
Pandu's car enters the hotel courtyard, and hastily descends after repeating a phone call that still remains unconnected, Pandu is a little anxious, step in and immediately go to the room that was yesterday Guide a message for his second wife.
Pandu knocked on the door repeatedly, but there was no response, and trying to open it was unlocked, Empty! when Pandu had entered the room, there was no sign of Clara there, and the bag that Clara was carrying was also no longer in place.
"You're so stubborn, Clara! Always act as you please without listening to me your husband!" Pandu, disappointed by his second wife's attitude, returns out of the room and meets with the clerk to hand over the keys to his room, checks out. Walking straight with increasingly chaotic thoughts, Clara really drained her emotions.
Scout back to his office, putting aside his personal problems for a while. There were still many tasks that he had to complete and that required his concentration and alertness as a high-ranking officer.
Entering the parking lot and greeted by one of its members. With a sturdy step full of authority Pandu entered his room, asking Agung to face him.
"Ready, Sir!
Is there anything I can help you with? carry it out!"
Agung fulfilled Pandu's call with swiftness and respect.
"Please sit!" sahut Pandu relax.
"Ready!" reply Agung still with his firm and respectful attitude to his superior Guide.
"What happened yesterday, have you made sure no one knows?" Guide directly at the core of the problem. Because he does not want the problem of his affair with Clara there are those who know and become consumption in his institution, because it can be dangerous for his career, it could be gossip that reaches the ears of the superior, he said, and will reap new problems and destroy his reputation so far, which always bears the title of best officer and a role model.
A guide who has a firm and cold attitude when carrying out his duties, becomes his own value. Although at home, Pandu will always be a warm figure for his two children.
"I can confirm that I am the only one who knows, sir!
You do not have to worry, I will keep this secret." Great reply certainly with his firm attitude.
Pandu nodded and believed in Agung's answer, which he was familiar with as a member of choice who had a good performance, honest and firm.
"I believe in you, thank you for taking care of what no one else should know. I will give you a bonus for your attitude. Please get back to work!" sahut Pandu is firm, with a face that implies relief because Clara's desperate actions are still safe in the hands of a Supreme, Member who Pandu gave the sign of the best man in his union.
"Ready-done! Thanks, Sir!" reply Agung firmly and returned to his room to continue his duties.
"I think I'm going to be happy to have a marriage with the woman I've loved and dreamed of all along. But just his presence brings new problems in my life that were good. If you don't do what I don't like, maybe I can still love and make you the woman I adore the most, but why are you so hard to manage, Clara? Where your gentle and obedient attitude is, why the more here you show your bad attitude, do not let me regret for marrying you!" muttered Pandu considering the togetherness and attitude of Clara who he thought had exceeded the limit.
"Risma, I didn't have any shakes on him, I didn't care about everything he did, I didn't want to know anything about him, just trying to live my duty as a husband without love. But now, I'm tormented when you turn things around, it's me you forget, it's me you stay away from, it's me you no longer think exists. It was much more painful than a gunshot wound. I was so jealous when I saw the adoring gaze of Doctor Abas for you, I hope there's still a chance for me to fix everything." Pandu kept thinking and remembering every moment of his togetherness with Risma, and the love he realized was even greater for the first wife.
"Clara, you're the one who chose to stay away from me, you're the one who left without talking to me first. I'll stay here, wait for you to realize your mistake, if you keep choosing selfish. Sorry, maybe we should end up here.
Maybe this is the best decision for everyone.
Because I can't stand a woman who doesn't know how to value her husband well." Pandu threw his breath rough, reassuring himself if his decision was correct. And refocus on completing the work.
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Meanwhile, on the other hand, Clara was sitting pensively, thinking about the decision she had taken whether it was true.
Opening one by one applications that he had sent to several companies, and there were two incoming emails asking him to come to the interview. Clara retaliates and undertakes with the hope that she will return to being the old Clara, independent and tireless in achieving something she dreams of.
"I'm going back to work, hopefully with me working again, it will make me a little forget about you, Mom!
I'll assume you're gone when you don't come to see me here again. And I will return to my mother's house as Pandu Aditama's widow. It's sad." muttered Clara softly, with a tightness in her chest.
Set up a file for tomorrow's interview at one of the companies that called him. Expect to be accepted and get a better position than his old job. Wearing the title of widow will not be easy for him to step up, must prepare mentally and strengthen his heart, even though his heart is very broken because Pandu never see him.
Clara walks down every inch of the house with teardrops, she used to dream of having a happy life with Pandu in this house, having a cute child with a laugh joking inside her, she said, but before that wish was realized, the storm had already shattered his hopes.
"I love you, Mom! Even very loving, but I cannot be treated like this, my unregarded presence, my unrecognized existence, making me hurt and suffering born and inner, let it all be like this, let it be like this, if you still love and want our household back well, surely you will come to see me and apologize for your negligence. I will definitely forgive you and accept you back lovingly, we will start again from the beginning and change each other's mistakes so as not to repeat the same mistakes. I believe you'll see me one day."
Clara daydreams and still hopes for Pandu's love and starts all over again.
Although now his heart has been hurt and disappointed by the attitude of Pandu who is no longer as usual.