
"Did you really want to go back to the village?" Haya looked at Nahla so softly, her eyes so big, even her cheeks getting thinner, the hollows in her eyes added to the impression that Haya now looks thinner than before.
Nahla nods.
Haya wiped her falling tears, then hugged Nahla so tightly.
"I love you Nahla, I think of you as my own sister. I feel sad when you say you're going back to the village, but I can't be selfish either. You also have interests." lirih Haya still hugged Nahla tightly.
Degs...
Nahla's heart felt pity, Nahla could not bear to let Haya alone and covered with life like this.
Attar will be there with a Pina bik every Monday to Friday, after which Haya will stay home alone. Haya must be able to live independently.
Cowering alone with endless tears.
"Did Mba Haya come to the village with me? Mba Haya can stay at my mother's house, or Mba Haya wants to stay with me at Abi and Umi's house. I'd be so happy if Mba Haya would come with me?"
Nahla is happy to propose ideas.
Haya smiled and took off her embrace, then looked down.
"No, Nahla. I can't go with you."
"Why not, mba?" Nahla hopes Haya will come with her.
"This house, this house bears witness to the love between me and Faiz. I must immediately pay off the cost of his shortfall. I'll stay here with Attar and my baby later" Haya's eyes bristled, imagining the many difficulties she would face later.
"But mba Haya?" Nahla was so worried about Haya's state.
"I'll be fine, there's God with me, Nahla."
Nahla wiped the tears that soaked her cheeks. There's an unbearable sense of creeping in the recesses of Nahla's heart. How could Nahla have gone when Haya was so devastated and fell down in need of help.
Surely Haya really needs help, even the stomach is getting bigger and bigger.
What if something happens to Haya?
"I feel like I want to stay, but things have to force me to go back to the village, mba." Nahla said with sadness.
"Yes Nahla, I understand your current condition. I understand Nahla. Solve your problems well!"
"If Abah had not fallen ill, I would have accompanied him here. But, Abah needs me right now, so I'm sorry mba, should I go home soon?"
Haya wiped Nahla's tears, then smiled.
"Look now, I'm fine.I can take care of myself, and you don't worry about me." Haya pinched Nahla's nose with a hoarse voice.
Nahla also smiled, Nahla was proud to see the spirit of Haya's life that was getting bigger.Nahla even knew at this time Haya tried strong, firm and sincere in living the path of her life destiny.
"I'm saying goodbye, mba." Nahla brought her backpack.
"Be careful Nahla, come here soon, I'll miss you." Nahla Watched Haya's hand, then passed and climbed into the travel car that yesterday drove Mr. Malik and Mr. Malik.
The chest..
Haya's hand waved, accompanying Nahla's car that was moving away.
"Take care of yourself, Nahla, see you soon!" haya shouted still waving her hands.
Nahla was stunned in the car, there was a tightness that squeezed the heart. It was sad to leave Haya in a city this big, alone.
"God will always take care of Mba Haya." Nahla says encourage herself.
After Nahla left, Haya returned home.
"I can't keep this up, I need a job. But, where will I work, is there still a vacancy for pregnant women like me?" Haya sits her butt in a wooden chair with a feeling of giddiness.
His hands touched-and rubbed the wooden chair, then his gaze was straight ahead.
"How can I survive. God, why do I doubt your power. Forgive me, God!" Haya has as much as he can afford.
Then Haya went into the room.
Clik..
Pink Mukenah, courtesy of Ahmad Faiz
Haya took it and hugged her so tightly. Haya kissed the face with a sob.
"I felt tremendous pain, I didn't even think it would all be like this. Yes Allah____!"
"Where are you. Please come back, I miss you, I love you, mas."
Huhuhuhu
Haya's gaze turned to Ahmad Faiz's Koko dress, slowly Haya took the Koko and hugged her.
Huhuhuhu
Hixes..
Astagfirullahaladzim apos...
Haya curled up and hugged Ahmad Faiz's shirt. the sound of sholawat inside the phone adds to the memory of it increasingly becoming as real as it is.
Hix...
Haya then rubbed her tears slowly, then rubbed her flat stomach.
