Love of Muhallil

Munajat Love

In the silence of the night Nahla held a prayer table asking for forgiveness and mercy from the Khalik. No matter how much Nahla withholds, thanks to the power of the Divine, the pain will fade with time.

"Allah forgives all the wrongs and sins that I have committed. I'm sorry, I've been mean to both my parents. I'm a really bad boy, I'm a muddy man of wrong and sin, Forgive me God____!" Nahla tries to hold the sobbing from the outside.

Nahla knows if a couple outside the room must have fallen asleep. Nahla's heart grew increasingly sore when remembering that, Nahla was not as lucky in terms of romance.

"I don't intend to make both my parents sad, but I also do not want to be paired with someone I don't love. The match they chose was a bad man, forgive me God____ What is the punishment for my sin on both my parents, the sin of going against their orders. Is there any good of evil that I see, O God I submit to you."

"No, but I'm not entirely wrong.they're also wrong, God, they don't ask me first whether I want to or not. They originally arranged for me and will soon marry me to the man, while I know how the man of my future priest, I do not want God. If love can grow with time, then what about the character, can it be changed?"

"But behind the mistakes I've made. This time the mistake I chose was much worse than before, I loved the husband of the man God, I loved the man Faiz. I can't be like this continuously," Isak Nahla on the sidelines of his prayer.

"Please stop this clearly false feeling of love, O God. I do not want to hurt anyone, although it is not illegal for a man to marry two women at once, but I do not want to hurt another woman. I don't want to commit any more crimes."

"I cannot scratch a wound in another woman's heart for my own happiness, I cannot be evil by stealing someone else's. Therefore show me the good way, O Allah, that I may soon forget the Faiz."

Nahla wiped away the tears that bore on both cheeks cleanly beautiful, Nahla pondered for a while, finishing her love. Then Nahla stared at the ceiling of the house with mixed feelings.

While rendering on the body of the bed Nahla thinks tomorrow will soon find a place of contract, the sooner the better.

"But how can I find a cheap but decent rental, while I don't really understand the area around here."

Nahla rubbed her face and thought back, Nahla was sure there would be ease tomorrow, so Nahla closed the worry with confidence and felt God would always help her.

It is clearly remembered in the memory of Nahla, long before Ahmad Faiz married the late Khadijah. Ahmad Faiz once gave Nahla a prayer mat, when it was raining and Ahmad Faiz gave Nahla a prayer mat to take shelter from the rain water stub.

Nahla smiled a little and closed her eyes, starting from there the feeling began to grow and bloom. Nahla did not realize if Ahmad Faiz's kindness was applicable to anyone, Nahla was too carried away. It was too much to feel that Ahmad Faiz had put his heart on him.

In fact, shortly from the incident was heard the news that Ahmad Faiz and Khadijah would soon be married. It is clear that Khadijah is Nahla's brother, Abah Nahla and Abah Khadijah is still one mother.It means that Ahmad Faiz's kindness is evenly distributed, anyone who needs help, if they can be helped, surely Ahmad Faiz will help ease her.

Nahla breathed a rough breath while smiling and shaking her head.

"If not a soul mate there will be a way, it used to be the same mba Khadijah. Even after Khadijah died, I was still first Mba Haya."

"It's okay, maybe God prepared a much better plan than this, I believe it," Nahla took off her face and put her on the side.

So late Nahla fell asleep until she forgot the dawn ended turned into a bright morning. Behind the wall there is Haya who has struggled with morning activities.

Haya who tried to be a wife who everything can do was ready with homework until the business of cooking.

Eits was also inseparable from Ahmad Faiz who escorted his wife to do homework.

When Haya was washing clothes, Ahmad Faiz was rinsing.when Haya swept the floor, Ahmad Faiz mopped.

When Haya tried to make breakfast, Ahmad Faiz was the first person to taste and even help Haya mix spices.

"It tastes good, dik." praise Ahmad Faiz tasting Haya cuisine.

"Don't tell lies, ma'am," Haya said she felt belittled, but to Haya it was a mockery.

"Astagfirullahaladzim dik, mas said the truth, do not be prejudiced about mas dong, dik!" nyegir Ahmad Faiz convinced Haya.

"Yes the lie is outrageous, how the cuisine is delicious while I forget not to put salt in it, and this I just want to put it." sukul Haya was upset to feel lied to by Ahmad Faiz.

"That's the case but according to the mas already very tasty," has been caught off guard saying dishonestly, Ahmad Faiz still justify himself to seek justification.

Ahmad Faiz was silent for a moment, then hugged his wife from behind while whispering. "yes have his salt input, dik. Don't not in the salt, later the vitamins are lacking."

"Other times please speak honestly. Don't lie just to please your wife. It's okay, please the wife. In fact it is like a must please the wife tuh.but, for this case it is for a moment I am happy but then I am sad mas, mas, why are you so intent on making me happy and covering up the truth."

Ahmad Faiz remembered his current work. In fact, Ahmad Faiz did not tell about the dismissal Angel did to him.

Ahmad Faiz did not want to see Haya sad, of course Haya would be sad if he knew Ahmad Faiz was fired because of it.

calmly Ahmad Faiz tried to melt the atmosphere.

"Should I tell you what happened at the office? Ah I will not say anything, if it only hurts the heart of Haya. I better just keep quiet not to say anything to him," Ahmad Faiz said.

"Dik____, Go shower first. Let the mas waiting for his chicken rica-rica," Ahmad Faiz said as he took off the hug from behind that he gave to Haya.

"Well___, thank you, ma'am?" Haya went to the bathroom to clean the body that had been sweating since this morning.

Nahla's bedroom door was still tightly shut, Haya scrunched her forehead. Maybe Nahla has gone to work but it is impossible, not usually Nahla wake up like this.

but how also Haya needs to go inside to take a change of clothes, so slowly Haya knocks on the door, so that Nahla is not surprised.

Geck..

Geck..

Long time not open..

Geck...

Nahlas..

Call Haya with volume up one level.

Click_____

Nahla opens the door quickly and clearly looks like Nahla just woke up.

"I'm sorry I'm bad luck," said Nahla clumsy.

"It's okay, Nahla. I just want to get a change of clothes, I feel tired want to take a shower immediately."

"Please____ login mba." Nahla opened the door wide, and it can be seen clearly that Nahla really just woke up from sleep. Seen a blanket that has not been neatened, Haya quickly caught Nahla bebes in the room and waited for the queue to take a morning shower.

"Are you sick, Nahla?" Haya holds Nahla's forehead.

"No, mba. I'm doing fine. Maybe I'm just too tired from just getting into work yesterday, right?" nahla Light.

"True, you're fine."

Nahla smiled and nodded.

"Well, shall I take a shower?"

Haya left Nahla, who was sitting on the bed where she fell asleep, removing the blankets and sheets.