
"Sir, you put the young coconut in the blue kettles, and all ready the glass as a spoon. Let's see, how big, your husband is trying to fix his mistake.
Mama deliberately, stalling, so that Pandu stay here, because Mama is sure, must be the woman is waiting for Pandu back there.
Later call also mbak Romlah and mas Waloyo, let's eat together, we cook it is also very much right. Let's make Pandu at home, and mama sure the woman will be confused waiting for Pandu who never come." Sonia continued at length, explaining her intentions and intentions.
Risma just smiled and was grateful to have an excellent and caring mother-in-law like Ms. Sonia.
"The other can make people who work in the fields of Ma!" sahut Risma was polite with a thin smile etched on her lips.
"On that do not worry, mama has asked mbok Yem for masakin workers who are in the rice field. Earlier, Pandu was also sent catfish as well. We focus on enjoying this rare togetherness." replied Ms. Sonia with a smile.
"Yes, Ma!" sahut Risma kalem hotel. Although in his heart refused to get close to Pandu, let alone enjoy time together. In order to appreciate and respect her mother-in-law, Risma tried to be kind, even though her heart kept thinking of a plan to make Pandu regret all his actions.
Risma had to survive a few more hours at her mother-in-law's house, waiting for the money to come out, after that Risma will decide to return to Madiun and take care of the transfer letter of rice fields and cafes on behalf of her son with a family lawyer.
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All dishes have been moved in the backyard with a carpet pad, just waiting for the arrival of Permadi and his family.
Risma chose to sit not far from her parents-in-law, while Pandu with her children, and also there were Romlah and Waloyo.
A small chat between them walked and brought familiarity, so that there was no distance between the employer and the maid.
Sometimes Pandu set his gaze on Risma who looks beautiful with her black robe, but not a bit Risma does not want to turn to her.
"Asalamualaikum." Permadi and his small family came, carrying several bags of crackles containing various kinds of snacks.
"Why bother bother, this is already very much the food table." Ms. Sonia welcomed the arrival of her first child's small family sumringah.
"Gak papa Ma, deliberately buy a lot, let Risma take home to Madiun later, make by by." Sahut Permadi with a smile.
The meal together started and all enjoyed the meal, occasionally filling up with small talk. Only Pandu was a little uncomfortable and stiff, because it was clearly an uncomfortable look from the way Risma looked at her and how Permadi spoke to her. The situation is right Pandu did not expect.
"Today's the rice harvest huh, you ndu?" Permadi started his obrolan and Pandu directly looked at his brother slightly frowned.
"Yes." said the Brief Guide without wanting to talk much more.
"Let your wife bring her harvest. The rice field has also become part of Galang." said Bu Sonia staring at Pandu who was throwing rough breath.
"Yes!" sahut Brief and Flat guide. Makes Risma want to stare and look for doubts implied from her handsome face. Risma smiled obliquely and enjoyed every second of her tormenting Pandu.
"Usually, Mbah Sawal will come here later ba'da dhuhur. You just wait for Ris, later you alone count the same he. Let Pandu explain." continued Bu Sonia looked at Risma with a meaningful smile.
"Yes, Ma!" sahut Risma was short and with a sweet smile.
"Oh yes, this was me bringing a record of income and cafe expenses. And the money for this month I've also calculated and it's in that brown envelope. You accept Ris, starting next month you can ask the cashier employee to transfer the money directly to your account." Sahut Permadi and immediately make Pandu paled staring dislike at his brother who preceded his authority, even though clearly the cafe was built by him.
Chat casual chat intertwined, occasionally Risma can laugh with her chatter with her in-laws and the wife of her sister-in-law. While Pandu chose to enter the room with a giant step. Scary frustration regretting his stupidity that has done without thinking long.
"What'sthis?
Why does everything have to be so fucked up?
All Risma took, and I can't resist. The dignity and honor of the family are at stake, until I'm dishonorably fired.
Argh, it was really unexpected, that Risma could have made it this far. But if all change in the name of children is not a problem, it is their right. But not now and this is driving me crazy!" Pandu ruffled his hair in frustration, thinking about how to give a living to Clara and could suffice him as well. Because catfish cattle also do not have to wait a few months. While his savings have also been drained, only tens of millions remain. The guide must skimp and think of ways to be able to earn money again.
"I have to start again from zero again, to be able to give the same rights to Clara, hopefully she can understand and support me as Risma did all this time." Inner Pandu calmed herself.
And when his mind is chaotic and his chest tight, Pandu continues to be imagined by what Risma has done for his success, support, prayer, love, sincerity and patience, always Risma gives to Pandu. But now it is as if it has been lost in Risma, eroded heartache and hatred because of a betrayal that Pandu did.
"I'm sorry Ris, maybe I'll let you go, if I don't have this feeling.
I began to keep the longing and love that grew for you, as the wound deepened in your heart. I-i'm sorry!
Maybe it is true that we will live each other's lives will be much better, so as not to torture and hurt each other like this.
But the divorce process for such members is very difficult, even until there are many years has not been settled and hung status.
God, this is too heavy." Isak Pandu and began to shed tears of his stupidity.
Risma enters the room about to pick up a change of clothes, but seeing an unusual sight, Pandu cries by covering all ten fingers on his face.
Risma did not want to respond, silent a thousand languages and continued the step of opening the closet and taking what she needed. His heart had completely stopped for a Pandu Aditama.
"Riss!" Pandu's voice stopped Risma's activities, and made her look closely at the face of the husband who already looks swollen.
"Yes!" sahut Risma was flat and quickly turned his face in any direction, avoiding Pandu's gaze.
"I'm sorry!" continue Pandu who is still staring at Risma in his silence.
"I'm sorry, if all this time I've hurt you so much and tormented you for years. And I'm sorry I put Clara in our relationship. I'll let you punish me, I'll iklas!" Follow Pandu and make Risma immediately turn her head, look at her husband inside, looking for the truth of his speech in both the sharp eyes of Pandu. And Risma found seriousness in it.
"Yes, Mas. I also set you free with that woman. My heart has frozen and died for you. We will live each other's lives after this. But keep being a good father to a child." Sahut Risma with a flat face that even dry without any more tears.
Pandu fell silent, hoping Risma begged and asked for her love again like before, but instead Risma said something that pierced her heart.
"No more feeling in your heart for me, Ris?" sahut Pandu is weak, as disappointed who managed to tear his chest.
"It's all different, Mom!
I'm sorry, I think it's true that I buried it with the betrayal you committed." Reply to cold Risma with a slender-lipped smile.