"Hay son mother, how are you doing son. I'm sorry yes mother is very weak, but mother will try strong son, for your sake Dan mas Attar."
Slowly Haya Menganti hijab, take a little powder then rub it slowly. "I have to be strong to live life. I can't keep going like this, I have to get up from this crash!"
Clique
Haya out of the house on foot, not money, even to eat tomorrow Haya did not know. All Haya devote to the owner of fortune. There is no man without a fortune, all must be a fortune, just how would he try to pick him up?
The clothing store that Haya had opened, went bankrupt because of the location sold by the manager, and caused Haya to sell her merchandise at a low price, in order to minimize losses.
All was gone unceremoniously, only Faith in the chest was still standing.
Tin...
The sound of a car horn stopped Haya's footsteps, a woman poking out from behind the car's glass.
"Where are you going?" ask the woman,
Haya smiled and turned to the right and left, because Haya had no purpose, even Haya did not know the woman.
Haya just follows where the foot goes.
"Let's go up" he asked with a smile that fluffed.
He was silent for a moment, and the woman opened the car door.
"corpio... Don't hesitate!" his orders while patting the seat beside the steering wheel.
Haya also went up, I don't know, Haya just come along.
"I once helped you, you once fell unconscious in a minimalist house block cccz" said the woman, telling her.
Haya looked over and was surprised.
"So Mba helped me. Thank you so much mba, sorry I didn't get to say thank you, because I didn't know who helped me at that time."
"Well, by the way, what's your name?" Ask Dr. Erin to open the conversation.
"My name, Zahrana Haya mba, you can call me, Haya."
"Well, Haya, introduce me to Erin. I work in a clinic not far from where we live, today I am saturated with no work schedule, so I intend healing, what if you accompany me healing?"
"Before thank you for taking me. But, sorry mba Erin, I can't."
"I have to find a job, I need a job, is Erin available for me?" Haya tries to find luck through Erin.
"What kind of graduate school are you, Haya? "
Haya was silent confused as to what would answer.
"What if you work at a boutique. I have a brother who needs an employee. I can recommend you to work there, without a diploma, unconditionally. Because I recommended you!"
Haya looked over and smiled. "thank you very much, mba. I want!"
"We'll see where the store is, okay!" dr. Erin drives a car to the queen's boutique.
Haya was stunned for a moment while the car was parked, her eyes almost bristled, but Haya could not bear to fall soaked her tapered cheeks.
The queen boutique, is Haya and Niko's subscription boutique, but it was.
Since choosing to live with Ahmad Faiz, Haya never again visited a queen boutique.
Because in the boutique queen, the price of the clothes is very expensive, and only certain groups of people who are interested in buying clothes in the boutique queen.
"Come on Haya, will I introduce you to the boutique owner?" Take Dr. Erin.
"Good, mba." Haya follows Erin's doctor, and Haya's eyes turn to her right and left, and they arrive at the queen's boutique owner.
"Hey Erin, let's choose I have a large collection of new clothes, which is of course limited edition. There are only twenty different colors with the same model, there are discounts too of course."
Erin smiled and patted the shoulder of the queen boutique owner.
"Later on, easy."
The owner of the queen boutique who is none other than Erin's brother, saw Haya from top to bottom. His eyes screech.
"Of course, but where are you?" exclaimed brother Erin trying to remember out loud.
"Niko's wife, isn't she?" ask the owner of the Queen boutique in curiosity.
Haya was stunned, then looked at Erin.
"Former wife, ma'am." replied Haya kalem.
"So right, this is Haya's mother." The boutique owner was between certain and distrustful of reality before his eyes.
Haya nodded in agreement.
The gaze of the boutique owner implied a sliver, there was a pity when looking at Haya's appearance with a tangled and skinny face, especially after Haya said her former, so pitiful appearance from her customers, so sad, who used to always look fashionable, now like ah already.
"So you know, Lin?" ask Dr. Erin.
"Yes Rin, this Bu Haya used to be a customer at a queen's boutique. Almost every Sunday Ma'am Haya shop for clothes in a boutique queen. But, after some time I rarely see Bu Haya, only Mr. Niko who often shop here."
