Love of Muhallil

Why don't you recognize me

"Seven months have passed. In fact, my stomach is now growing. Every day I miss you. I desperately held on to stay alive, persevered and tried to encourage myself from the fragility of the heart that kept gnawing," Haya rubbed her large belly.

"Then you came again, but with a different destiny. Is this fair, tell me is this fair to me? Why are you here to add a wound to my heart?" Haya wiped her tears rough. Hehheh then chuckles to imagine his life is not as beautiful as the story of the land of dogeng.

"Didn't you love me only one. Then why are you with him now.do you know, that I feel hurt and broken, even more broken than the news of your departure."

"Let me be angry, want me to come and beat you up because of the pain in my heart. So that I may be willing, that I may be satisfied. But I still can't be sincere about all this, why are you evil, why is it so hard to do this to me, ma'am?"

Huhuhuhu

Haya was crying in the corner of the room, the room where Ahmad Faiz was there.

"I'm still holding out for you, mas. I'm still here to wait for your return. But, you broke my heart, "Haya squeezed the tip of the veil, channeling the growing pain with************not innocent hijab.

Huhuhuhu

"Seven more months you left me, and I still love you. How stupid am I? I am still loyal and hope you come to me. But, why did you come to my life again, but with a different storyline. Is this like a reincarnation novel, a story of a man who had to come back to life just to repay my karma. But, this is too fast and impossible!"

Arkhc..

Pyars..

Haya throws premium powder that he bought a few weeks ago, the price of powder is below a hundred thousand, even a hundred thousand can get a few pcs.

"Yes Allah... " Haya screams heartbreakingly.

Haya kowtowed and wept as he hiccupped, there was a pain that continued to scrape his heart, for seven months Haya struggled to stay alive in solitude.

With a salary of four million, with so many necessities of life. Haya must give Attar a decent life, even baby equipment Haya made by himself with the rest of the cloth sewing in his place of work.

niko has repeatedly offered to help but not once has Haya accepted. Haya does not want to accept help for free, Haya wants to learn to be a strong woman, independent woman.

"Geek____!" Bik Pina who was carrying Attar in a state of sleep, laid Attar on the bed contest, then approached Haya who prostrated in a hiccup.

"Astagfirullahaladzim... Why are you?" Bik Pina hugged Haya who was stunned in grief.

"I saw Faiz mas, bik. I saw it," wirih Haya rose to lean her head on the lap of Bik Pina.

"Ahmad Faiz, O Allah Haya Istighfar, Haya. Ahmad Faiz has been gone a long time, maybe you are hallucinating. It is only your illusion because you are in a two-bodied state. Calm your mind, Haya. You should be able to control your mind." bik Pina gently rubbed Haya's head.

"No bik, I didn't see wrong. It was Faiz. That's Faiz mas, bik. I saw it," Haya convinced Bik Pina.

Bik Pina took a deep breath, probably because Haya's gestational age had already entered the final trimester, making her mind turn sensitive and hopeful which made her heart happy.

"I really saw her bik, it was Faiz mas. I couldn't have mistakenly recognized my own husband."

"Mas Faiz_____!" Huhuhu Haya back sobbing.

Bik Pina rubbed Haya's head, then rubbed Haya's distended stomach. There was a deep sense of sadness in Pina's heart, as her hands felt a small kick from inside Haya's stomach.

The trials that Haya had to face, were indeed very extraordinary, only the chosen woman was able to undergo such a heavy ordeal.

Although stumbling, walking with legs dragged and even walking on all fours, Haya still tried to struggle to continue living. Haya remained on the stand to be a person who is progressing in goodness.

Talak three times by Niko, Haya's first husband and then married Ahmad Faiz with the wrong mission. Then slowly began to fall in love with Ahmad Faiz with so many trials, when love was avenged and contained the fruit of love, Ahmad Faiz vanished in the tragedy of the collapse of his bridge building.

That weight is heavy!

You're the great lady Haya!

"Later in the afternoon, Mr. Niko will pick up Attar and aunt. Do you want to come with us Haya, auntie can't leave you alone?"

Bik Pina was really worried to see Haya down. What if Haya needs help, while in this house there is no one. What if something happens with Haya, Bik Pina is very worried. I want to feel like Pina asked permission to continue with Haya, but surely Niko would not allow it.

Ms. Malik is still in treatment, Bik Pina hopes her mother can recover soon, and can come to accompany Haya.

Hem..

Bik Pina looked at Haya's face, an ayu face and full of shade, but the face was now so sweet and paled.

