Love My Husband for Other Women
Pregnant
"Aren't you the one who said you'd wait for my readiness? do you want to give up, Pa?" reply Risma who deliberately wants to make the tormented Pandu born and his mind, in order to know what kind of bear the pain ignored by loved ones.
"Yes, but I've been trying to fix our household. And I've opened my heart to you, forget the bad past and let's start from scratch. I'm a normal guy, Ma!
It's impossible if it takes too long in this case, I need the release of hormones. I'm still your husband!" Sahut Pandu who began to be a little upset, felt tired because his efforts have not been able to melt the violence of the heart of the wife.
Risma was silent, no matter how upset Pandu was, her heart still could not if she had to have intercourse, because Clara's shadow always filled her mind.
I don't know, the feeling that used to be so adoring is now bland without taste. Playing roles like Pandu first, only doing the task as a wife without having to fulfill the desire of the husband. Although Risma was aware, this was a grave sin, denying the right of the Husband only for reasons not yet ready. But the heart no longer wants to bear the pain just because it does it by force.
"All right! I understand and may I always be pleased with your attitude.
I'm leaving, you take good care of yourself. I'll tell you later when I'm in the hospital!
Asalamualaikum!" Pandu just passed by, without finishing his meal and without kissing his wife's forehead as usual. Pandu tries to avoid the anger in his heart by immediately leaving in the presence of the woman he started to love. Not wanting to say a word that will only worsen the situation and add to the wound in his wife's heart.
Risma looked at her husband's back. The guilt is there, the love is still left, but the soul is empty, the heart has been hurt. Although Risma always tries to re-heal wounds and wants to accept Pandu with all the mistakes of his past.
There were no tears back soaking his smooth cheeks, as the tightness was still playing on his chest.
"I'm sorry, Mom!
May you truly forget that woman in your heart and really put my name in your heart. I wish my heart could accept you again without having to remember all the wounds that ever existed.
Lord, forgive me for making my husband miserable. Strengthen my heart and enable me to return to being a full-fledged wife to my husband." Risma muttered softly with all the pain in her heart.
Walk up, to his private room. Look at the wedding photos on the wall. Hope there is still time to live the story he dreamed of.
Risma opened the drawer in the closet, took out her wedding photo album, saw one after another photos of herself with Pandu.
Want to remember how Risma first fell in love with Pandu Aditama who was indeed charming in the eyes of all women.
"I'll try, Mom. Bismillah!
May you really accept me and we really become us in living this household. Allah enable me to live this destiny of YOU." Risma tries to strengthen her heart, learn to forgive and accept Pandu back in living her household story.
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Elsewhere, Clara was lying weakly in her room. For two days Clara kept vomiting and would not eat at all.
His face was pale and nausea and dizziness continued to attack him. Until Clara had permission not to go to work because of her sudden weakness and enduring extreme pain.
"I take you to the doctor, yes, I've permission the office if it comes late, and Alhamdulillah allowed. You need to see a doctor, what you're sick with, so you can get medicine and get back to health." Maya, Clara's office friend and also lives in a house that is provided by her office. They become close because it is every day together, so friends chat and also friends in everything, not infrequently Maya also often confide in her problems, Maya a widow who left her husband dead, her husband, and have one child who is still six years old, forced to live working out of town to be able to meet all the needs, and leave his child to be cared for by both parents.
"Don't you get pregnant?
"I'll change my clothes first, sorry if it's a hassle, may!" reply Clara softly and feel sad to her friend. And her heart suddenly felt anxious, if indeed she was really pregnant, it would have backfired in Pandu's life. Clara no longer wants to deal with a Pandu Aditama. Even if it is true that she is currently pregnant with her seeds, Clara intends to hide from Pandu, and wants to take care of her alone.
Clara on Maya's papah enters a taxi that is already waiting in front of the gate. Heading to the nearest clinic and hoping to get sick just from being tired and eating irregularly, wanted to deny the fact that pregnancy might actually happen.
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"Congratulations, Ma. The age of the womb has entered the age of three weeks, is still vulnerable and must be maintained well. Because it seems like the content of Bu Clara is weak, you have to rest a lot and take vitamins regularly. Her nutritional intake should also be noted." Clearly the doctor was convinced and smiled at Clara who turned anxious.
"Okay, Doc!
Thanks!" maya's reply represented a suddenly silent Clara with a blank look.
"We go home, but queue up to take the cure. God willing you are strong, Clara. Bismillah you can!"
Maya seems to understand what Clara is worried about today, because indeed Clara has many stories about her marriage relationship with Pandu who only became a second wife.
Clara nodded weakly, smiling faintly at the doctor who looked at her in surprise. Clara tried not to care what others would think about her pregnancy, which must have been pregnant from a marriage that is legitimate according to religion. But Clara had to prepare mentally, because she decided to take care of her son alone and hide her pregnancy from Pandu Aditama. There will be a lot of comments about it.
"Alloh, what other tests have YOU given me?
When I really made up and wanted to stay away and forget the man, you arrived to present him the fruit of our love in this womb. Strengthen and enable me, take your test this time.
I will take care of this child, with both hands, and also my love alone. Let him later only know, the name of his father without having to meet and feel his affection. Enough of me, I'm the only one who's in love with my son." Clara said softly in her heart, really no longer want to deal with Pandu and hope to be able to care for her son with both hands alone.
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