Erin nodded. "said you again need employees huh, Linm"
"Yes, rin, how?"
"If Haya is the one who signed up to be an employee here how?" ask Dr. Erin.
"Can I. but does Bu Haya want to?" Lin as the owner of the queen boutique was surprised by Doctor Erin's advice.
Erin glanced at Haya, Haya nodded her head in agreement.
"I want to, Mom."
Then Lin the owner of the queen boutique agreed.
"Don't call me ma'am, I'm so old. Just call me a name, Haya." he said.
"But the kayak is disrespectful" replied Haya sungkan.
"It's okay, we're the same age."
"Yes, call me too don't use mba, I'm a doctor... Ahaha!" goda Erin and Haya laughed.
"Alright Haya, from tomorrow you can enter work, with a salary of four million in one month. No off days, only new national holidays there are off days, then there is transport money and meals worth fifty thousand in a day."
Haya nodded in agreement and understood.
"One more, if our sales on that day exceed the minimum turnover. Then you will get a percentage, and will be accumulated at the time of payday."
"Thank you so much, Lin?" Haya hesitated about calling a name.
Lin Dan Erin laughed ..
"I'm saying goodbye, Lin?" exclaim doctor Erin.
"Well, how fast, I haven't picked a shirt." Lin was so disappointed with Doctor Erin who was about to leave it.
"Other times, Lin.I want to take Haya to lunch, I first yes, bye...?" Doctor Erin invited Haya along with her.
Doctor Erin invites Haya to eat on the side of the road, precisely at the meatballs stall Iga.
"Let's eat, don't worry, I'll pay." Erin seemed to understand Haya's anxiety.
Haya smiled happily.
"God thank you for sending someone with an angel heart to me, I don't know if you don't send it to me. You are so good, O God." Haya.
"Kok even in the stirring continues, let's eat, mumpung still hot, steady!" Exclaimed doctor Erin realized Haya who was daydreaming.
"Yes, doctor Erin.. .., Dok Rin.. thank you very much huh?"
"Please, just call a name, no title between us, from now on we're BESTie." cried Erin with a tone of sumringah
"One more time, thank you Er..in" exclaimed Haya with a sense of haru.
"Yes, Haya together, I am sorry for the disaster that befell you." Erin looked at Haya miris.
Erin's gaze also Haya replied with a gaze full of question marks.because why Erin suddenly spoke like that.
"You're shocked! I've seen you and your in-laws faint and hysterical at the clinic. You are patient!" clearly Erin gave an answer to Haya's anger.
"Thank you so much Rin, even though we don't know very well. But you care about my situation. Maybe this is God's way of helping me, well through your intermediary, of course."
"Don't worry, I'll be your best friend. I'm just sad to see your fate, Angel and I are friends and we often hang out together. Once he told me about the problem between Niko and you, I felt so sorry to hear your story."
Haya is stunned, so Erin is a friend of Angel, Niko's older sister. Why is it related like that?
"Angel's household is now shaky, because of Vincent's affair. So the news circulated, that the affair of Vincent died because trying to abort his womb, even though you know, the girl is very beautiful Loh, stupid indeed! why would you cheat on a guy like Vincent!" exciting Erin.
Haya also chose silence, it feels tired to hear the news.
"What is it in your heart that there is no will to go back to Niko?" erin asked carefully, afraid of offending Haya.
Haya looked over and looked at Erin.
"sorry..." Lirih Erin felt bad.
"Maybe for the rest of my life, I will only love and be loyal to my husband, Ahmad Faiz.he is my last love, there will be no further love. In the nuclear family, there is only me, Attar and the fetus that I bear. No more Niko's name."
"You pregnant?" Erin was enthusiastic between happy and pity seeing Haya's face.
"Yes, Rin."
Oh my God...
"I just found out that I was pregnant, when I was down because of the departure of Faiz. I felt worse at that time, but I had to be strong, well I had to be strong! I can't give up."
"Prophey, Haya." Erin tried to give support to Haya.
"Yes, thanks Erin?"