Love of Muhallil

The most painful surprise

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Haya who took a shower, opened the closet to change clothes.

Haya pulls a green mint shirt.

Blanks

A pink plastic dropped, Haya looked at the plastic, then quickly picked it up. I wonder what wrap it up.

"Mukenah__," Haya opened and took the pink face, and pinched it to look so beautiful mukenah soft pink.

Blanks

A paper fell on the floor.

"Who's this?" Slowly open the folded paper.

To my beautiful wife

I love you

May we always be with Fii Dunya

From your handsome husband, Ahmad Faiz.

Degs..

Like hitting a heavy object Haya's chest. Why does it feel so sad!

Tests

Tests

Hahaha_____ There is a laugh that goes with happy tears. Such a small thing could make Haya cry happily.

Tears fall without the pinta. Haya squeezed the pink face with a very wounded heart.

"So, I want to give you a surprise!" Haya wiped her own tears in a hurry.

"What kind of surprise is this," Haya smiled and guessed with curiosity.

"But this is not the way, don't make me worry!" Haya thunts annoyed mixed up.

"Well, if Faiz comes home, I'll be angry for the first time. Mas Faiz must take responsibility for my sadness and anxiety all along!" Mumbled Haya folded the paper neatly.

He returned the face to the closet.

"Alright, I'll pretend I don't know yet, the gift you gave me," Haya rushed to the living room. There was Madam Malik and Mr. Malik who were sitting staring outside the house with a look of hope.

Just now Haya was going to sit his butt in the chair, right next to Malik and Malik sir, uh Haya's phone rang.

Nanana

Nanana

Evan

A name that Haya hopes for, well there is hope in that name, hoping for good news from the owner of the phone number.

"Mas Evan___!" Haya was so enthusiastic about answering Evan's phone. Haya hopes to get good news, about the news of Ahmad Faiz.

Even Haya already knew, if everything was just a surprise.

"Hallo, assalamualaikum mas Evan?" Sapa Haya was so enthusiastic.

"Haya Walaikumsalam"

"Where is Evan, has there been any news about Ahmad Faiz?" Tanya Haya was impatient.

"Haya, can you come to the cempaka area, close to the artificial forest, precisely in the bridge construction project?" Evan revealed a sentence that Haya did not understand.

"Well, for what?" Ask Haya.

"Yes, you can't. I hope I can" Evan explained.

"What's up, my mom?"

"Come soon, I'll wait for you here. It's about Ahmad Faiz."

Tut's...

Call disconnected.

Haya ran, so panicked.

"Where are you going, son?" Shouted Bu Malik saw Haya running without saying hello.

"Shortly, Mom. Haya will meet Faiz's mas," Haya runs back to find the ojek.

Dug____dug__

"Mang, can you take me to the cempaka area?" Haya approached the kang ojek at the kolan. It is impossible to wait for an onlien taxi that will take time to wait.

"Can neng, let me drop off," Haya immediately climbed in the back seat of the bike, with a heart that beat fast, Haya tried to neutralize the feeling that Dig dag dug.

The old feeling, and grand, travel about an hour more, from the house of Haya to the area of Cempaka.

Along the way Haya felt restless and uneasy wrapping around her heart and mind.

Haya's heart grew increasingly uneasy, when she saw so many people. There are menagis, there are gawking, there are ordinary.

"What's going on?" Haya spoke to herself with a wondering heart.

"Where's the money?" The motorcycle taxi driver asked for his payment. Haya took the money from his pocket, and immediately gave it to the taxi driver.

"This ring is his change," shouted mamang ojek, because Haya ran away from mamang ojek just like that without a message. Mamang ojek just shook his head in wonder. But, kang ojek is also curious about a place that is so crowded.

Haya ran down the boisterous people who just watch, or people who are grieving.

Haya's goal is Evan, where is Evan?

Mata Haya looking for the existence of Evan, Haya looked around the area but did not find the existence of Evan.

"Where are you, Evan?" Haya is still trying to find where Evan is. His eyes were like an eagle, constantly looking and watching.

Hem..

Haya snorted, then turned towards near the bridge, bustling. That's the mood, it's crowded.

Haya's feelings became unsettled. The joint on the ankle feels weak.

"What place is this!" Haya tries to be strong and searches for Evan's whereabouts.

"That's Evan."

Haya ran closer to Evan who was sitting not far from the foreman, Haya was still fixated.

