Love of Muhallil

The deep disappointment

An old motorbike drove Haya to his place for fortune, in a simple store Haya struggled to get the coffers of Rupiah.

"Mas, go first yes, brother. I'm sorry I couldn't help opening a shop, I was afraid I was late for work" Ahmad Faiz said, staring at Haya with a heart of pity.

"Yes, it's okay." Haya kissed Ahmad Faiz's hand with reverence.

"Be careful, it works, on the road also be careful. Remember I always miss you, mas." Haya's message as Ahmad Faiz started to drive the bike. Ahmad Faiz blushed in embarrassment, normalizing his hands as a sign of being ready.

Haya saw Ahmad Faiz driving forward and slowly until he was no longer seen. Haya smiled with hope.

"god take care of my husband always, he's a good man. I love her because of you O God." Haya's inner smile with a knot that beautifully brightly decorated her face.

"Geek____!" The voice of someone stopped Haya's footsteps to head for the shop door.

"Mas, Niko." Haya was so shocked when she saw Niko coming. Not me, this guy who always misses. This man did not bring calm. This man was not calm. But now why has it changed. As if the arrival of this man was such a terrible thing for Haya, his arrival was not longed for anymore.

Why was the feeling of disappointment so widespread that it was able to wrap Haya's heart darkened. Selfish and rude attitude is clearly drawn on the face of the man who berbag Haya's ex-husband.

had Niko not done so, perhaps none of this would have been possible. But, rice has become rice, used only, want to be fried or made into krupuk ingredients, or langsumg in eating only delicious.

Niko fell silent staring at the face of ayu Haya wrapped in a maroon hijab complete with matching colored gowns. Not glamor, not menor, but looks elegant and charming, Haya's face beaming attracts Niko.

Niko swallows the urge to see the body that Haya packs with the robe. Niko wants to see the face of ayu Haya without a hijab, Niko is eager to see the smile of the old Haya, really Niko misses the old Haya.

The sweet, cheerful Haya, the always-carrying Haya, and the Haya who will answer everything that feels is not right.

Ever since taking the decision they made, Niko had never seen a carefree smile on the face of ayu Haya. Haya always stared and displayed a face of disappointment at Niko.

Even Haya did not say quietly, always wearing a high volume and a face that expressed disappointment.

"What's wrapped up is much more tempting!" noda Niko, and turned her face away, after Haya stared nyalang at Niko's face.

"How are you, Haya?" niko asked as she stood up and reached out, hoping that Haya would touch her fingers.

"For what mas Niko asked my news. while mas Niko never cared about my news, it was his reality. No, it is clear that I am suffering. I'm suffering because it's Niko who made it, satisfied!"

Haya's words, made Niko want to laugh and get angry simultaneously.

"Haya____, please can you be calm down when you talk to me. You can say softly when you talk to Ahmad Faiz, then with me why are you sniffing?"

"Don't touch me____!" Haya pushes Niko's hand away from Haya's beautiful fingers, as Niko tries to hold Haya's fingers, but Haya resists firmly and loudly.

"I just miss you, I want to know how you are Haya? My life's been a mess ever since you completely walked out of my life. Please Haya don't act like this" lamented Niko.

"A man's longing for a woman. Moreover, that woman is not lawful to you, never dare you touch her, mas."

Niko looked into Haya's eyes, Haya's words were clearly different, very different.

Where Haya who used to always say sweet, Haya who always pleases Niko, Haya who never refused Niko's orders, Niko, even her stupid rank received orders from Niko to marry Muhallil which they chose Ahmad Faiz.

Niko is inexhaustible with Haya's rapid change, and Haya is completely different from the Haya that Niko used to know. Really different!

"Haya please come back to me? I promise I'll change. I won't be rude. I'll keep my mouth shut Haya, please think about this unilateral decision you took. Haya please think of this broken heart," pinta Niko with eyes holding pain.

"Why Haya, what has that man done to you. To the extent that you can forget me this fast, try to remember how many memories we went through together, Haya? no, you remember it Haya."

