Love of Muhallil

Don't leave me

"mba Haya___," Nahla rubbed Haya's wet cheeks. Even when Haya was closed, the tears still escaped from both Haya's neutrals.

Indeed Nahla also felt pain, pain that was more painful than knowing Ahmad Fais had married Haya.

If Ahmad Faiz is married to Haya, at least Nahla can still see Ahmad Faiz happy. If this is the case, Nahla's heart is broken, as broken as it is.

"Mba.. patient huh?" nahla's eyes are dewy, puffy and almost swollen.

Haya turned his head to the side, there was Madam Malik who was crying on the lap of Mr. Malik.

"Astagfirullahaladzim's chat... " Lirih Nahla softly. hope Haya hears and follows the voice of Nahla .

"Astagfirullahaladzim.." Nahla said she hoped that Haya would accept every line that God had set.

Nahla was really sad, seeing Haya's condition like that. What a broken heart Haya, so that her speech was tightly closed there was no sound. Only tears kept flowing from both eyes that were like staring blankly.

"Astagfirullahaladzim" once again Nahla tried, but Haya was still silent. His eyes looked up in pain.

"Mba Haya must be patient. Maybe this is the path we have to go through, we have to pray a lot and surrender," Nahla rubbed Haya's arm with sincerity.

The tears escaped again.

Nahla wiped her own tears, then tried hard.

"Mh... " Nahla tries to get Haya to talk.

Malik got up from the lap of Mr. Malik, then leaned on a wooden chair.

Mrs Malik's eyes glared far away, there was a deep sadness.

"Haya, pray a lot, son. Whatever the conditions and circumstances of Faiz now, hopefully that's the best" Mr. Malik wiped the tears of Haya who continued to grow and flow without pause.

"You know, it's not easy. It hurts a lot, but it's God's destiny, son. We must learn to sincerely and steadfastly accept the message of destiny."

"The father was devastated, the father was very sad, but we must be strong and strong. Crying too much is not recommended. Because it's not good."

"Paya... " Malik rubbed Haya's head.

Astagfirullahaladzim apos...

Mr. Malik looked at Nahla, clearly Mr. Malik's eyes were full of worry for Haya. Haya did not respond to Mr. Malik's words.

Only a clear circle continued to flow from the corner of his eye.

"Istighfar Haya" exclaimed Ms. Malik with a typical mother's cry.

"Istighfar, O Allah...." Hiks.hiks..

"No... No. gabe... This is impossible. Don't say anything else, I don't want to hear anything anymore" said Haya, her eyes staring at Nahla, but it was a blank stare.

"Mba___!" Nahla panicked to find Haya very sad.

"Mas Faiz can't go, can he?" Emphasis-filled questions. I want answers, yes.

Say it!

"No, I'm not evil, I learned good. I'm not gonna say it out loud anymore."

"Please tell me Nahla, that Faiz's mas is not going," Haya lowered her head and held her chest. Patting the chest repeatedly.

Hahahah

"Mas Faiz_____!" Haya banging on the bed.

"Yes Allah mba, Istighfar mba. How is this father?" Nahla was so panicked to see Haya who was not careless, Haya looked so poignant and pitiful.

Mata Nahla hopes Mr. Malik helps her. Mr. Malik rubbed the head of Haya, then recited the holy verses of the Qur'an hoping that Haya would find peace.

Hearts that are tired and difficult, will be given breadth so that patience occupies the heart of Haya. Don't constrict yourself by not accepting the qoda and qodar from Allah.

"No, no, no" cried Haya with her cry.

"Don't take him away from me, God!" haya's eyes were really swollen could not stop the crying.

"Patience, haya." Ms. Malik hugged Haya and Mr. Malik, they cried together.

Nahla sat in the chair imagining, event after event, this sadness should not exist, when happiness reigns.

I hope things will be much better now.

********

Some of these days..

Nahla always accompanied Haya to always visit the bridge. Hoping that Ahmad Fais will be found soon, whatever the circumstances.

"Nahla____" Evan approached Nahla, giving the mineral bottled water from her hand.

Nahla accepts. "thank you, ma'am?"

Evan nodded, and gave another bottle of drink, to Haya.

"No, let it go. Don't bother!" terang Nahla refused to give drinks from Evan for Haya. Because Haya did not respond at all, her gaze was nano forward. His eyes glared far away somewhere.

Evan frowned, then looked at Nahla questioningly.

"why with Haya, why did it come like this. Tomorrow's second hearing for Attar's custody. Don't forget to come, Haya must come." Evan said feeling sorry for Haya .

What a sad and pathetic look!

"Entah mas, since Faiz mas reported missing and has not been found. Mba Haya is difficult to communicate with, maybe Mba Haya is still in shock because of this incident," Nahla rubbed Haya's back.

Haya just stared straight ahead, staring at the river that was flowing slowly but was able to save Ahmad Faiz all this time.

"Then what about tomorrow's trial?" Evan was in a dilemma. Evan does not want Attar's custody to fall into the hands of Niko, because Evan has helped Haya fight for his rights all along. Why is the way of Haya's life so complicated and full of obstacles?

"Can't be delayed first yes, mas," asked Nahla to ask for Evan's understanding.

"It's not that easy, Nahla. We can't do as we please" Evan took a deep breath.

"Haya has spent a lot of money, and I borrowed it from the bank. Haya must win the case, and Haya must get material rights from Niko. If until Haya fails to get her rights, I worry how Haya lives ahead of her." Evan was so worried about the problems that Haya was facing in a row.

"Yes Allah____" Nahla was also confused.

"If you can, I beg Nahla. Tomorrow come, invite Haya to come with you. Haya has to win the case. Haya must win, because Haya deserves Attar custody, Haya deserves to get the material he has during his life with Niko," Evan explained to Nahla.

"I'll do it, mom."

"I know it's not easy for Haya. But, it's also halfway through, just one step away from our destination." Evan picks up the phone and gives it to Nahla.

"What's wrong?" Nahla is confused because Evan suddenly thrusts his cell phone.

Nahla looks into Evan's phone, Nahla sees without knowing what it all means.

"Our lawyer H********* has received a lot of evidence. There will be a lot to debate tomorrow, so try to get Haya to come. I'm sure Haya will win this thing."

Nahla lowered her head and nodded her head omens Nahla understood Evan's intentions.

"Let me drive home, dusk is coming soon." Tawar Evan gave help.

"But, mas." Nahla tries to reject Evan's invitation.

"Don't refuse Nahla, this isn't the time she refused any help from me. Try to understand, and learn to accept my presence."

Nahla smiles and carries Haya to the car.

"But Faiz has not come yet, do we have to leave him again. He'll be alone here, pity Faiz." Lirih Haya objected when Nahla was holding her hand.

"Mas Fais is not alone. There is God with him, God will always take care of Faiz. mba Haya must believe in me, because I believe that Faiz will always be guarded by God. Kan mas Faiz is a good man," Nahla's advice restrains a piece in the chest.

Haya back whimpering____

There was tremendous pain, even his head was dizzy and aching.

Evan immediately drove towards the residence Haya. Evan occasionally glanced at Nahla who was sitting in the back seat with Haya feeling happy.

"Nahla, how are both Faiz's parents?" Evan looked concerned.

"I know they're devastated by this tragedy, but I see the power in there. Although mom yesterday from the clinic because of her high blood pressure relapsed, but now it's much better."

"Alhamdulillah... " Evan replied grateful that Faiz's mother's condition had improved. Indeed this ordeal is not easy, the loss of a family member without any trace. They must be very sad about this incident.