Love of Muhallil

Calmness of sincerity

Tring___tring___

haya's cell phone is ringing. Haya picked up the phone on the table, then saw the message from who? Usually from mobile phone operators make Haya lazy. Why only number operators care about Haya, number operators always remind, active period, grace period, promo, discount, and so on.

"Mas Niko," Haya quickly opened the message on her phone.

clique..

"You've been married almost a week to Ahmad Faiz, but why there's no sign you're getting divorced. Don't forget about our initial promise Haya, remember there is Attar among us, don't pretend to forget or lest you enjoy your new role as Ahmad Faiz's wife!"

Deg_

Haya clasped the phone with all her heart. Raga almost escaped falling to the floor. But the strength that was still a little help Haya from fragility.

Why is Niko so easy to say? Didn't Niko think there would be many disappointed and hurt hearts? Just because of the egoism that has been planned and neatly arranged.

why live happily in the suffering of others?

"I haven't had any physical contact with Ahmad Faiz!" Reply Haya with trembling hands.

Sent.____ tring

"Don't lie! Don't-don't yet do for the umpteenth time," With disappointed E-motion.

"Really mas! Why would I lie."

"Quick do! Seduce, seduce and do anything as long as Ahmad Faiz wants to do it with you. Make sure Ahmad Faiz asks for his rights before a month of marriage," a message sent by Niko was able to make Haya slam the phone on the floor.

Pyar___

Arkh___

"What do you think I am a woman? I'm not an itchy girl. How could I do that without love? I'm not a seductress. I have feelings!" Haya rubbed the rough tears that shed from the eye pelupuk.

"Easy once mas Niko said so. just try the circumstances behind, behind_____, Hah man in presented the most beautiful woman also forgets me, cih____!" Haya flapping her legs forward .

"Stop Haya, stop____! Don't cry for Niko anymore. There have been enough tears wasted so far," Haya muttered to herself as she wiped the tears that were still coming down from the eye sockets.

Haya stomped his butt on the mattress, honestly Haya's chest was so tight. Haya's hand hit the mattress with disappointment.

"Please, don't be cry again, Haya."

Click____

Haya's eyes immediately turned towards the door of the room that had been opened. A smiling man looked at Haya's face as she entered the room.

"Mas Faiz...?" Haya clumsily and try to neutralize the increasingly crazy heartbeat. Between fear, worry and anxiety if Ahmad Faiz knows the intentions of the evil heart of Haya.

"Mas thought, Di Haya is asleep. That's why I didn't knock on the door first."

"Oh___ "Haya. Hiding the eyes that almost escaped from his residence.

"Why is his cell phone on the floor? The phone is not wrong. Pity is not wrong but can be destroyed. Look broke right!" Ahmad Faiz turned his back on the broken phone and put it on a small table.

"What's up, trying to say the same?" Lirih Ahmad Faiz sat next to Haya.

"There's nothing, I'm just a little sad. I remember Attar, I miss Attar mas," Haya told a lie.

"If we miss Attar tomorrow okay? Don't berserk dong! You should be able to control your anger dik, Anger one of the tricks of persuasion that will bring us in the abyss of regret, so control your anger."

"But do we have to take care of Mom? You're not very healthy, are you not going to be angry if we go back to the city tomorrow?"

Haya hesitates about leaving Madam Malik for the city.

"Mom is healthier. When it comes to Mother, Dik Haya do not worry, Mother is a good mother and I am sure you will understand our condition."

Haya fell silent, Haya knew how good Ms. Malik was. Surely Ma'am Malik will understand Haya's circumstances, but Haya is unable to hurt a woman as well as Ms. Malik.

Ahmad Faiz clasped Haya's hand. "believe everything will be fine," Ahmad Faiz went out, leaving Haya quietly.

"Mas_____, Where are you going?" Ask Haya.

"Mas wants to go to Abah's place in the boarding house with his father. Dik Haya soon sleep if it's sleepy, maybe mas will go home a little late?"

Haya kept silent as the door closed again from the outside. Haya stared at the phone that had been destroyed and broken.

"You're ruined and I can buy you with my money again. Then what about my broken heart, who's gonna bring it back?" Haya squeezes the tip of the hijab and pulls until her hair breaks apart.

"What am I supposed to do now? I was worried and I was sick! I'm really tired!" Haya covered her face with both palms.

Tok_____tok__

"Haya___, are you asleep, son?" Her voice sounded from behind the door.

"Not yet Ma'am, just go in!" Haya replied by continuing to wipe the tears that made both her eyeballs appear.

Haya must not look weak and crybaby in front of Ms. Malik.

Click___

"Mommy thinks she's asleep, no sound. Come on out with Mom for some warm tea? I can't sleep yet, I want to talk to you, "Take Mom.

"Drink, I made two cups, one for Mom and one for you."

