Love My Husband for Other Women

POV Risma

POV Risma

As usual, Mas Pandu will definitely go home to visit his mother in Kediri every weekend, but usually mas Pandu every two weeks will visit home. But at the end of this, Mas Pandu often go home, sometimes even Friday night has departed and will return Sunday afternoon.

I don't know, this is just my feeling, as a wife that I am fully aware, if my husband can't love me completely, but even so Mas Pandu still treat me well, I really appreciate the way he tried to accept me in his life. At the end of this, there is a difference from him, with frequent mas pandu back to Kediri, and mas pandu also has a new habit of lingering in front of his laptop on the back porch of the house, and, when I asked for sure his answer was working on a report, but when silent I noticed him from afar, Mas Pandu was cool with his hape, even he saw a smile smiling staring at the flat screen, I don't know who he was replying to, it seems like my husband is so cheerful and happy with someone there.

The apology that was spoken this morning from his lips, made me feel more confident, if anything was hidden by my husband. Is there another woman who is currently filling her heart, if true, who is that woman? I have to find out, before saying my curiosity to mas Pandu, do not let suspicion that is not necessarily the truth be a trigger for a fight between myself and mas Pandu.

I love him so much, the man who has this incredible charm in his heart. Mas Pandu is not only handsome, but he is also the perfect husband in my eyes, his calm demeanor, his ever-sparing smile, and his ever-soft speech. I really made him fall in love. If there really was another woman in her heart, would I be able to live my day with a smile again. Just imagine that I can't even this chest immediately feel the overwhelming tightness.

After Mas Pandu, leaving for the office, I continued to finish, unpacking the mas pandu bag which usually only contains dirty clothes during my mother's home. One by one I took it out, and arrived at this hand holding a gray-coloured shirt with a trace of lipstick and a woman's perfume.

My chest immediately thumped, even these tears were shed without being able to stand it. My husband has another woman, God what's my fault?.

Good thing today I'm off work, and the next day I'm on the ship at night. I will wait for the guide to come home, not wanting to dissolve with prejudice for too long, I must hear the explanation. No need to keep this suspicious anymore, because I want to stay sane and live happily.

At eight in the evening, the roar of the mas car engine entered the yard of the house. I had prepared myself with all the possibilities for the answer I would hear from his lips.

His steps began to be heard entering the house, and was greeted by his two children so cheerfully.

Mas Pandu a warm figure and very fond of both of our children, his closeness with children increasingly adds a plus for him. Guides the male figure of many women's dreams. Handsome, well-established, patient, kind and very nurturing.

For a moment I let the children chat with his papa, they look very homesick because it has been three days not met. These eyes began to appear cloudy that was ready to drip water, remembering the presence of another woman besides myself in my husband's heart. Why does it feel like I have to be this sick, will I be able to survive, why can you do this to me Mas?.

"Ma, how tumben you just stay there, will usually join us to play here." The guide looked at me with a frown. Yes, we will usually joke and chat with each other before sleeping on the foam mattress in front of the television. Children prefer to sleep there, every time they fall asleep and are moved to the room will immediately wake up and ask to go back to sleep in front of the television.

"The child is sleeping Pa?" I asked Mas Pandu who was lying next to his son, with eyes focused on the television screen.

"Already Ma. You have not drowsy Ma, here accompany papa watch." said with a normal face. As a wife I feel our relationship is so flat, and for the matter of bed relationship, my husband has always been impressed, if I hadn't asked for it first, he wouldn't have asked for it either. Even I have tried not to ask for more than a month, but Mas Pandu is increasingly cute and ordinary, just asking no questions. He knows he can't make me his queen yet.

"Pa, I'd like to talk to you for a second, if we could just talk in the room." I looked up and looked at me in wonder. "What's wrong Ma? is there a problem?" the response was casual. "what's wrong, there's only one you want to ask papa." I replied with a sudden trembling lips to withstand this heart-breaking tightness.

Without answering, Mas Pandu got up from his sleep and immediately walked up to the room.

"It seems like something serious, why is your face so tense, Ma?" Mas Pandu immediately shot with a question that made this heart even more painful. With a steady step the man who was still the true love in this heart, stepped up and began to sit beside me who suddenly Kelu to begin to put out words.

"Pa, answer my question honestly. If your wife's prejudices are true, I'll see what you decide." Mas pandu immediately turned his face to look at me who was now wet with tears. No matter how hard I am, I will not be able to bear the pain of jealousy.

"What's the matter Ma, you're being a gini freak?"

"Is there another woman in your heart right now Pa? tell me who that woman is, and please reassure me that I'm not worthy to be with you, until you bring another woman into our domestic relationship." Looks mas pandu choked, and the look on his face suddenly pale, his eyes look closed. There was no answer that came out of his lips.

"Mas!" I begged for an answer from him.

"Sleep Ma, maybe you're tired so talk like this, get some rest. And don't think like that." Mas Pandu left the room in a definite step without answering my question.

'is that woman very special to you, Mas, so you prefer to protect her from my anger. I love you Pandu, and will still love you. Although later your relationship is revealed I will make the woman who left you not me.' I cried in a sobbing Isak holding tightness in the chest.