belongs to them four. because they pick up dolls in a store, and Yosef put up a WA snap that says "Thank you Dhea, isfi, hany, helvina".

but I didn't ask him that, I was afraid of being wrong and I tried not to continue to be suspicious of them and maybe it was just a coincidence I thought.

I feel indebted and ashamed of them, they care deeply about what makes me happy.