
After returning from the office Haya immediately took Attar and played with Attar. Tired of being wracked, instantly vanished when he saw Attar's cheerful smile.The cure of being tired was Attar's smile.
Several times Attar said such adorable sentences. Haya's heart was like being torn into pieces, when a memory flashed back in memory.The reality that Haya denied was a reality.
How could a child as young as Attar be a victim of his parents' divorce? Really Haya's heart was sliced back, selfish that's the right sentence.
That was Niko's attitude, whenever there was a problem, the word talak would easily come out of her mouth. Sometimes even hit Haya's face, but love has blinded Haya's eyes, until Haya thinks that's Love, people will appreciate Love in many Attitudes.
Love is so, even though it has been disappointed, never hurt, even in a slaughter. Haya's love will always be intact for Niko. No matter how often Haya held back from being disappointed.
Niko says the first talaq, when Haya goes to her parents' house for a week. Though Haya has asked permission, that will see the father who has been sad death and accompany him in the remnants of his age.
Haya is the only child. It is clear that the father is expecting the presence of Haya, when the father feels helpless.
Not long after the father died, Haya was very hit. Niko comes to the funeral of the in-laws, but soon Niko has an important meeting abroad and needs to leave immediately. Until Haya accompanies the mother in a week.
Haya knows and Haya understands, at this time the mother is so devastated over the death of her great and wise father.
a relative brought Haya back home, when Niko had returned home from meeting duties abroad. But Niko's response changes when she sees Haya thanking her with a sweet smile, Niko's heart burns with jealousy. Anger overpowers Niko.
When Haya entered the house, Niko immediately filed charges for the sake of accusations. Niko lay down curses and harsh sentences. Haya's heart crumbled dimly to get an accusation that is not true. Haya denied that Niko's allegations were untrue.
Haya felt disappointed by Niko's original attitude when talking, when the great debate was the word Talak spoken for the first time. Though at that time Haya was pregnant with their first child who was none other than Attar their baby.
"Yes Allah___" Haya wiped away the tears that suddenly fell on the eyes. And now Haya has no more comfortable place, because the two people Haya loves, namely Father and Mother Haya have left this world
The sound of the car was heard. Haya immediately wiped away the tears that were still left on her tapered cheeks. Despite being disappointed, Haya insisted on being okay.
Niko immediately approached Haya and Attar who were playing in the living room. Niko immediately held Attar and asked him to joke until Attar's laughter sounded so clear.
"How can this happiness be over soon? I really won't be able to!" Haya. With eyes watching Niko and Attar playing.
"Mas, have you eaten? Better eat first?" Haya passed by to help make Pina prepare dinner.
"No need! I ate at the office. There was an important meeting, and it just happened to be a meeting at a restaurant, so I already ate there. You eat if you haven't eaten, let me take care of Attar."
"Well," Haya stepped foot into the dining room. Hollow and quiet then Haya called Pina's bik.
"Bibik___" Call Haya.
Bik Pina immediately approached Haya.
"What's up, Mom?"
"Babies eat?"
"Had Ma'am, just after the Maghrib the bibik ate, it was the bibik fasting so Bibik was hungry from earlier."
Haya stared at the clock on the wall, sure enough it was already nine at night. It's too late for dinner.
"I don't eat a bik. Please take care of it, I'm gonna take a break."
Bik Pina also stepped foot closer to the dining table, starting to save the food that was cooked by Mila.
"If you don't eat, you'll get sick. You have heartburn, let's eat even a little" pinta bik Pina.
"Although not hungry should be forced Mom. If we don't take care of our diet, then who else? What mom doesn't like, if Attar is sad because mom is sick. You should always be healthy."
Haya's eyes dewy remembered by the advice that was always echoed by the mother when she was lazy to eat.
The mother will always force her until Haya really wants to eat.
"Come on, Mom, is this delicious?" the Bik Pina.
At the end, Haya wanted to eat a little rice provided by Bik Pina. Even though only a little at least his stomach is not completely empty.
After eating Haya met Niko and Attar in the room and Attar was asleep.
"Attar's asleep, mas?" Haya approaching.
"It." Niko answered while taking off her shirt and throwing it in any direction.
Haya also sat on the edge of the bed while rubbing the child's padlocked cheeks in the baby box.
"So the child who is a pinter yes dear, dear mother Attar," said Haya and almost cried when remembering Niko's words last night.
"What the hell!" Lirih Haya, when Niko's burly hand fumbled.
"I want!" Niko's whisper in Haya's ear. Haya initially refused, but Niko who forced and continued fishing eventually Haya melt away.
Haya's heart refuses but Haya's brain responds and wants her.
Until the husband and wife relationship occurs*****
Haya stepped foot into the bathroom and wander her body using the shower.
Hoping the pain will fall along with the rushing water that wails his body. But all that is nil and a real impossibility.
For a long time Haya flushed the body until it began to feel cold and shiver. Finally Haya came out and ended her shower.
Haya looked up at the top of the bed, looking like a handsome, white and well-built man lying there.
The man who three years ago had said kabul ijab for her.
The man Haya loved the most, the man Haya admired the most, and Haya was proud.
Haya really can not imagine life without the man who holds the title of seuami.
Haya again approached Niko who was already asleep, in her swab gently the top of Niko's head with mixed feelings.
"I love you, mas!" Lirih Haya with a hiccup.
Niko took Haya's body and hugged her, so that Haya would sleep in her arms, a decapitation that used to make her comfortable but now feels different.
There is love, there is fear of sin, there is worry and there are all kinds of things being one.
Haya is asleep in bed with Niko at the side that holds her body.