"I'm fine bik, tomorrow is indeed the ration mas Niko with Attar. I'll be fine at home. Auntie don't worry!" Haya realizes the look to worry on the face of Bik Pina.

"What should I do to help, Haya?" Bik Pina continued to look for solutions in an erratic mind.

Tok...

"Who's the bik who visited our house?" Haya got up from the lap of Bik Pina, and sat down leaning on the edge of the bed.

His hand rubbed Attar's cheek, not felt now Attar was three years old. Even Attar's face has now shown to his looks. Haya hopes that Attar doesn't have the same nature as Niko.

Attar has talked a lot! Haya smiled realizing her son had now invited her to chat.

"Assynoltom..." The voice of the person behind the main door.

"What Mr. Niko has come. But it is impossible, it is too early to pick us up," Pina stood up from a sitting position and approached the main door that was knocked from the outside.

"O Allah, Mba, Alhamdulillah mba is healthy again." Bik Pina was so cheerful to welcome the arrival of Ms. Malik who already looked fresh.

Ms. Malik hugged Bik Pina with a feeling of pleasure and happiness.

"Alhamdulillah Pina, mba is healthy and still given a blessed age so that you can visit you. This is thanks to the prayers of all of you" explained Ms. Malik.

"Oh my God, I'm so happy, mba."

Once again Bik Pina hugged Ma Malik with a very happy feeling.

"Bi___!" Nahla shakes and kisses Pina's bik hand.

"How are you, Nahla?" Tanya Bik Pina greeted Nahla who looked much prettier.

"Thank God be good, bik."

"Let's go in, come on?" bik Pina rested Bu Malik's hand on the wooden chair in the living room, the room was still the same, nothing changed in the slightest.

"Who, bik?" Haya comes out with a robe that accentuates her distended stomach.

Madam Malik immediately grabbed Haya in awe.

Huhuhuhu

Huhuhi

Huhuhuhu

"Paya... Dear God, I'm glad you're still getting a chance to see you again. Praise be to Allah," Ma'am Malik kissed Haya with a sense of haru.

Haya was carried away, crying with sobbing.

"I'm happy, Mom, thank God you are given health and healing. Thank you God."

"Mba, Haya." Nahla hugged Haya and rubbed Haya's stomach.

"Mom, look Mba Haya's stomach is big and soon the baby will be present in our midst" Nahla was so happy to wipe Haya's stomach. it seemed like the baby inside Haya's stomach was welcoming their arrival.

There was a happy cry.

"Mom always pray for your health and the baby you bear Haya. I always pray to be given a long life so that I can care for and hold my grandchildren."

Haya hugged Malik, who was so sad and happy.

"Where is Attar, mba?" nahla exclaims looking for Attar's unseen whereabouts.

"There's in the room, Attar is sleeping." replied Bik Pina, Nahla also immediately approached Attar in the room.

"It's a gift for you" Malik lifted the cardboard and opened it, lots of snacks and some new clothes for Haya, baby clothes and Attar clothes."

"Mr didn't come, Mum?" Haya realizes not to follow Mr. Malik.

"Father can't come, if you come, what about the cows in the stable."

"But you could come?" sahut Haya was disappointed because Mr. Malik could not come to see him.

"Don't be sad dong, later if the cow has been there guard, surely the father follows here. Then you want to sell some cows, so wait for payment first."

"Why is it sold?" Haya asked.

"The father of the same mother did take the initiative to buy cows from the coffee harvest.The plan is that the cows will be in the livestock for your labor costs and the education costs of the future grandchildren of the mother. Mom is old, and so is dad. One day, we also want to go Hajj, we've signed up."

Haya looked down inside.

"Don't worry, not everything is sold. only two tails are sold, there used to be someone who wants to take care of, now the person who takes care of it is a hassle, it is a hassle, maybe in a week or two the shepherd will take care of the cows again, and you can come here soon."

"We want to accompany you, during the delivery process later" Imbuh Bu Malik.

"Faiz should be by your side at times like that. Mother huhuhh" again Ma Malik sobbed bitterly.

Hoot

Hoot

Bik Pina rubbed Miss Malik's back, there was obviously pain in Ms. Malik's heart.

"It's mba, if only this, then what about Haya?" Bik Pina's advice is to try to strengthen Ms. Malik.

Then slowly Ma Malik wiped his tears, and smiled widely.

There is great sadness, Malik must be strong, how to strengthen Haya if she herself is weak.