Love My Husband for Other Women

To be second

" Well." I think this heart is very happy, soon I will be the wife of the man I have been glorifying in every prayer, even though I have to be a second wife. Maybe this is my love destiny, having to love in a different way. Hopefully our relationship is good, although I know, our way is not good for his wife. I'm sorry, but my love is too great for your husband.

It feels very different, I don't know what is now in this heart, but certainly I am very happy, my love is welcome, my love will soon be anchored to the owner of sharp Sipit eyes. Sure enough, the guide car continued behind the montor I was driving, even he also turned into the alley to my house. God is like a dream, but it's real. I stopped in front of the purple painted house and black iron fenced, deserted because the door was all tightly closed, it was like this the atmosphere of my residence, indeed, no one likes to sit or just relax in front of the house, even his little children are very rarely playing outside the house, most of all feel at home, I live in a fairly comfortable housing because the residents mostly work as PNS.

The guide got out of his car, walked up to me who was still glued next to the montor that was parked in the yard.

" Into ndu, I call mom inside." I said softly. And the guide answered him with a smile and a nod of his head.

" Please sit down, I go inside first ya." said I was nervous, because honestly my heart was still jumping irregular with a taste that I still did not believe this. Pandu landed his butt in the chair on the front porch of the house, it appears he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket, aah must be the soul of the smoker still remains attached to the man who looks perfect in my eyes.

" Asalamualaikum Ma'am. Outside there is Pandu, want to meet with mother he said." I passed by the mother who happened to come out of the room when the door of my house opened.

" Ride?" mother asked frowning. Maybe mom tried to remember the name I just called.

" Yes a guide, who once broke your son's heart, Mom" I replied softly but with a smile.

" Yes, I remember. Where now? why the night of the tumben here, what's the matter?." replied the mother who still looked confused.

" There was outside, we just met when there was a reoni and we happened to go home also in the same direction, so he wanted to stop by for a while, meet mom he said." looks mom shook her head with frowning forehead, obviously, I still ask questions with the arrival of Pandu here. Looks like mom started to step out to meet the guide, and I went straight to the kitchen to make drinks, however Pandu is a guest to be entertained.

Samar heard the voice of the mother and Pandu began to talk, I don't know what they were talking about because his voice did not sound clear from here. After I finished making two cups of coffee, I rushed to serve my mother and the guide who was on the front porch.

When I got to where mom and guide were sitting together, the look of mother's sad face, it seemed like mother had finished crying. And the guide looks awkward.

" Clara, sit here, son, I want to talk." Mom asked me to come sit in the chair next to her, not many words, I agreed and looked back at my mother and Pandu alternately. What's up with them? would you disagree if Pandu asked me to be second? Yes Alloh why this feels so heavy if without the blessing of mother.

" Clara, do you know what Pandu kid means? have you guys spoken before?" ask the ambiguous mother, the mother does not immediately mention but like to convey with a signal.

" What's Ma about?"

" Clara still loves Pandu Bu, our blessing." I said softly with my head down, afraid to look at the mother who may have shed her tears.

" Yes Alloh Clara. Have you thought this well son, are you ready with accusations and views of people later. Think again, do not because only the word love you can not think healthy." screamed mother while crying, but what my day, I already can not far from Pandu. years of my love being completely hidden for her.

" Look, Mom, everything's gonna be fine. I'll take care of Clara and be fair." Pandu chimed in with the look of his firm eyes.

" What if your wife and her family hurt Clara later? it's not fair for your wife to guide." continued the mother still with her sobs.

" Mom believes in Pandu, I love Clara Bu very much. And I promise I'll look after and protect Clara."

" Mom, Clara please bless us. Clara really hopes to be side by side with Pandu. Restui we are ma'am."

" Well if this is your decision, I'll bless you. But remember, this path is wrong, there will be a heart that is hurt because it feels betrayed. I hope, if someday there are problems in your relationship, face it wisely and never regret the decision you have taken today. Guide, mother Clara, take care and protect the mother's child, love her and guide her to be a good wife for you."

" Thank God, thank you Mom. Pandu promise will always take care and love your daughter. And one more thing, after marriage, pandu want us to move, Pandu will buy Clara a house for our later residence. Wherever, Pandu hand over Clara, the best according to Clara. because Pandu will go home once a week."

" Just set it up, which you think is good." Mom immediately went to leave us two who were still fixated on my mother's cold attitude, but you tried to understand. Maybe I'm still in shock and can't accept the decision we made. Pandu drank the coffee that I had made, and say goodbye to home because the night was very late.

" I come home, tomorrow at two in the afternoon, I'll be here with my family and we'll make arrangements, don't you think if the show is simple and only attended by nuclear families?"

" no papa, the important thing is that we're halal and I'm legitimately your wife, that's more than enough for me."

" thank you Ra, wait for my arrival tomorrow. I'll go home first, you take a break. Love u's. Asalamualaikum."

" love to, waalaikumsallm."

pandu disappeared in the depths of the night, I was still at home sitting on the porch chair, still can not believe if soon, I will be the wife of the man I love. "I'm sorry, sorry." I said in the silence of the night.