
"But Mas Pandu could not be reached from last night Ma'am, his number was off. Though you know, when he left me, I was sad because he preferred to calm down and go home to his wife there." said Clara explained everything to her mother.
"Clarah!
Does Pandu's wife know about your marriage?"
Ms. Desmita let go of her embrace and looked deeply at Clara who immediately nodded her head.
"Astag."
Ms. Desmita took a rough breath, her eyes sharply staring at her daughter.
"Clarah!
You know, Pandu's wife is suffering so much right now, she must be tormented because of her husband's betrayal wound, and that woman is you. You're the honey.
Now you know Pandu is with his wife, trying to calm him down, you've been crying like this, not accepting and being overwhelmed with all your unacceptable. Then what is the pain of Pandu's wife?
It hurts more than you feel!"
Ms. Desmita never defended the mistakes made by her children, for her wrong yes still wrong, must be straightened, must be reminded.
But if it has been straightened out, be reminded still do not want to listen.
So Ms. Desmita, will choose silence and let her son bear the consequences of his own decision.
"But, Mom!
Mas Pandu does not love his wife, he only carries out his duties as a husband.
Unlike me, we kept our love for so long, and now fate brings us together in marriage. I'm his wife too Mom! I am also entitled to myself mas Pandu."
Clara tried to defend herself from her mother's blames on her second wife, a silent marriage that hurt her first wife.
"You're so stubborn, Clara!
Mother never taught you to be this selfish person, think before you make a decision, think about the heart of Pandu's wife, and the fate of his children.
If you want to listen to mom, you better stay here, wait for Pandu here first, do not go to Pandu when his wife is heartbroken.
Be patient, be a good wife and woman, Clara." Ms. Desmita reminded her daughter firmly in every sentence.
So that makes Clara silent, looking down deeply, did not dare to look into the eyes of her mother who was so sharp.
"Clara will obey the word of mother. Forgive Clara, Mom!"
Clara sobbed in front of her mother, dropping herself at her feet and roaring there full of disappointment and guilt.
"Of course, all that happens is your decision, now accept the consequences.
However, you should also be able to behave more calmly and patiently, Clara!
Let Pandu solve the problem with his wife, give her time to think about and make the best decision for your complicated relationship.
Whatever will be decided by Pandu, all of them hurt your heart, ikhlaskan. Understand your wrong position.
No relationship will be okay, when entering it is the wrong way.
Calm yourself, Istighfar many, so that your heart and mind will calm down."
Ms. Desmita hugged Clara gently, rubbing her shoulders affectionately.
Because after all, it is the obligation of parents to continue to give advice and embrace it while on the wrong path.
While in the hospital, Pandu is still not allowed to meet with Risma.
Pandu began to feel suspicious of the pain suffered by his wife, if only fainted from fatigue and a lot of thoughts, it is impossible to enter the room that is special for cancer therapy.
Pandu again feel anxious and do not know how, because no one nurse who wants to open the disease in Risma, they always answer, 'please ask directly to the doctor Abas. Because it's not my domain."
Pandu tried to see the doctor Abas, but still could not be found, because there are still patients who must be treated, even though the patient was Risma, the patient was, women who are struggling to survive the pain.
"What's this about?
What happened to you, Ris?
Is your pain that serious, and why are you hiding it from me, as sick and as hateful as you are to me?"
Pandu continued muttering with his own mind, until unknowingly, Doctor Abas was already standing before him with both hands put in his pants pocket and looked at Pandu with a disappointed look.
"Can we talk, Mr Pandu?"
Doctor Abas let out his voice, and Pandu immediately raised his head to look at him with a restless look accompanied by hatred.
."Please." replied Pandu briefly by showing his dislike to the handsome doctor in front of him.
"Let's go to my room, we'll talk there."
Without waiting for the confirmation from Pandu, Doctor Abas swung his steps back to where his room was and Pandu followed him from behind, feeling uncertain.
"Please enter!" Doctor Abas let Pandu enter the room that looks neat and there is a minimalist sofa at the end of the room, Pandu put his foot in and circulate his view. His eyes caught, old photo with ten Rs hanging on the wall right behind the desk of Abas doctor.
Pandu squinted his eyes, looked carefully and observed the beautiful woman who was standing among his best friends. No stranger to Pandu, and his mind was immediately fixed on Risma when she was in school.
"Why, are you looking at the photo and curious about the woman standing between us?
That was Risma when she was in second grade High School.
That's a photo with a friend of a friend who there is one complex after the coral cadets activity.
Beautiful right and she seems to smile cheerfully, because Risma has a humble and friendly nature, but since marrying you, she became closed and likes to be alone, even rarely seen smiling.
If you don't love Risma, why do you keep her, Pandu.
Let him go, because Risma deserves to live happily with a man who treats her well and affectionately."
Doctor Abas deliberately provoked Pandu's emotions, because it was really furious with a man like Pandu who could not be assertive, he said, dare to marry the woman of his past but do not want to let go of the woman who had previously harbored wounds due to his abandonment.
"Again, watch your words doctor, Abas!
This is my household, don't you ever interfere if you don't know the truth!"
Pandu gripped the white coat of doctor Abas with both hands, his face reddened with the emotions he had been harboring, and now doctor Abas again spoke which made Pandu even more angry.
"I'm just reminding you, Mr. Pandu!
Let go of Risma, if you can only hurt her, let her go, rather than her having to keep crying because of your attitude. Release!"
Instead of being afraid, the doctor Abas increasingly dare to ask Pandu to release Risma. And that further makes Pandu lost control.
"Bad!"
Bugs! Bugs!