Love Seasoning, 100% Halal

SABRINA 7'S

Two months have passed, I still quietly did not give any answers to my abi and family. But, I heard that Ustadz Salman's family will be visiting my house again tomorrow.

Tonight is my chance to ask Mas Exel for clarity. Exel didn't call me at all, to be honest I was very sad.

After the prayer, I sat down on my desk chair. I looked at my phone screen, I read the last message I sent to Exel two months ago. The message is double-checked blue, alias already open but there is no answer below it.

I did, on purpose, not call or text him again. I want to know how Mas Exel told me. He didn't contact me, or just send me a message.

You could've said I'm the woman chasing the man. But, yes, this is how it is if love is already underlying it. I've been holding her for the last two months, but not anymore. I'll try to call her just once, and it turns out Exel directly raised her.

📞 Hello

📞Assalamualaikum, mas Exel

What a habit of this Exel mas, never say hello first

📞 Waalaikumsalam, what's up Sabrina?

Honestly confused what I was gonna say. But I will not buy any more time, tomorrow is not a long time.or maybe soon I will be called and forced to give an answer.

📞Sabrina want to ask, is Exel serious about Sabrina?

I bite my lower lip, it's very strange but yasudah, it's already gone. But Exel was silent, I spoke again meant to explain.

📞That is, if the Exel mas is seriously the same Sabrina. Lamar Sabrina this week, mas.

Oh.. Sabrina, you're really embarrassing yourself.

📞 Be honest, mas. After the events of land grants and expensive gifts from the Exel mas. Sabrina was gossiped about by many. Sabrina was ashamed, even abi forbade Sabrina to go to school.

📞 Then, you are not in school now?

📞No mas, Sabrina dropped out of school. Uncle Sabrina said this disgrace. That's the result if Sabrina goes to school outside. Finally got slandered.

📞 You must school Sabrina. Education is important

📞 Not possible, mas. Sabrina is already devastated by this time, and will be even more devastated when Sabrina marries someone else. Not with Exel

There is nothing wrong with declaring love, even Mother Khadijah RA also declared her cnta first to His Majesty Prophet Muhammad. Although the Exel mas is far away when compared with him, or even the Exel mas...

📞 Sabrina..

📞 Yes mas

📞 I can't, if I have to propose to you any time soon

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📞 I'm not ready, to get married

Destroyed, ruined my feelings.

📞 You are married only, if your parents already have a candidate for you

📞 My abi does not force me, mas. he still supports my decision, even though I want to marry Exel mas

I cried saying it all, Exel really let go of me. Just let me go, and he made me fall in love. It's been a long time, and my feelings have never turned away from her. I really love her, love her.

"Sorry Sabrina, I really can't"

I could do nothing but cry, not even a word that I could say my lips trembled. My body went limp so I fell on the bed.

"Dear Sabrina, what's wrong with you?" Abi suddenly came, directly approaching me

I stood up, sat down and hugged her. I shed all my cries in my Abi's arms, I couldn't speak, my lips were still trembling. All I can do is cry.

My abi stroked my head, while continuing to ask why I was crying.

"Darling, if you don't want to marry Salman. All right, abi's gonna turn her down"

"Dear Sabrina, don't cry. Abi feels like he's on a stab with a knife if you're like this"

"Darling, say the same abi. What makes you cry like this"

I just kept crying, wherever my phone went, whether it was disconnected or not I didn't care. I kept crying, long enough that everyone came to my room and was worried.

My cry grew hysterical, when everyone came and questioned me even when there were four to judge me.

But, my Abi immediately defended me. He even kicked everyone out of my room.

I cried for a long time, until my eyes were swollen and my head was dizzy, until I fell asleep in the lap of my abi, the man who had a face like mine and he was my first love.