"There's nothing that Faiz did. Mas Faiz did what he was supposed to do. Mas Faiz is a good and sincere man, that is the reason why I stopped our evil mission, I do not want to hurt Faiz too far____, we are wrong mas. We're wrong!" press Haya on Niko.

"Well, nice and sincere man you said. Where is a sincere man with no ulterior purpose, tell me have you done that with Ahmad Faiz?" Niko looked into Haya's eyes with trembling lips.

"Why do you ask other people's personal matters, let alone our household affairs, would mas Faiz do it or not, it is not at all Niko's business. It's not Niko's business at all!" once again, Haya asserted.

"I'm just making sure that Ahmad Faiz is a normal guy. Kan, kasian you if you are tormented for not getting an inner living from your husband Haya. Remember when we did our first night Haya? Did you forget all that?"

Haya snorted, a glimpse of anger clearly visible on the flushed cheeks holding back the anger of wanting to explode. Niko was always selfish and wanted to be right on her own.

"Yes.why are you silent. I know for a fact that Ahmad Faiz hasn't touched you. I know Ahmad Faiz is afraid of losing you. Ahmad Faiz thought you were going to leave after you had that relationship.Look at your Muhallil husband who you said was sincere, you said sincere, sincere is willing to sacrifice love so that the loved one is happy instead of reining in it tightly. And hold it all this time."

"You know what you are about love mas. Sorry do not equate mas Niko with mas Faiz. Obviously you are different! I admit that Niko is a great elaki with an amazing career and life. While Faiz man full of wisdom, sincerity, his goodness without limits."

"Geek____!" Niko hugged Haya. Niko did not want to hear Haya continue to defend and glorify the name Ahmad Faiz. really Niko did not accept.

Haya also thrashed, releasing hugs even a hard slap Haya lay on Niko's cheek.

Plaque...

This is the first time Haya dared to slap Niko, before her Haya did not dare to do that, but this time Haya actually did her.

Niko's eyes reddened, the look of a sharp eye was able to penetrate the wall of worry Haya. Niko's face showed such deep anger, that Niko's lips seemed to tremble.

"Sorry mas, mas Niko is very disrespectful.I am a wife of people, another one even mas Faiz as my husband who is religiously legitimate, do not behave rudely by forcing me like this." pekik Haya and ran away towards the clothing store. There was a tight squeeze in Haya's heart.

"One more, you evil mas! you're trying to separate the relationship between me and Attar. You dholim with me, you brought Attar to Singapore and this time you brought Attar to Australia. You are really evil, but I will not give up mas, I will take Attar from you!"

"You'll lose everything, everything!" Shouted Haya and passed without looking back again.

There will be many more sentences if Haya chooses to remain silent in place to serve Niko's request, Haya chose to run and go away.

She went into the store and cried there. Haya can not hide the pain still left there, even a name that many people say is Love, there may still be a rest to just shelter.

the rest of Love for Niko is still there, even though it only lives like flying cotton. Haya is sure the cotton of love will surely disappear as time goes by. Everything will fade and disappear.

Haya realized that the more Niko behaved, the more confident Haya was in her decision to officially marry Ahmad Faiz.

After everything was sorted out later, Haya promised to legalize her relationship, and Haya promised to be a full-fledged wife to Ahmad Faiz.

Haya wants Niko to feel pain with the life choices Haya makes. Haya wants Niko to realize that her attitude has been selfish and hurt Haya and Attar.

But the direction never came in Niko's life. Why is Niko's heart and feelings as hard as a rock. why can't Niko weigh and reflect on her attitude and behavior so far?

Why is Niko unconscious because of her selfish attitude is Haya often crying and sad. Haya only wants Niko to regret making Haya cry without Niko's own conscience, but that hope is just a meaningless dream.

Niko is Niko, Niko will always be tough like that. I don't know until when, Haya hopes Niko can reflect on her mistakes.