Love of Muhallil

Love is trust

Beautiful night again bright, as bright as Ahmad Faiz.

Haya was soundly asleep in Ahmad Faiz's lap in the old chair. Ahmad Faiz rubbed the head of the wife who was still covered with hijab slowly, trying to channel the energy of calm and peace.

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Nahla nongol from behind the door, for a moment Nahla fell silent. But after the awareness of the mind has returned, Nahla displays a sweet smile that frames the beautiful face of Nahla with the maroon hijab.

Whose heart is not hurt, seeing a romantic relationship of men admired with his beloved wife, the relationship is halal again good.

It is not the fault of Haya and Ahmad Faiz who look romantic like that, but back again whose heart is longing for love?

Love should not decorate the heart of Nahla. It is unethical, if in love with a married man.but, love is God who created, man can what?

Nahla at first glance looks fine, but who would have thought Nahla's heart was crumbled. But back again Nahla press right, who is he, what right Nahla to spray reality in the presence, their relationship is both halal?

"Mas Faiz is home?" tanya Nahla lirih was afraid to wake up Haya who was sleeping in Ahmad Faiz's cradle, although Nahla's heart was shaken, but Nahla tried to be calm and ordinary.

"Yes Nahla, the work was not too much, so I could go home early," Ahmad Faiz still rubbed Haya's forehead so lovingly, making Nahla could not bear to see it. Incision by incision feels sore in the heart of Nahla.

"Where's your job today, is the boss good?" Tanya Ahmad Faiz wants to know where Nahla works.

"Alhamdulillah the boss is good mas, and I myself feel comfortable working there," replied Nahla while going to step foot into the room to want to rest.

Nahla paused for a moment, and turned her body to face Ahmad Faiz.

"Mas Faiz____, I want to talk something similar Faiz," Nahla sat in a chair a bit away from Ahmad Faiz.

Ahmad Faiz paused for a moment to wipe the head of Haya, and tried to listen carefully to what Nahla wanted to say.

"I want to move mas, I mean contract to a place closer to my workplace, mas. In addition to saving money on transportation, I also want to study independently, besides I feel really bad because I have inconvenienced Faiz mas and Mba Haya."

"Have you thought well, your decision was, Nahla. Learning to live independently is not as easy as you imagine, if you are sure, mas also calmly let you be in the rented alone."

"Yes, my mom."

"Alright____, if Nahla is sure and Nahla thinks it's the best for Nahla, you can only say it."

"Thank you so much, sorry for the trouble?" Nahla said softly with bristling eyes.

"Yes, Nahla, and don't you think troublesome. We are brothers, I have considered you as my own sister, so do not hesitate to say anything about it" Ahmad Faiz said.

Indeed, Ahmad Faiz's soft-sounding speech was able to destroy the heart of Nahla which was not okay.

Speech that seems to affirm the relationship between Nahla and Ahmad Fauz, is just a relationship between the affection of his brother to his sister.

How crumbling many times Nahla's heart heard the phrase, as if lost hope and dreams, love that once flourished but now like in a spray of pesticides that are very toxic, deadly merciless.

Not felt the clear circles just flow from the beautiful eyelids Nahla, the wound that is increasingly buffer can not be held again.as strong as Nahla to hold the wound but this wound is too sick Tara.

Nahla tried to endure the pain in her chest, but the tears could not lie, it hurt too much and it hurt.

"Well, why cry?" ahmad Faiz asked and made Haya open her eyes. Haya regained consciousness for a while, after completely opening her eyes from sleeping on Ahmad Faiz's lap.

Nahla rubbed the tears that fell down using her hand gently. Haya sat leaning on the head of the chair because consciousness had not yet accumulated one hundred percent.

"She, what?" Lirih Haya is confused.

"I'm sorry mba, did I interrupt my sleep?" nahla replied no less.

"Yes it's okay. Anyway, it's not good to sleep at this hour, I just fell asleep because Faiz's mas took my foot off."

Nahla felt really had to throw away the feeling of love that it was not supposed to. Nahla was wrong to let that love grow bigger and fall into expectations that it shouldn't.

Love may indeed, because of the love of the Divine Trust, there is no wrong love, only humans who play love that acts not according to the meaning of true love.

If love can hurt humans, should humans also be able to control love itself so that love does not shackle life, to whom love in the labuhkan, is love already running with should?

Nahla is a good, beautiful woman and Sholeha who falls in love with a man who is now married.

Nahla did not fall in love with people's husbands but that love was present when Ahmad Faiz was still a bachelor, so Nahla liked Ahmad Faiz long before Ahmad Faiz married the late Khadijah.

Nahla does not want to turn off the fire of love, Nahla has tried but the feeling of love does not want to get away from the heart of Nahla.

Nahla knows that her love for Ahmad Faiz is now a mistake.

With the weight of Nahla exhaling and exhaling slowly, there is a pain that Nahla can withstand so as not to add complicated hearts that need to be repaired.

"I was just moved because Faiz and Mba Haya were so good to me, again thank you so much, ma'am Faiz, mba Haya?" Nahla alternately looked at the faces of the couple.

Haya smiles so innocently in response to Nahla's words, who knows if Nahla is crying because of her secret love, even ants do not know.

Ahmad Faiz also did not lose reply to the expression of thanks Nahla with a smile that is as beautiful as Haya

No one will know Nahla's feelings if Nahla doesn't say them. Nahla realized that hiding her feelings of love for Ahmad Faiz was much better.

Nahla is sure, how disappointed and sad Ahmad Faiz and Haya if they find out Nahla loves Ahmad Faiz, and hopes to get a relationship that is more than just a brother.

Nahla does not want them to know her feelings, but Nahla hopes to be part of Ahmad Faiz's family. Being a loved one of Ahmad Faiz.