"Mas Evan," said Haya.

"This is the wallet, we found it among the rubble of cast material." Evan gave the purse a picture of himself and Ahmad Faiz, a picture that had been damaged by water.

A heavy equipment got the wallet, there were a lot of boots that were found, and whether it belonged to anyone.

"What does that mean!" Haya was surprised not to play.

His mind guessed, his brain looked far away, his heart was pounding limply, even his bones felt out of place.

"A___ by Mak___sud by Evan?" Haya really has lost a feeling of sadness.

"Ahmad Faiz worked on this development project, and Ahmad Faiz took part in the work. Ahmad Faiz was there when this bridge collapsed. And it is possible that Ahmad Faiz is among some of the bodies that have been found" said Evan slowly and calmly, hoping that Haya could receive this news.

"No way____!" Haya's teary eyes looked at Evan in disbelief.

"Lied you, my mother!" Shouted Haya right in front of Evan.

"Anything is reality. This foreman Ahmad Faiz. In fact, the money Ahmad Faiz payday yesterday is still in his wallet right, it's Ahmad Faiz wallet right, and it's his motorcycle," a motorbike was parked not far from the mess where the builders were.

Evan pointed to a beautiful parked motorcycle.

Motorcycle models of the past, motorcycles that became early witnesses of Haya approached Ahmad Faiz for the sake of an ambition.

"No____Maybe____" cried Haya vibrated.

"It's impossible."

"It's impossible."

"I don't want to, I don't want to. It's just a dream, it can't happen. All of you tricked me, saying this is just a joke, not a fact. Say it!" Haya shouted like a possessed man.

"Haya, calm down Haya." Evan tries to calm Haya who continues to rebel.

"Take me off, let me go, Evan!" Haya encourages Evan who tries to calm Haya down.

"Paya... You're not alone. Many of them have also lost their loved ones, you are not really alone, there are them as well. You have to be patient Haya."

"Silence____, I hate this. I don't like this. I don't want to be like this" Haya was sitting on the ground that wasn't completely dry yet, still looking damp and wet.

Arkh___

"It's not fair, it's not fair to me."

"I want to die, there's no point in me living, the people I love are dead. He's my source of strength, why should he leave, don't take my husband away from me, I beg you!"

"Power calm____, Calm down please."

"Mas Faiz____!" Shouted Haya as loud as he hoped Ahmad Faiz heard his screams.

"Mas Faiz, listen to me, I'm right here. I came to pick you up. Let's go home, don't do this to me. I can't afford it."

"Haya___" Evan tried to calm Haya who was so devastated by this news. Evan did not expect that this would be as impressive as Haya showed.

Oh God, this is heavy..

I cannot, O God.

My world is dark, Faiz. ...

Mas Faiz ...

Mas Faiz's......

Listen to me, please listen to me!

No. No, it's just a dream, well it's just a dream, right it's just a dream.

Haya patted her own cheek.

No way____, Haya's tears fall down again and again.

Not Faiz. I beg you, I'll pick you up, I'll come to you. Don't let me be like this?

"Gee____! Shouted Evan as Haya jumped from above towards the river, to look for Ahmad Faiz.

"Hey look at that... It!" the people who saw Haya jumped into the river shouted.

"Hey is there a woman who jumped on the river?" There are people who see the silliness of Haya, and very regretful of Haya's attitude.

"Where's Mas Faiz?" Haya turned to the right and left trying to find the whereabouts of Ahmad Faiz.

"Mas, I'm here to pick you up. We go home, not here anymore, it's cold... "

There are some people who take Haya to the surface, because the rushing current is very dangerous for a woman without expertise like Haya.

"Take me off!" Shouted Haya did not want to be invited to rise above the surface of the river.

"Take me off, I'm looking for my husband. You can't do this to me" cried Haya thrashing and rebelling for release.

"No, mba. Let us seek, but we shall mean the result of us."

"No, let go of me! I don't want Faiz's downing a fish or any other predatory animal. It must be so cold, Faiz must be so scared in there, help him immediately."

"Take me off!"

Arkhc...

"Prophe mba!"

"I want to find my husband, let me go. I beg you to let me go, listen I want to find my husband!"

Arkhc..

Jerk Haya once again.

It was pitch-black, Haya closed her eyes from unconsciousness. The pain was so hard on the heart that Haya could not open her eyes. It all feels dark without color.