
While it feels to Clara, either yawned, do not communicate and did not meet since Clara decided to leave, there is no desire to see him what else to contact Clara through her mother. But Pandu felt he had to talk to Clara, because they were still tied to a marriage that could not be ignored.
"Tomorrow I'll see Clara, I'll have to talk to her, what she wants and wants from this marriage. Because there is no way I can survive, while there is only dispute." muttered Pandu solidified his heart.
Because after all, Pandu still has responsibility for the woman he married in series, speak well and solve the problems with a clear mind and a calm heart. However, Pandu is still a husband who has a love for his second wife, even though his love is no longer as big as before.
Pandu spread his body, his mind drifted to the past, the time when he was reunited with Risma for an arranged marriage from both parents. Pandu according because believe if the choice of his parents must be the best. Although his feelings of love have not grown for Risma, Pandu always tries to fulfill his responsibilities as a child who is obedient to parents, and a good husband for Risma later.
The marriage was finally agreed upon by both parties, and Pandu had expressed what was felt to Risma at that time, asking her to understand and learn to accept each other between them. Pandu is also honest if he can not love her, and Risma is willing to accept and learn to understand the state of Pandu's heart.
Over the years, Pandu has been very trying to open up and heart, learning to love and accept Risma in his heart, but that feeling has not yet grown. Although there is no love, Pandu never once gave up his responsibilities as a husband. Pandu treats Risma well, meets all her needs and never be rude even in a state of annoyance. Not often Pandu is flat and cold when Risma wants to be spoiled.
Until finally, fate brings together Pandu with love in his past in the event of a reunion.
Shaking the love back to grow and eventually Pandu chose to marry Clara without the knowledge of Risma his first wife.
And it turns out, that was the beginning of the destruction of Pandu's life, Risma who turns cold and indifferent, Risma who is always ignorant and stupid, Risma who always avoids and Risma who can not be guessed the flow of his mind. Make Pandu restless and eventually realize the feeling of love that is starting to grow. But Clara's presence has ruined everything in her relationship with Risma who is getting cold and stiff.
Pandu exhaled deeply, closed his eyes and felt a tightness that so squeezed his chest. Because the perceived love will bring happiness after returning to find the woman he always remembered in every prayer, it is now backfired in the story of his household with his late wife who he realized then loved.
"What I have to do, there's no way I'm going to divorce Clara, it would be a sin if I left her without a fatal mistake, marriage is not a game. I would be very bad if I treated Clara like an outlet of my love that was just a curiosity. Why can I be this stupid?" muttered Pandu who was annoyed with himself. Forced to close his eyes to immediately fall asleep in the dark of the night.
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At three o'clock in the afternoon Pandu came out of his office and went straight to Kediri, to meet with Clara, because there was no way Pandu would let his troubles with Clara hang just like that.
Pandu stared at the mansion given as a dowry for Clara at that time, deserted like uninhabited. The day still looks late afternoon.
The guide parked his car, opened the door but it was still locked.
Pandu took the spare key that was on him. Open the door and walk into a minimalist house but look luxurious and elegant.
Looking for Clara in every room and corner of the house, but not also Pandu found the whereabouts of Clara. "What do you really want, Clara?" Pandu ruffled his hair in frustration.
He left his house and went to his mother Clara, not far from the compound. Intending that Clara could be comfortable often with her mother.
Ms. Desmita was even seen immediately shedding tears with the arrival of Pandu who had been waiting for her son in recent days.
"Waalaikumsallm." said Bu Desmita who immediately felt relief and anxious about the arrival of Pandu.
Ms. Desmita stared at Pandu's arrival with an unusual look. Then let Pandu enter with no expression and stale again.
"Clara is here, Mom?" Pandu opened the chat by asking where his wife is currently.
"Bu Desmita smiled and seemed to nod her head.
"Yes, Clara came home from two days ago.
Solve your problems with a cold head, Clara was devastated by this situation. Be wise and fair, Son Pandu. Now meet Clara in her room, because she always spends her time just lamenting and crying over your silent marriage. Forgive the mother's son, he still just hasn't accepted it." Ms. Desmita spoke with Pandu who seemed to pay attention to every sentence she said politely.
"I'm here, intending to talk about our problems from heart to heart, Mom! Reply Pandu disinclined. I want to meet Clara, is it allowed?" sahut Pandu with such a polite and calm attitude.
"Clara's in her room, meet her and talk to her head cold." Reply Desmita bu with a mimic that looks disappointed but can not do anything for the princess.
Pandu nodded, and moved from his seat to meet Clara who was lying in her room.
"Mas! Is that really you?" clara asked as her eyes caught the face of Pandu emerging from behind the door of her room.
Pandu walked over, and smiled warmly looking at Clara with her body that looked a little thin.
"Yes, it's me!
I'm sorry, if only I could see you, today, Clara! because I have to respect the presence of Risma's parents in our house.
I hope you will understand." said Pandu with a face that looks depressed.
"Yes, Mom! I've prepared my mentality, if you really want to die later on me and prefer your family." Clara's mouth was flat though her tears were falling back down her cheeks, as wounds rained down on her heart.