"Thank you Ma'am, should I make you tea, this is the opposite," Haya seemed embarrassed to say it.

"It's okay, don't hesitate, I like it and I'm happy if you're happy, son."

"Mother___, Why did Haya feel, Haya was calm and happy when she was with Mom?"

"Sukur alhmadulillah son, I'm also happy to have friends chat like Nak Haya."

"Hehehe___," A sweet smile was clearly drawn on the face of the increasingly adorable ayu Haya. Malik smiled with sincerity.

"Nak____, can I ask you a favor?" Lirih Bu Malik's.

Haya nodded.

"Don't leave Faiz the son of Mother, whatever the circumstances may be. Dear Faiz, love Faiz support and encourage Faiz in every step of his foot."

"Mother___, speak what? why did you say that?" Haya is not very good. Why did Madam Malik suddenly say that.

"Not as long as his mother will always be by Faiz's side, son. There will be a time when there will be a distance, yes a small example of Faiz and Haya in the city while the mother lives in the village, right?"

"Yes, ma'am, that's right."

"Therefore make a marriage as Worship, and son Haya know Worship longest yes married, by marrying then perfect is a religion. So, I hope not to play a marriage, even in the beginning without Love, but believe God is all about throttling the human heart."

"Yes, Mom. Haya will try to keep Haya's marriage and Faiz's mas, as much as Haya can afford "

"promise son! Promise to be a good and faithful wife to your husband?" Pinta Bu Malik while holding Haya's hand, Malik's eyes tried to enter into Haya's weakened eyes.

Clearly there is a concern there. A sadness seemed real by the glare of the dewy clear eyes.

An increasingly trembling hand accompanied by a melt of tears that politely crashing.

"How can I promise, while I understand, my position is not being justified," Haya felt pain.

"Haya, Nak____, What's wrong?" Malik rubbed Haya's arm which was shaking. Haya's tears fell down Haya's smooth cheeks.

Hiks___hiks___

Haya lowered her head and sobbed, shaking shoulders indicating that Haya really felt sadness enveloping every fluttering heartburn and trying to calm down.

"I'm sorry Mom, sorry___?" Lirih Haya was stupefied by the sound of sobbing.

"Sorry for what, did Haya make a mistake? Ask Allah for forgiveness and repent if Haya's son makes a mistake."

"Hiks___Hiks___I'm sorry Haya Bu? Haya can not tell Mom, Haya hopes that Haya's actions will not make anyone's heart hurt, which surely Haya is happy to see mother. Haya loves mom "

Tests

One tear escaped from the old eye of the Mother, the heart of Ma Malik again wonder about an advice that his youngest sister said bik Pina the other day.

There are not many words that Pina said the other day, by phone to Ms. Malik. Just a strand of words so that the family of Ms. Malik can accept and treat Haya well.

If Haya is a good person, and is in need of help mental strength and heart. Strictly speaking, Bik Pina asked once again that Ahmad Faiz be able to make and help Haya so that Haya could love Ahmad Faiz unconditionally.

Loving unconditionally, loving in simplicity. That's amazing, isn't it!

Malik remembered Pina's words. Ms. Malik rubbed the head of Haya until Ms. Malik could confirm that Haya was calm and not sad anymore.

I don't know what the problem is in Haya, which is clear that Ms. Malik is sure that Haya is a good woman. Because Bik Pina also said that Haya is a good person, who is in need of strength.

"Learn for sincerity, in the face of a problem son. With sincerity the problem will melt and get an answer to the problem," Ms. Malik still rubbed Haya's back.

"Ikhlas until nak Haya no longer feel pain. Because the heart that is not sincere is the mind so not calm and restless, Ikhlas yes son, sincere!"

Haya nodded and tightly hugged Ms. Malik, a hug capable of providing comfort and warmth.

"Esok Haya and Mas Faiz are going back to town, ma'am?" Lirih Haya Rada was afraid that Malik was disappointed.

Ms. Malik stopped the swab at the head of Haya.

"Are you disappointed, by our decision, to return to the city immediately? Mom, forgive Haya?"

"No son. It's okay, I know you guys in town have very important business and work, so you can't linger taking time off. I understand how you are."

"Thank you, Mom."

"Yes, son, what matters is that you're happy, I'm happy too. Well, even if the real mom is sad, you're going back to town."

"Mother____,Sorry!"

"Mothers forgive. But Haya promise not to delay pregnancy huh? If God is to be received with grace and gratitude. Mom and dad miss a grandchild."

"What____!" spontaneous Haya expression.

"Haya's expression is exaggerated!" Ms. Malik pinched Haya's flushed nose. Madam Malik is still trying to melt the atmosphere but Haya feels, what the hell is this?

"Arkh___ No____, why is it like this?" Batin Haya.