Love Seasoning, 100% Halal

SABRINA 8'S

I sat in my room in a white dress given by Gus Salman's family. With a potluck of makeup, tonight is my last night as Abi's son.

After Mas Exel rejected me, I was crushed to the brink. I can do nothing but accept Gus Salman. It's not the right decision, but of course I don't want to embarrass my family for the umpteenth time.

I looked at my bruised face in the mirror. She wears Soflen and wears Eyeliner. Still can't hide my puffy eyes.

"Don't cry, Sabrina" Umi said as she hugged me

"It's Sabrina, Salman is the right guy" my aunt told me.

Yes, I reasoned that I was not convinced by Gus Salman. I can't say that I love Mas Exel, even if it's my brother. No one knew that I was begging Mas Exel for love. Ah, I don't know. I'm so sad right now.

"Saaahhh" Everyone cried out Sah

I cried in my arms, I am now someone else's wife. How hard my job is right now. Not only did I serve my wife's duty, but I also had to try hard to eliminate Mas Exel in my heart and mind. It's very difficult, but may God help me to stay in any situation.

Before long, a man came to my room. Umi and my aunt came out of my room, but didn't really come out. There are still many people who see me in the doorway. I could only look down, hiding my face which was definitely very ugly.

"Wear this Sabrina" the man gave me a white cloth, matching my hijab and shirt.

Turns out it's a "Here I put on. It will be in the photo soon"

He took the veil in my hand, and put it on. Since I kept my head down, he raised my chin.

"Don't be afraid Sabrina, don't cry anymore. We'll talk together later" said the voice very softly. Her lips also smiled .

The cheers of some of the boarding school confidants who were in front of my room still did not make my sadness decrease. What I have is my heart getting broken.

Gus Salman clasped my hand, then took me out of the room. It turned out that in front of my room there was already my nuclear family. We sat facing each other, and my uncle told Gus Salman to recite a prayer while touching my crown.

"Come on Sabrina, kiss your husband's hand" my abi said.

I momentarily looked at Gus Salman who was smiling, I grabbed his hand and kissed him.

Throughout the show I just kept quiet, didn't say anything. I sat down with Gus Salman. Although not on the stage. This is a marriage contract event, either when the reception I do not know. I do not think about it, in my mind at this time there is still a mas Exel.

It didn't feel like it was 11pm, one by one people came home. And my house is starting to get quiet.

I went to my room and opened the veil I was wearing. I immediately washed my face because it was very heavy.

"Sabrina, this is put in your room dear" Umi said as I just got out of the bathroom.

"Make your husband, who knows if he's hungry or thirsty tonight. So let's not get up in the kitchen either"

I did not answer anything, but immediately took a tray containing a pot of water and a plate with several cakes on top of it.

When I went into the house, I saw Gus Salman was already there opening his little suitcase.

"Isa's prayer?" Ask her

"Not yet" I answered briefly while placing a tray on the study table.

"Well, wait a minute, Sabrina. Take ablution first"

I just nodded, after which he came out of my room. I also took the initiative to hold two prayer mats. This is true, I have to keep trying to accept it, even though it hurts so much.