
For a week my heart has not calmed down, I have been staring at my phone screen hoping for a message or a phone call from Exel. Even this black flat object I carry with me everywhere, I really want to talk to him right now.
I called him and sent him a message, and as usual there was no response from Exel. Waiting for a message from Exel is nothing new to me. I'm used to the Exel mas coming and just disappearing. I'm sure Exel is very busy with work.
But now the situation is different, I heard the news that three plots of rice fields will be made the tahfidz house into the family of the Exel mas. I was dizzy thinking about it, so that it affected my memorization, I could not memorize it even one verse.
"Where are you from?" Ask me when Abi just came from the front.
"From uncle's house, baby." My abi sat next to me "You why Sabrina? Abi watch you like his fidgeting"
I guessed, Abi must have known about my change in attitude. No one knows me better than my Abi.
"No abi, Sabrina actually wants to eat... " Sabrina hung up her sentence, she wasn't good at lying, and it became like this eventually.
"What do you eat, dear? Say the same abi"
"Not so deh" Sabrina smiled stiffly "Oh yes, what's wrong at uncle's house?"
Abi instantly changed his expression as I asked the question.Ah, stupidly me. Abi must be suspicious by now.
"Iniloh, your Adam. Donations from donors are not enough to pay pak sarmin rice fields"
"Have you bought the rice field, bi?"
"Not yet, just in case. His word Exel has been here since yesterday"
deg deg deg
Already in the village, but why not phone. Usually if it is in the village, Exel slalu send a message or call him.
"Kasian mas Adam mu, just started his ordeal.if you can buy the rice field, the money to build it does not exist"
Sabrina quiet.
"Well, Abi wants to get ready first"
"Where are you going?" I asked very much.
"It's just a little later, dear Ashar. Let's take a shower too, not usually you haven't changed uniforms"
"Hehehe.. again mager, bi"
I went into the room too. I hugged the delicate and soft stuffed rabbit.
"I miss once mas, emmm" Sabrina hugged the doll tightly. Until Adzan's voice made Sabrina let go of her embrace.
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After the Asar prayer, I felt that my stomach hurt a lot. Maybe it's a sign I'm going to menstruate. I also immediately say goodbye to my aunt and mother to go home, those who have memorized it also allow me without asking.
I removed the white mucus I was wearing for prayer after entering my room. The rabbit doll was really very funny, so I was tempted to want to kiss and hug her.
When I just put my body on the bed, suddenly the sound of my phone rang. Sign incoming messages.
Rabbits
My eyes immediately glared, I also immediately moved to sit when I read there was a message from Mas Exel.
Sabrina, I need you to send me a picture of your ID.
I was confused by her request, why also ask for a photo of my ID card.
Chequling
Trust me, I am not the one who uses your ID card for online loans.
I laughed at her reading, she just spoke. Why he thinks up to all online loans.
Without further ado I sent her, for whatever reason, I just believed her.
Mas Exel is in the village, right?
I kept looking at my phone screen, it was fifteen minutes, but Exel didn't reply. Until Adzan Isya reverberated, with a slightly uneasy feeling I put my HP first, and performed Isya prayers.
Before I pray, I pray until my heart calms down. I don't want the affairs of the world to be carried away while I'm facing my God.
After praying, I recite and pray. After that I immediately lay on the mattress while holding my HP, I look at the screen while I unscrew my instagram, whatsapp, and Facebook. Before long, Mas Exel replied to my message. I quickly opened it.
Yes, if not tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow I will meet you.
I smiled happily reading her, even I jumped up, hehehe.. It's so beautiful to be in love, I thought. The beauty of this sense is not yet halal because I know that demons are also among me. Before her I had never felt this way in this love. Ever since that stuffed rabbit accompanied my sleep, Mas Exel has continued to be in my mind.
Where did you meet mas?
I've been waiting two hours for a reply from him, but in fact there's no reply. He disappeared again until I fell asleep while holding my HP. I even slept wearing my face.
In my sleep, I felt that someone was taking HP out of my hand. I immediately opened my eyes, retrieving the HP.
"People sabrina"
Abi's voice made me immediately deg an, fortunately I woke up, otherwise abi could read my message with Exel mas.
"Sorry, abi. Sabrina thinks there's a robber"
"You are here, there is something" Abi sat on the edge of my bed. I knew that he had entered my room before he went to sleep.
"You go to sleep, baby. The day after tomorrow I started the test" Abi stroked my head. I really feel like I got so much love and affection from her.
"Yes, bi" I smiled and took my stuffed rabbit for a hug.
"Let's go off the mukena first"
I let go of my face, folded it and kept it on top of here and there near the study table. Abi kissed my head as usual, then he put the blanket up to my chest, and went out of my room.
I saw on my phone no message from Exel. So I decided to continue my sleep. I'm sure Exel will not reply, maybe he was busy gathering with his family.