LOVE OF ORDINARY MEN

Maaf

“So that? Oliv don't have any more stories to you, Bang? Suppose Nathan's behavior fitting they are still dating or what?” leon asked after listening to the story from Alzam.

The young man just nodded slowly. She once told Olivia that she did not want to know about her past. But when he heard the words of the wife directly, somehow suddenly there was a feeling of heat in his chest.

Moreover, seeing Olivia who cried when talking about her ex.

“Gue was once heard from Oliv, he said that you do not care about his past. You also accept that he is not virgin from the beginning. Then, why Oliv ngakuin fit to you if his ex is still chasing him, you even become a kek gini? Not that you also say that what matters to you, in Oliv's heart now there's only you, Bang? Is that just your bullshit?” ask Leon.

Alzam. He realized that what he was doing now had deviated from what he had told Olivia. Guilt soon spread to his heart. He recalled how difficult Olivia was when she was about to tell him all that earlier.

“That's not all, Bang. I have no right to disclose everything to you because this is Oliv's privacy. I know Oliv from a small cake. I know every single thing that ever happened to her. I know everything, Bang. But, I don't want to tell you because I appreciate Oliv."

“Gue just ask you to hold your words that you have said to Oliv. He's a porcupine cake. Strong on the outside, but fragile on the inside. It looks like a bar-bar, but if you look carefully, he's weak, Bang. He's not that strong."

“Oliv dared to ngakuin if Nathan was his ex who until now still chased him to you, it took a great fight. I asked him many times to be honest with you, because I thought you were different. But if you can not accept Oliv as it is, mending do not have to go up in wishful thinking he is higher if finally felled as well,” said Leon at length.

“I don't mean that, Yon. Is it natural that I am jealous? I never said I didn't care about his past. I also told him, want his ex to chase and ask for a return though, if in Oliv's heart there is only me, if his love only for me, that's enough. But, humanely not if I am angry when there is a man who ngarepin my wife? I know it sounds like all the words I've said to Oliv kek bullshit, but I also can't pretend I'm not sick ati, Yon,” Alzam argued.

“Gue knows and knows very well, Bang. It's also humane. It's strange that you're not jealous at all. All I ask is, do not over time diemin tuh son. Kian, Bang. Oliv needs you right now to ngadepin Nathan and his mom. Try to hold your ego, hold your emotions make horrifying everything until complete. Don't make the effort he made to be honest to you so in vain,” said Leon.

Alzam was silent. Even into the night, the young man remained silent, pondering the words spoken by Leon.

Until the briefing was quiet, and only a few young people remained there, Alzam seemed to still feel at home sitting in that place.

Were it not for the bajigur who was taking his glasses to come and rebuke the young man, Alzam would probably still have remained silent in place and was reluctant to go home.

“Mas Alzam not coming home? It's malem, Mas. Entar his wife nyariin you know,” said the bajigur.

“Hehe... Yes, Sir. This is going home too. Thanks for ingetin,” says Alzam.

What this father said. I was a husband. Family head. I shouldn't act like this every time there's a problem. Oliv must be waiting for me to come home. Maybe he's crying now. I must turn back, inner Alzam.

The young man then said goodbye to his other friends, who planned to spend the night there, considering they were all single.

Alzam drove off and headed home to his mother's house.

Once there, some of the lights in the house appear to be out. Only the front and side porch lights are still brightly lit.

Alzam grabbed the keys to his mother's house which he still holds today, and collected together the keys of his motorbike. He opened the door slowly, so as not to disturb the rest of the occupants, considering this was almost midnight.

He led his motorcycle into the house and locked the door again.

When he got to the door of his room, Alzam was seen standing for a moment, trying to adjust his breathing and pounding on his chest. He tried to calm himself down first, and dispose of the negative thoughts that had been taking hold since the afternoon.

Even the sentence istighfar many times he said to suppress his emotions, before meeting the wife who is currently alone in the room.

Alzam walked closer to the bed. In the dim light of the lamp coming from the side porch, he saw the wife who was lying sideways, turning her back to the door.

Olivia seemed to be asleep, but as Alzam got closer, she realized that the woman's body seemed to shake a sign that the wife was currently sobbing.

The young man then climbed onto the bed, and hugged the wife's body from behind, making Olivia instantly speechless by holding her breath.

Alzam buried his face in Olivia's nape, and increasingly tightened his embrace on the woman.

“I'm sorry, Liv. I've been to the guy brengs*k who is usually just bullshit doang,” said Alzam.

Olivia was still silent, though a bit of a frenzy was still heard clearly from Alzam's current position.

“Honestly, I'm angry, I'm jealous, I don't accept that there's another man who wants to call my wife, mine. I'm not willing,”.

The young man hugged Olivia and continued to hide in the thick hair of his wife.

Hearing the confession coming out of her husband's mouth, Olivia's chest tightened again.

“Sorry,” he said softly.

Alzam shook his head quickly.

“I should apologize, for not appreciating your efforts to be honest with me. Sorry yeah. I'm sorry you made you cry alone in this cup. Excuse me... Excuse me... Sorry...,” sahut Alzam.

He apologized many times, as if so sorry Alzam for shedding his wife's tears, just because of his jealousy of Nathan.

Alzam's apology made Olivia unable to hold back the rumble in her chest, and immediately made her eyes tear again.

Alzam hugged his wife's body more tightly, while occasionally peeping the top of her head.

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