Love My Husband for Other Women

a difficult choice

"What do you mean, Mom?" back Risma took over the answer and stared fixedly at her husband who even reluctantly turned to her.

"Again, do you love each other?

Tell me, because I will be sincere if indeed you want to unite those feelings." said Pandu by enduring the pain in his heart.

Doctor Abas chose silence and glanced at Risma who exhaled her coarse breath.

"Alright, Mom!

Don't talk and think strangely.

I'm not like you and Clara. And what you see is not what you have in mind!"

Sahut Risma is cold and almost does not care about the jealous Pandu, but Risma also does not want to be looked down on because of misunderstanding about her relationship with the doctor who she already considers her own brother.

Pandu tried to neutralize his emotions again, trying not to get carried away by anger because of his jealousy seeing Risma with a doctor who clearly had a taste for his wife.

"I don't like it, seeing my wife being touched by another man, am I wrong?" sahut Pandu with a stifled voice, staring in a beautiful clear bead in the two eyes of the wife.

"No! You are not wrong, Mom!

But have you ever thought about my feelings, when you decided to marry the woman you called your first love, when you touched her with the love you had wrapped up in your beautiful night. What was that moment, I was in your heart and mind, Mas?

The answer is, isn't it?" reply Risma resolutely with a thin smile that she snubbed.

Pandu was silent, digesting every sentence that was thrown from Risma's lips. Despite being hurt, disappointed and angry. Risma could still speak in good language, with a tone that still appreciated her, even though her sentence sounded so heartbreaking to herself.

"I'm sorry, Ris! Pardon me!

It's all my fault, not thinking about the consequences.

I'm sorry I've been selfish and have disappointed you." said Pandu shrewdly admitting his mistake in front of his wife and rival man, doctor Abas.

"I don't know what to do, 'cause there's no way I could just leave Clara. I have a responsibility to her, she is now my wife. Please understand my position." continued Pandu with a pleading gaze on the woman who looks more determined than before. The pain and wounds that had accumulated, had shaped her into a strong and steadfast woman in the face of everything that had befallen her.

"You don't have to do anything, Mom!

I'm not asking you to leave your second wife, either. But learn to understand the feelings of others and start honoring the sacrifice of your wife. And don't ask me to act like I used to. I accepted your marriage, not because I was able and willing to be polygamous in this way. But more because I think about my son, my parents and your parents. I know the risk of being the wife of a country man like you, it's not easy to go through every process, so please don't destroy all of my sacrifices. If one day, your affair is exposed, I'll make sure it's not from me. And take care of your young wife, because she's the temperamental type of woman, maybe, because she ruined your career. I'm just reminding you!" Risma said at length, keeping calm and looking much better, because her heart had begun to move from expecting a man's love that can only give wounds. But because of the science and adabnya that has been attached to Risma, making it able to behave much more controlled and look graceful in dealing with complicated household problems.

Doctor Abas chose to leave Risma's ward, not wanting to disturb the husband-and-wife conversation that sounded serious. Although in fact his heart aches to hear every sentence after sentence thrown from the thin lips of Risma's. But also tucked in awe of the woman who has always been his love, a woman who is amazingly kind and thoughtful, always clear in addressing every issue. And never be rash in making decisions. Smart and beautiful, that's the figure of Risma in the heart of a handsome doctor, the dream of many women out there.

"Clara was here, she just arrived without telling me first. Now I tell him to rest at the hotel." said Pandu, trying to be honest with his wife.

"Then?

What are you gonna do?

He must be suing you, right?" Risma smiled obliquely, already able to guess what Clara would do to Pandu.

Pandu gasped at the black bead of the wife, the woman in front of him was not only intelligent but also sensitive and immediately responded to what was happening.

"Yes, he asked me to choose one of you. Ridiculous request that could not happen." said Pandu flat.

"Why?

Are you heavy to take it off, Mas?

Because you love and he is always present in your mind and heart all this time, so you close your eyes with his attitude?

That's incredible!" reply cynical Risma and make Pandu lose the word.

"Take me off, if that's better!

And try to be able to speed up the process with your position, because I do not want to go through a long-winded process, complicated and spend time and energy.

I am ready to let you go, as long as the child stays with me." continued Risma seriously with a blank look forward, leaving pain in every sentence, but must be strong for the sake of mental health.

"No!

I will never divorce you. I told you, I'm starting to love you, I'm starting to miss the old you and I don't want to lose you and the kids. I will change and spend more of my time with you. Believe me." reply Pandu with his firm voice.

"It's gonna hurt us all, Mom. Me, Clara and you. We will be tormented by this unhealthy relationship. Honestly, I've moved on from my feelings, I've really stopped. I was disappointed, and the wound was hard for me to heal. You will be tormented by living with women who choose to ignore you, but we are one roof. Are you willing to endure?" sahut Risma stared fixedly at the eyes of Pandu who began to dew.

"I will endure, for your sake and for the sake of the child!

For Clara, I will try to make her understand, even if she still wants to hear my words. But if he still persists with his selfish attitude, I don't know if he'll stick around or take it off." Pandu closed his eyes, throwing his breath rough. Feeling her tightness and dead-end thoughts facing two different women of her attitude and nature.