Love of Muhallil
The Arrival of Nahla
"In, believe there will be ease behind difficulties. Believe that God loves Him so much."
"Why does God love me by testing me like this? It feels heavy, and I can barely afford it anymore. I'm really fragile?" Haya felt helpless.
"God wants to know the quality of faith in Haya. The more the test of a heavy servant, the more he will be lifted up by God's side. If God gives a smooth life and in accordance with what Haya wants. Is dik Haya can guarantee you will not forget to always be grateful?"
"But it feels heavy, mas!" Haya still felt weak.
"Trust Allah to test in Haya, for Allah knows that Haya is capable. Patience and sincerity, dik. There will be a lot of wisdom behind the test that must be tried by Dik Haya," Ahmad Faiz smiled cheeringly.
Hiks____hiks____
Haya hugged Ahmad Faiz while sobbing. Haya no longer knows, which will bring a fragile heart to lean on for comfort, other than Ahmad Faiz.
Is not a socialite friend during life with Niko first, will only look at the quality of property. If they only knew Haya was living like this, it would be impossible for them to be friends with Haya. In fact, maybe they will look at Haya just one eye no matter what.
Haya felt increasingly sad, when he realized that the person who would always be there when he was fragile and destroyed had gone back to the lap of the Divine Robbi. Well, both of Haya's parents are already happy in God's heaven. Haya has completely lost the jewel of the heart.
Even the one who Haya believes in and Haya puja, Niko. Now he cheated on her, made her cry, made her sad, made her suffer.
"Mas don't leave, me?" Lirih Haya in between her sobbing while tightening the hug. There was a sense of worry if only, everyone that Haya dear would be gone from her life.
Ahmad Faiz still rubbed Haya's back to give her energy. In order for Haya to be much stronger and stronger in the face of all the problems created, Ahmad Faiz closed his eyes feeling that this test felt heavier, than what he imagined.Maybe verbally say, be patient. but patience is an amazing thing.
"You promised!" Lirih Haya again. Requesting an answer from Ahmad Faiz.
"Salays, brother. If God permits, God willing we will always be with fii Din wal endoh."
"Thank you, my. Mas a good person, mas not angry when you know me, and mas Niko tried to take advantage of the goodness of mas. Mas, a good person, because I want to accept all my shortcomings. Thanks again, and again, I apologize, I'm sorry, am I sorry?" Sesal Haya's.
"Mas is not a good man, brother. Mas is also just an ordinary man who is much wrong and khilaf. It's just that maybe God covers all the disgrace mas.so, dik Haya do not know the ulcer mas."
"But to me, mas is like a living angel. I love Faiz, and I promise I will learn to accept all the shortcomings and advantages of Faiz. I will learn to be a good woman, and I will learn to love Faiz unconditionally," Haya looked at Faiz's eyes which were so soothing, Haya said solemnly.
Haya hugged Ahmad Faiz so comfortably. For almost a month they were together and during that time the seeds of love began to grow, over time the growing flowers were always watered by affection and attention. love is strong and strengthens each other.
Kisa's an ambitious marriage. Then, how's the law? clearly, from the beginning of marriage, Ahmad Faiz intended to marry for worship.not because of anything else. Ahmad Faiz's intentions are very good.so, what is the fate of Haya and Faiz's marriage? it is still legitimate again.
Indeed, Ahmad Faiz understood, that there are some scholars who forbid Muhallil's marriage because the intention of this marriage is still debated.
even the Prophet did not like this kind of marriage. Because the purpose of married people is to achieve happiness. Sakinah, warohmah. If the marriage is in a landmass with such intentions, it is clearly against the legal pillars of the marriage.
But, it all goes back to what guidelines we hold. If his intentions are good, for being Muhallil for the sake of saving a household from destruction.Be sincere, there may be special points from it.
Ahmad Faiz took a deep breath.
"May God always guard our hearts, minds and bodies from evil deeds, sis."
"Aamiin___," Reply Haya sure.
Ahmad Faiz and Haya also rest a tired body. The mind is drained by sleeping, maybe after waking up the body will get fit again and the heart is a little better.
Haya always looked at Ahmad Faiz's face with a gaze full of Love. Ahmad Faiz was already asleep, and was probably traveling to dreamland. Haya still faithfully looked at that soothing face carefully.
"Sometimes love is weird. Love comes too late and I can't imagine that last love exists. Niko was my first love, but Faiz was my last love. There will be no new husband in my life. I won't!" Haya muttered softly while holding Ahmad Faiz's hand full of love.
Haya thinks he will continue fighting for Attar's custody. Moreover, Evan has provided assistance in the form of spirit and full support, so that Haya can get the rights that have been seized by Niko.
"God's good move has sent someone to help me in trouble. I'm sure I can get together again with Attar!"
"Although this is too late, but maybe this is how God gives life experience. There will be many meanings that I can take from this matter," Haya smiled full of bitterness.
Geck... Geck...
"Assalamualaikum____?" The voice of a woman from behind the main door, made Haya's guts shriek, fear present in Haya's heart that had just started to improve.
"Who is knocking at the door. What is a ghost, but the time of ghosts say hello," Haya guessed and reluctantly opened the door. In addition to fear, Haya also worried that it was just the act of a prankster, or maybe even a robber.
Robber, Haya almost laughed out loud at the thought of robbers. What to take from their simple home. There are no valuables, except the life of the creator.
Tok____tok___
Tok____tok___
"Assalamualaikum___?" The voice of the people saying greetings was heard again. Haya answered the greeting quietly but did not dare to open the door. Haya woke up about to see from the gap, who are the people who met in front of his house these nights.
If he woke up Ahmad Faiz, Haya felt pity not bear. Let the husband wander into the dream, do not be distracted let alone disturbed Haya know if Ahmad Faiz is so tired and tired.
"I'm sorry, I made you come in and participate in the chaos of my former household" Haya looked at Ahmad Faiz's radiant face again.
Drt.....
Haya glanced at Ahmad Faiz's vibrating cell phone. Vibration sound indicating an incoming call. Haya also approached the phone.
Nahla________
There's Nahla's name, right there.
"Well these nights, Nahla called?" muttered haya worriedly, then pressed the answer button. Afraid something important.
"Hallo____, Assalamualaikum and Faiz?" Nahla's voice sounded heavy on the other end of the phone.
"Greetings," answered Haya quickly.
"Mba Haya, huh?" lirih Nahla quivered.
"Yes.what's up, Nahla, why are the nights calling?" Tanya Haya was worried.
"Mba can ask for help opening the door in front, I'm already in front of the house mba."
"Seriously you, Nahla!" Haya was really surprised not to get stuck.
"Yes, mba." Nahla replied seriously.
Haya turned off the phone and rushed out of the room to the main door. Curiosity and no way Nahla can reach her residence, enveloped the mind of Haya at that time.
Click___
"Camba Haya____!" Nahla showed a sad face and immediately hugged Haya so tightly.
"Come in?" Take Haya while bringing Nahla's backpack into the living room.Nahla's hand is held up to the living room by Haya.
"Sit down!" Haya tells Nahla to sit down, while Haya prepares warm tea for Nahla. Haya believes Nahla must be tired after a fairly long journey from the village to the city, where Haya and Ahmad Faiz live now.
Nahla looked to the right and left. A simple house with only two people and different sexes. Had it been her and her husband's house, Nahla would have been the luckiest woman. But unfortunately hope is not as beautiful as reality, no matter how hard Nahla tries, but the fate that streaked soul mate says another.
Nahla has always liked Ahmad Faiz, but not a single bit, Ahmad Faiz has responded to Nahla's deep feelings. How foolish Nahla is to save love for Ahmad Faiz, even Nahla does not let anyone know about her feelings.
Whether until when Nahla will hold a taste for Ahmad Faiz, which clearly Nahla will always save her. No matter if Ahmad Faiz is married now, that is how love sometimes does not fit the logic.
Nahla let out a long sigh, while straightening her legs neutralizing the aching and tired feeling of being a few hours on the bus, moving to a taxi to meet the home address that Ahmad Faiz had once given.
A few months ago before Ahmad Faiz married Haya. Ahmad Faiz once gave the address of his home in the city to Nahla.
Nahla used to think that this house would be his and Ahmad Faiz's, but it really wasn't!
Not her who lives here but another woman, pathetic no..!
"Mba Khadijah, I'm sorry, I still love your husband. However, Faiz is still not my soul mate. In fact, from the past until now, I was not given the opportunity to live with Faiz. Not a bit." Nahla murmured while kneading feet that felt sore and heart ache.
"It's weird, I come to the house of the person I love," Inner Nahla smiled pias.
NB: In this chapter sorry if there are many mistakes about the explanation of Muhallil's marriage.because, the science of religion is still shallow and needs to learn again. I, as a writer, take advice and advice from friends of all..
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Greetings to all of you.
